D 7

2010-06-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

i'm working on story now. I feel did my best in the exam. i hope i can pass and now is heading to new block.So there is no any reason for me to be lazy or what.I watched world cup.Woah. Waiting for Brazil and Spain. One day i will watch the wprld cup at the stadium.oone day. ONE DAY!!!!!!

SPAIN IN MY HEART FORVER !!!!!!!

this few days

2010-06-03T01:47:00.000-07:00

On 31may, i enjoyed the day because there is 31% discount for baskin robins. I spent my day studying in library with my friends.

around 3pm.Woah.I'm too desperate for eating ice cream. (Maybe i work in new zealand natural before.So i love eating ice cream so much)

Lets go. whole gang pay a visit to baskin robins. we queue for almost half an hour before our turn. I ordered two large scoops of ice cream. World class chocolate and very berry strawberry! LoL.eating ice cream under the the hot sun. that day the temperature was 41 degree celcius. * hot >.< *

Most of them eat at the spot and take away their ice cream. black current lah,mango,banana,coco mint ...etc

i'm not scare of getting fat after eating ice cream because i'm skinny LoL

after eating the ice cream, we went in a Muslim restaurant to try the pisang goreng there. India also got muslims mia...

the pisang goreng is bigger,longer and better than the one in Malaysia.

after that i went back to study.

During dinner i went to buy something at the gift shop and write a letter to an old friend in KL,because her birthday is coming up. the next day,her mum....bla bla bla..

in the end i go to take back the letter the next day from post office.(bcuz of some reason)

my blocks exam are coming up this weekend.i don't wanna screw.I'll work hard on it. I dunwana fail it!

Going to change my specs soon.

After my locks i wanna shoot a video in my place here.Hopefully it can be carry out..last but not least and also blowing harmonica. LoL

27 May

2010-05-27T19:58:00.000-07:00

haha.today is microbe 3rd class test.Ok i manage to do better compare to the 1st two.haha. I'm a bit happy. actually i can do better,but there is some careless mistake.

28 may is wesak day. As i had promised myself that i will eat vegetarian food throughout the whole day.India doesn't have a proper vegetarian food.But i will eat vegetarian food also.

On 27 may.That night my dinner and supper was Dominos! Cheese and pepperoni (pepperoni & extra cheese) *100% pork peperoni* and cheesy white pasta (non-veg) Wahahaha.eat eat eat. Eat as much as i can before the wesak.

After enjoying the delicious dinner and supper.i straight away sleep after that.

early in the morning saw some sms from malaysia.Thanks to you all.

Have to get back to study mode.

GOsh!

2010-05-26T15:15:00.000-07:00

exam is near. I have not enough sleep.i will sleep around 5 or 6am-8am.i know it's early in the morning.

To those nocturnal friends,we are active at night just like batman.LOL

I prefer studying at night or do whatever things during midnight because nobody can and nobody will disturb me.

Before the sunrise,i can hear birds singing outside my window.haha. Here is not like malaysia,there is not much chicken and rooster here,so rooster won't wake me in the morning.haha.

The only thing which can wake me up is when my alarm rings.

Getting more stress everyday,tomorrow is the last day of lecture before the exam.

Tonnes of things to study and a lot of facts are so volatile especially pharmacology.All the classification of drugs.

hey, I saw an article just now,it stated that if a person doesn't have enough sleep (at least 6 hours) then the person may die earlier.Haha izit true? I think it is true because our immunity won't be functioning at optimum efficiency, and a lot complications will appear.

I'm very lucky that i'm not in japan.The government had announced that obesity is illegal in japan. man and women should have a waist not more than 35 and 33.woah! a lot of Japanese were shocked but according to a health minister, the japanese can have a healthy society. The government will fined those company which have workers who are obese.haha.*pity them* To prevent being fined,some companoes had prepared food for their workers and play some music during tea break to let the workers exercise awhile.

A tradition japanese food has calories of 600only..If it is compared to the American's fast food,the American's fast food contains 1.3k calories.OMG!! more than double.

SLIM SLIM SLIM for Japanese, GYM GYM GYM for me ^^

I will not be on9- for days. Take care friends.

22May Birthday Bash!

2010-05-22T13:08:00.000-07:00

Woah! tomorrow is de Zhi's birthday.last year we celebrate with him at ph's room.we order fast food from Dishes.That time we only expose ourselves to Turkish food.shwarma. didn't know about the real spelling. If you wanna know,i can describe to you.Chopped salad chicken and roll in our roti canai...the 'salad' is totally different from what we eat. If you go to any some mamak stall,i think you can find it there.it is Ichibang!!!

i'm a football fans.even though Real Madrid didn't manage to win any trophy this season but i will still support them.I support them seen i'm 12 years old.Now the final of champion's league is going on.I support Inter!! i don't like germany futbal club. Inter , U must beat bayern!

World cup is going to start! I support Spain!!!!! ESPANYOL!!!!!!!

Today i come back earlier from library compare to other days.We go edmond's room to plan how we are going to bash De zhi. We bashed him with our liquid and eggs.

LIQUID = whatever liquid media you can find in kitchen.we add some corn flour and detol.haha.

He hide from us.He start hiding before 1030pm. (pandai ya). He give us hint..

First hint, i'm at a beatiful hostel and there is a garden.
Wei ...we search for you around our area for nearly one hour leh..
we got curfew one...we will fined for 200rps for those who stay in hostel.(including me)

DE ZHI, we are HOT now! WHERE are YOU!!!!!

.......bla bla bla..

Bashing Members : Benny (Leader),Edmund, Edwin,Shawn,Zet,Jesse,TC,KM and me.

WEAPON a.k.a liquid medium : all liquid you can mention.

our cameraman Jesse.

We spend 100rps for auto to search for De ZHI.

In the end we tricked him to come back hostel because we tell him we make an ice cream cake and we not going to bash him anymore(we are tired of searching for you)

Birthday boy appear infront of his house with his scooter..

Benny : TAKE YOU WEAPON! FORWARD!!!!!!!!!!!

Shawn and Edwin prepaer water gun to treat De zhi! they are range Hero, however the rest are melee.Haha!

HAPY BIRTHDAY DE ZHI!!

2010-05-21T21:31:00.000-07:00

medical students,they only have weekdays.....weekends are illusions..

i agreed with it. my wallet use to be bulky,even though not because of coins,but only movie tickets.I had keep all the movie tickets since 4 year plus ago..whole stack men.

I shared with my friends,they were shocked in the beginning. *stunned you all* LOL

Do you believe I'm still keeping the movie ticket that i watch for CASINO ROYALE James bond 007 with me? The color of the ticket had fade,but there is a lot of memories behind this ticket.

The last movie ticket that i watch is UNDER THE MOUNTAIN. In my point of view it was nice.*maybe* @.@

This few days, I'm desperate to watch a music concert. especially S.H.E and Show Lo.
I like Show Lo because his dancing and i like his songs.We are same horoscope also. LEO!!!!!!!!!! Same personality, but I'm not handsome.Haha.

I heard some of my friends had watched nightmare on the elm street and robin hood.

ArGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!

I will watch it after my block exam. You all don't be so chuan!!!!! haha. I consider as update also one k! haha.

This video is presented by The Lust Generation.
Lust generation is a group of 10 crazy people. Benny,zet,Jesse,Shawn,Paw,Wei bian, De zhi,Edmund,edwin, and ME ! ^^

hardly see me, because i'm at the back.

Lust Generation!

what decision would you make?

2010-05-20T11:51:00.000-07:00

One day,when you saw 5 children playing on a railway track...4 of them were playing on a functioning railway track,however the last child was playing at unused raiway track.

In a few minutes later you notice that there is a train is coming toward te 4 children.what would you do?

P/S: you are far away from the children.There is a switch just next to you,which allow you to change the train to unused track..

a) change the train to unused track
b) do nothing

One of my friends answered, reverse the train.Lol..how can you do it?

the second one, KC said he will stop the train with his incredible biceps and triceps.. *you are clark kent !!!!*

at first i answer a0 change the train to unsed track to save the 4 children,but i have to sacrifice the one life of a kid.

Why there is no such answer as the kid manage to jump off the railway track themselves???

WHAT WOULD YOU DO???

What right isn't always popular,
&
What popular isn't always right.

Oh GOSH!!!!

2010-05-20T11:05:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! my hair..MY HAIR!!!!!!!! *sigh* the indian fellow had raped my hair with his scissors... I want u to do thining not short...now half front and back also short center quite long..DO u KnoW how to cut hair? i Wont ask u to cut my hair next time...

should i wear a cap tomorrow?feeling so weird...maybe i just apply wax or gel on it will do..how can u do this to me..ISHK!!!

Thanks jesse...Thanks for fetching me to MIT food court.I did enjoy eating dinner with u..I enjoy sitting behind ur purple scooter.LOL..the mAss food there is cheap and nice to eat..Woah!

blowing beyond's 海阔天空 few minutes ago..i did it.LOL I DID IT!!!!!!]]

JESSE LETS rocks amartya sen hostel with ur guitar and my harmonica...WE can dO it!!!!!!

静思语：諒別人就多一次福，把量放大福就大

自从上个星期我就开始阅读静思语。一天学一句。。。很有意义。 ^^

20May

2010-05-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

today no story..but just sharing of photos..my life is full of music..firstly because i like to play musical instruments and i like listening to songs...
secondly,i joined choir during primary school.

i have alot of hobbies so i will keep on trying to improve myself.because i wanna become better and better..

19may BEYOND

2010-05-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

not going to library...cuz raining season starts today.woah..lucky i got big umbrella and a rain coat.if not i will die..

tomorrow is my class test..self directed learning class test..

so i must finish blogging faster.

start learning how to play dota.haiz i just know how to use luna and snipper..quite easy to farm actually.

yesterday i'm too free during midnight..nocturnal 'batman' (me myself lah)...try to blow harmonica.my neighbours are my seniors and classmate..we know each other very well...they wont mind i blow harmonica at night cuz tmr morning i'm their bio-arlam clock..knocking their doors every morning 1 hour before the class.

on-9ing at midnights is a boring things but i like it..because the speed is fast.i try to search the note for an old song from BEYOND..光辉岁月.this is a legendary band..

i manage to blow the whole song. i hope i have the opportunity to blow my harmonica with my ex-roomate..LEON.. HE is damn GENG in guitar..he taught me guitar last year but my fingers are as hard as a rock..so i give up in the end..lets play this song one day..haha.

hope u all like it..nice song anyway...

BEYOND FOREVER!!!!

i wanna try 海阔天空。i will try to upload my harmonica version one day..but i need a good harmonica bcuz the harminica i have now is india brand.. *sigh*

黃鴻升－不屑

2010-05-18T11:25:00.000-07:00

guys i hope u all will like this songs...if u really like this song..plz comment and let me know..can? thank you.

事情如果那麽簡單那就好了
想讓自己不見
瞬間就統統消滅
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了
受傷不會流血
悲傷也不會流淚

不需要有同類
傳染頹廢
不需要愚昧的尊嚴
不需要去偷竊你的思念
自我安慰

就讓我僞裝
我嘴角不屑
讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍
允許我保留我最後一點點特權
赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神裡閃爍不屑
可能我心裡一半已經殘廢
那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天
這一半漸漸一一瓦解

如果我還有一點點不屑
別想要說服我純潔的絕對
我只是世界上某種絕種的蕨類
悄悄的失眠了一光年

如果我還有一點點不屑
那是我自己虛榮心在作祟
自以爲或許有一天我們會重疊
我可以再愛你第二遍

return

2010-05-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

i start writing back my blog.

bad days had past..i hope it wont be back.

last time i start blogging because of a person..bcuz i wanted someone to understand me more...but now i think is time for me to say hello to a brand new life...

for past few months,i had been living like hell,bcuz no matter what i do is also wrong..

bla bla bla..dont wanna mention about it..

new life new targets..

1st target is to pass my exam (in two weeks time) woah i don't wanna die in exam.. x.X

2nd is to heal my ownself..

17May..

i wished a friend's birthday.haha.actually i forgot her birthday one..thanks to facebook.i always tot that her birthday is 14may...(what i forgetful friend i am)..at least i intro her a few songs..haha.3 songs as present..not bad lah..currently at a far place..call back awhile to wish a friend birthday worth then giving a present right?LOL

wish u HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEZ.

18May.

when i woke up this morning...OH GOSH very very hot leh..i look outside the window..all the roads are wet...after raining can be so wet also arh? =.="

now i just came back from library and writing this blog.

yoyoyoyo....past two months i have been going to gym...see what wil happen to me on august.haha. ^^

nitez

The Power Of Human Mind

2009-09-27T04:11:00.000-07:00

I cdnuolt blveiee taht icluod aulacity uesdnatred waht i was rdanieg .
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid! aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are,the only iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitl raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs isbcusease the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as awlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh, and I awlyas thuohgt slpeling was ipmorantt.

kinda funny right? actually our brain has such function...

nice to play with our brain.haha.In normal human mostly we utilize about 7% of our mind...but some people said is just 1%...no matter how we stil can read this passage right? chill.

hmm.

2009-09-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

i duno suddenyl this week totally 180degree changes..good turns to bad...

just a sentence came out from my mouth...canot repeat the same thing again..

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

new aim

2009-09-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

recemtly...damn badluck...but nvm lah...since like that i try not to on9 after tonight..for 5months...i wanna make it....i wanna scream AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH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Thinking

2009-09-05T04:40:00.000-07:00

wah...thinking..time passes when u r thinking..

thinking about what in my mind?

nobody knows it...

1st i really really wanna go pulau redang since a few years back..but always clash with the monsoon season...sad..

this year i stil continue with my plan..(during august lah)but it didnt work out..so hoping i really can reach pulau redang next year..anybody want join me?joke...i'm ok if i wanna go alone or with some friends..

i was so shocked that i receive a sms from friends they asked me to go to pulau redang together during my holidays but i rejected it bcuz its too rush for me...

hope my plan wont turn into a boiling soup again..actually wanna go with a friend n the firend's family members...but it was unsuccessful planing..haha..1st planing to be unseccesful for his year..coming quite late?? duno..maybe its a good thing?who knows haha..

pulau redang..omg the coral..swiming in the sea...taking photos under the water..eating seafood at night..after dinner,i can go n walk on the seashore...breathing in the fresh air..listen to the voice of ocean...look up the sky,i can see stars wrinking at me..

wish me luck lah.haha.

Believe...

2009-08-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

BELIEVE
I'll keep believing in the future, not caring if anyone laughs at me
The passion running within you makes you shine
It's too dazzling, but I want to keep watching you
Somehow, sensing those aesthetics makes me really really stuck on you
Chasing, chasing after the one in my dreams
That is like no one else
With a feeling that burns like it's kindling the dawn
I don't know yet what the consequences will be
Instead of these boring times, it's gotta be dramatic
Until we achieve that, believe in wonderland!
Under casual rules, we've avoided a mountain of problems
But because of your pride, you can't turn back down this road
On your weak nights when troubles keep coming
I will hold you tight, I wanna wanna be with you
Holding on, we keep holding on
To a dream that no one else can see
Because I'm with you, we have such hot feelings
We don't really need consistency
Instead of a mundane routine,
Run towards paradise and believe in wonderland!

One Piece - Believe, Folder 5

this is a japanese song...since i found the lyrics in english so i posted here...i quite like this song recently.haha.

if u wan hear it,u can check it at youtube..ahah.

a lot of things havent finish before i came back to india...so sad.haha

so what to do ? continue doing it on next year loh...so now concentrade n study...gogogo!!!!! gambateh.haha.^^ telling to myself.haha

looking back

2009-08-29T21:39:00.000-07:00

last month totally in resting mode...

got touch my book abit but not much.haha

handed over a special photo to someone..haha.quite big one.dunno where the photo will being hang?

planned to take 100 photos...at the 1st moment i think 100 photos in 26 days is abit much..but i stil wil do my very best on it..In the end i only took 3photos in 26days..haha..

THE THINGS I DO MOST IN HOLIDAYS

1. watch movie...i watched Fast & furious 4,X-men 4, transformer,night at the museum2,chun li,ice age 3,ghost of girl friend past, G.I Joe, On His Majesty's secret service (Loois khoo is in this movie..damn funny..got abit swt swt lah)

when watching G.I.Joe eating a homemade popcorn..wah so syok.i ate alot but pity the person sitting beside me cuz that person didn't eat much of it.a nice day a nice movie.ahha

birthday when out on 6sumthing in the evening..celebrate in house but not my house haha.pizza as birthday cake..special birthday..i took back to open the birthday present.so shocked when i open it .^^ i looked at the watch...2am d..haha.feeling sleepy then oink oink d..

i talked to mum awhile about counsin's matter..after listening...o.O everything is like that..gave some personal's views then only sleep..

everyday on9 and play restaurant city..i got alot of ingredient...changed by someone loh...haha.someone say 3moths later he or she no time to on9 cuz wanna work in mall alredy..

soft hearted mia me agree to trade all the ingredient he or she want loh..haha.now they got quite afew level 10 mia dishes..haha.i haven't got any yet..sobbing T.T

One piece is the anime i watch wholde hols. ahha.nice anime..my friends intro me when i recah india but i didnt watch any episode in india..(no time to study stil watch anime meh?ahah)so i watched in msia.bought the dvd in BJ.50episodes per DVD..i bought 3...going to finish it when i came back on chinese new year.ahaha

since tomorrow gonna start 1st lesson d..so i end it here

back in india

2009-08-29T09:23:00.000-07:00

everything change even the road..worst.haha alot of changes..the worst thing is my friend i'm cute ..i'm ot a little boy..

the first day when i reach my hostel i change my jean then i when to UDUPI(another town) to report myself in police station.

so hot when i reach the police station...i took out my umbrella...haha.my friends looked at me..i replied him ...'i scare of sun ma..cannot meh.' now when i think back..quite a funny answer..

at night..we go to manipal canteen and makan..wah fried squids,chicken 65,veg ball,soda lime...

eat until papa..then we wlak back..i study awhile then tidur liao.haha

today woke up early..after my breakfast i went to library n study...wah i'm the first...8.05am in library...1st time reach lib 1st.ahah..on the lights then pia...until 1pm...lunch makan chicken..

study again.. for my 1st block i didnt have proper notes so i redo again..almost finish d...haha.thanks to my extra understanding brain..joke joke..

miss the movue of harry potter..haiz.

but i watch G.I.Joe and i watch transformer in my room not bad wat? haha

cut a short hair..a nice hair back in penang.

wirte till here lah. XD

woah i feel good

2009-08-06T01:46:00.000-07:00

lazy to write blog recently because i'm extremely happy!!!!!!!!!!

G.I Joe i'm going to watch it!!!

New moon...aka twilight 2..haha.i bought whole set of twilight book with just rm20 from india.haha..

New moon is coming out this november.haha

benny dance

2009-07-26T10:37:00.000-07:00

this is our performance on our prom night...we enjoy it...

my the most right...chelsey lah laugh laugh laugh then 4got about me...

sorry if u see no me.haha.broken english...is acceptable in blogger

countdown p/s: VIEW THE FULL SIZE OF THE PHOTO

2009-07-22T09:22:00.000-07:00

med life somethime can be boring...thats why i'm on9-ing now to release stress and cheer myself up.ahha....joke joke.

this few days very happy lah...bcuz of something..hehe(secret)

feel likes going back home. i cant imagine that i'm in msia soon..

one of my friend(zet), damn funny...he told me that everyday he is dreaming about the day that he going to enjoy eating,sleeping in penang.haha..

another person...jacinta...college mate.last year we didnt talk to each other but when we come to manipal we chat alot.ahah.she is too funny...she is the first person who told me that she miss dimsum....omg i just realise indian also like to eat dimsum..haha. if i know how to make it,i gonna do it for u and taste first....

going to learn do pancake or waffer liao.yes!!!!

it seem like last year my bday dreams are going to come true...3 wishes..

hey evrybody...i got a korean name..HYO SHIN...just call me SHIN haha.

i hope i can have my hairs just like him

the next target ...i wanna build my muscles liao.haha.i wanna bcum more muscular..

this photo make me happy...^^

damn funny..

sweet..

let this photo end my blog haha.gotta do revision liao. haha

exam coming

2009-07-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

haha.exam coming liao no need guess where i wil go always...library...

sleep at early morning is a must and wake up in the early morning is a must but the raining season make us easilt to fall asleep.haha

coming back liao...penang food is waiting for me

new look?

2009-07-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

two weeks ago....

can leave any comments? izit better i look like this or when i'm in short hair?

hopfully my mum wont see this..anyway she duno how i look now. XD

4July is Prom night.haha.i'm going it with whole gang of frenx.one of my fren was chosen to take part in Mr. Supremo...we helped him in the korek-ing his dancing talent out, we wil dance with him.

Prom night...i wish i could go with somebody in future haha...secret person...she know who is she.haha.

coming back to penang..so unlucky that i have to quarantine myself dulu.i planned for everything in august..hopefully everything according to plan.but just one day i leave it blank...8 of august...i stil in quarantine...*what can i do at home?sleep?*

i dun wan to waste my time to sleep.haha.

currently scare nobody can regconise me in penang.so now post the photo me of two weeks ago,so atleast u cant see me. hehe.

counting down that i stil got how many days to reach penang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PENANG wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coming back.

2009-06-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

everyday counting down how many days left.
going back msia i wanna try everything fun.. since my classmate ask me pergi makan dimsum, jogging i wil go..even hiking.haha.he is just like my bro.

we wil spent one or two days at KL when we arrive at KL.before going back to penang.haha.

raining since 8pm until the 4pm of next day.woah syok.no need air cond. more students getting sick.i'm stil fine. hopping everybody wil fine also bcuz even lecturers also sick.i start getting on track..hope wil score better.this blog work harder.everyday must sleep at 2am everyday...time for eating dinner also cut short liao.always 7.50am wake up..8am class.always get in class in time.haha.

1st of august i'm waiting for that day...see u all.

i wanna play badminton and basketball.a lot people taught me badminton.so improved. with my heavy racket...ahem...don't force me smash u!!!!!!!! haha.joke.

new update

2009-06-18T04:15:00.000-07:00

i probably or mostly will no on9 for one whole month.wont touch computer or internet.i feel like it's just like nothing can do.within a short time wat i can do?

check email......thoudsand of email which i didnt read at all before...
listen music? better i use that time and sleep.
chat at msn...everybody was sleeping liao that time
play CS.... play til sien liao
youtube....slow loading..better dont watch
facebook ....ok lah.if got time i stil miss my pet...higuain.i got play awhile last week.a few minutes nia then makan dinner liao.
friendster? most dissapointed liao.no comment about it.

wat i like to do most? chat with the friends here...talk about fei4 hua4...rubbish words come out from everybody. this really syok and fun.bcuz everybody wil be laughing.

anyway gonna end it here.bye. take care. 43 days to go.

No bondaries

2009-06-02T00:44:00.000-07:00

i quite like this song yesterday.i duno why. when i listen carefully about the lyrics..then i wanted to present this song here.i know u know what i mean.

Kris allen really cant win david cook lah.david cook's voice unique.david cook!!!
ii display this song here just bcuz of the meaning.

No Boundaries (Finale).mp3 - Kris Allen

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever

If you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason

To fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!
Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries x2
Stand on the edge

What if today is as good as it gets

Don’t know where’s the future’s heading

Nothings gonna bring me downI

jumped every bridge

I risked being safe but i always arise

I always arise
So here i am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries x2
You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you

and your dreams
With Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

Yeah There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries
With every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

There are no boundaries x3

star

2009-05-30T05:19:00.000-07:00

Rule The World - Take That

Rule The World lyrics

You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

last week i went to aids centre which situated at mangalore ....at a hill top.. quite surprised there.cuz i can't imagine how they stay there.. arpund 35 children, 30 adults. Here only church helping those ppl, so that is a church..

help ppl and pay a visit to them only. buddha wont blame me, not even my parents..just came back from orphange now.sweaty.

i joined a club...huluran kasih.. quite good lah. i no need pay the transportation.i bought my harmonica there.shopping there. damn syok when shopping there. eat at a restaurant named HAO MING. woah the food really ichibang. it make me miss chinese food. no need introduce the food. the menu is smae as malaysia..actually i didnt see the menu cuz my senior booked for everybody to eat. haha.

bought a lot of things in the mall. my batchmate didn't follow.so bad. they went to turtle bay....i want go to turtle bay also, but i promise my senior dulu. nevermind, i believe i stil got chance to go there. stil got long time here.

watched a movie ...stardust. last few years i miss the front portion thats why all friends say it's not so good.Today i want make a correction of what i said last few years...I want to say it is nice.

it's a story about star...what does start do? think and see....

hehe.i going to share with a friend, she forgot about this movie...so going to share with her when ii go back.

.........cant say much about the movie bcuz somebody forgot d.............

back to the topic...quite pity those children...those who got aids mostly is orphan...bcuz their parents died bcuz of that HIV virus.today went to the orphange...quite rush bcuz is after school.cut my hair before going..so i reach there late.i cut my hair thinner only , BUT not short.

today alot ppl join the club...eventhough the expired date is over. haha. just after i came back from mangalore. izit my job? joke joke. too perasan d.

just one week time to reach my presentation day.haha.abit nervous.bot planning d.hope my nervous wont screw up everything.

and my futsal match is getting nearer.our captain's leg was injured.no more substitute for our team. one setback..but we stil will do our best for the team.for our selves and for our captain..raj.

the country that i wanna stay at ...

1st choice..australia.
2nd choice... england...be specific..london.
3rd choice..any country in europe..if can i would choose spain.

if wanna shift away from these countries ..i mean after a few years..(10 years maybe)...then i wont hazated to say JAPAN. quite like there.

why i'm talking about this? i'm nuts? study too much liao me? quite pressure and tension if didnt study for one day.

star in mandrin is xing...but in my mind is xin.haha. star always hanging in the sky..if a person is a star..will she shine? yes, she will shine, when she is in love with someone..bcuz the someone wil make her happy and feel safe.so the smile and the happiness will be her aura.that aura is her light..the light (happiness) grow from her heart.so the light is pure.

exam over d.

2009-05-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

wah liew apa ni... exam over liao.but stil can laugh and smile eventhough today mia paper damn hard. study until gila liao.anatomy and physiology paper were ok. but biochemistry. when everybody step out from the exam hall..*just after paper 1* OMG everybody was smiling and keep saying that 'I'm going to fail' ...i'm also one of them. seriously..almost all questions were indirect question.. 1 question cost u 5~11marks.if duno then how many marks will fly away. and it's just 10 question only.easy questions will be damn easy but a few marks only. if hard questions mean it were really extra super HARD.

actually the night when i'm studying biochem...i was quite ok. just that when i see the past year. OMG stil got 5 sets of nota i haven't finish reading..eventhough teacher say is extra but i came out in past year. so bad.yesterday night i slept for one hour only. now i'm stil energetic.haha. raining whole night.monsoon season wat.what do u expect?haha

rain rain go away...come again another... BUT another means tomorrow for the rain itself.haha.

Thirsty hyypo is not selling here. haiz after to ask mum send again..if not my clothes will be some geli green thing growing on it...this explaination makes who haven't imagine wat izit the ppl...

studying in library everyday. i think my mum sure get shocked.because each time when she phoned me to ask me something sure i'm in the library..no more other places i can go.

hair long liao. lucky i got take some photos when my hair is still in good condition. haha. tmr onwards i will use wax the .haha. so going to be stylish from today.

gambateh. TEA. /\ /\ /\/\
(^ o ^) (O.o ) hehe

what i wanna be

2009-05-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

Currently i'm studying MBBS...medicine.. i wish i can be a good doctor in future.

there is another 2 jobs i wanna be thats is to be a THIEF(A SPECIAL ONE) and a clown.

~Theif~
i explain about theif part dulu.
i'm wanna stole sadness,the pain that everyone feel,drain out all the tears,sorrow in the heart, dissapointment........of everybody.

Now my 1st job comes in, i not only want to heal people from njuries, sickness or what...there is one more important thing.That is to heal a person's heart and soul..

That will be true meaning of saving.

So the sorrows that you felt will melt away...if not mistaken this part is from a song...cellin deon..My Heart will goes on.

~Clown~
Am i silly, why i choose to be a clown...the first impression that clown come in my mind was circus. Clown always has a BIG Smile on their face :) *apperently not big enough* haha.
Come back to the main point, i wanna put smiles and laughters on the faces of everybody.

healing a person...doesn't mean u will make your patient smiles or laughs..so i wanna make them laugh.

Patients seldom laugh after the healed or recovered because the spend a lot of money.They will stil smiles because they are no longer suffering from the sick or injury.

Hopefully i can make it. thanks for reading.

monday my exam will starts...eventhough it contribute a few marks in exam, but i hope i can score well. wish me luck.

here are some photos which i wanna share with everybody.

Actually it's in Italy, one of the five cities of Cinque Terra.

trust me for everything. X)

smile and sad...i want smile^^

yummy..i wanna eat. xD

there is no such green grass in india.haha. yellowish grenn got lah.

you see how lovely they are..eventhough they are old already, stil stil love each other so much

everybody living in the earth are living for hope..just different hope from different people.

wednesday

2009-04-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

today whole day cloudy and windy.haha. it's nice to sleep, so it cause you to fall alseep easily. BUt i din't fall alseep.haha

woke up at 5sumthing d..bcuz can't sleep d...or i say take it as wake up sendiri.

go to class,10-1030am breakfast break...mostly we use that time to rest awhile. then class again, 1230pm-2pm is lunch break. they cook very slow so eat also one hour gone...left 3O mins ...go back to class n study.haha

After class ...when the time is getting nearer to 5pm, our heart beat get faster...why? bcuz we are going to enjoy a 4days consecutive holidays.

but exam is coming...3weeks more to exam...exam shd be earlier but bcuz of the new students,so they postponed it.but some small paper doesn't postponed.

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after class, whole gang went to drink fruit juice. there are three indian kids keep asking me to buy them food,give them money, give them my drinks...

in my heart i want to give them but i know my family needs the money its so hard to decide what to do.in the end, gave the youngest one 5rupee..

NOT ENOUGH, the other two keep following me and my frenx and ask for money..the process no need to say too details..just keep begging...waliew, what you want me to do?

after awhile they walk away to take their bag.. i wonder inside the beg is full of money or what?

next time what should i do? should i give or not? i have no ideal of it.

@.@

Me ^^

2009-04-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

There is a sudden change of life stlye for me.i feel more energeticand more passion to do anything, but there is a risk that u wil make urself sleepy in class that is to study until midnight... Burning midnight oils are common in india, not only malaysian, but also the local indian.

At my hostel, the people will scream and play at 12am.haha.after the curfew.Everynight we are able to hear the sound of wisel bcuz the guard blow his wisel before he close his gate.

Library is just like a jacuzzi here.Jacuzzi can make u relax and sleep(if u totally relax)...the jacuzzi here is like u can put urself there 24hours...sleep,eat or anything also can do in the library except for talking too loud.

last time i used to play basketball, but now is badminton.haha.playing badminton is quite fun actually bcuz u wont clash with anybody...u actually exercise more than basketball. this is my point of view towards badminton and basketball lah.ahha

GOt one thing i'm scare of eating in india already...is Chicken. the meat we can easily found here is chicken... masala chicken,grill chicken,tanduri chicken,roasted chicken....eventhough is quite cheap but we are afraid of eating it already. Fish s very rare to found in my city.sotong....just one restaurant got. How to makan?

breakfast is important also...at the begining i always 'fishing ' in the class...now i everyday eat breakfast...so more enerygy to study...Passion to study was get from a song...NOW OR NEVER..don't know u all listen before mah?haha

radio,TV,pc....is not important here.. Handphone is important here bcuz this is wat we can contact with each other.

I joked with my fren that, if somebody wanted to stole my bag and handphone,which one will i snatch it back from that person...haha.i told him that i choose hanphone.haha.

there alot of photos,music and ....hehex.too many liao. so many things inside leh.sure save handphone..my beg is just paper and pencil box.

silly me.

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this is the oldest disney character..he is older than mickey mouse do u know? mickey is 80 years old, but winnie the pooh is 82!!!! hahax

pooh bear.hehex. significance of a date...chirstmas...

SWINE FLU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

Recently i just read newspaper from star online...omg! 1st time reading newspaper online in india...so serious case until i can't believe it.. Swine Flu

GENEVA (AP) - The World Health Organization on Monday raised its pandemic alert for a new strain of swine flu by one level, two levels short of declaring a full pandemic.

The phase 4 alert means there is sustained human-to-human transmission in at least one country, WHO said.

"The change to a higher phase of pandemic alert indicates that the likelihood of a pandemic has increased, but not that a pandemic is inevitable," the agency said in a statement. WHO's assistant director-general Keiji Fukuda added that "at this time containment is not a feasible option" and the global health body is instead urging affected countries to mitigate any outbreaks.

Fukuda said the evolving crisis could easily push the pandemic alert higher or lower in the coming days.

WHO is not recommending border closures or travel bans, Fukuda said.

"At this time instituting travel bans would really not be very effective" as the virus has already spread to several other countries, he said. But he said people who are ill should delay international travel, and those developing symptoms after international travel should seek medical attention.

WHO has confirmed human cases of swine flu in Mexico, the United States, Canada and Spain. Only Mexico has reported deaths from the new strain.

WHO Director-General Margaret Chan made the decision to raise the alert level from phase 3 after emergency consultations with flu experts from around the world Monday.

The agency earlier recommended that people stay calm and use common sense. "If people feel sick, if people feel they are suffering from some kind of ailment like flu (then) they need to go and see a doctor," WHO spokesman Paul Garwood told The Associated Press.

Spain confirmed the first swine flu case outside North America on Monday, and suspected cases from New Zealand to Israel were raising concern that the new virus was spreading rapidly.

Mexico still appeared to be the epicenter, with more than 1,600 suspected swine flu cases and as many as 149 deaths in which the virus is suspected, according to Mexican Health Secretary Jose Angel Cordova.

The agency refrained Monday from recommending that commercial vaccine manufacturers switch production from seasonal flu vaccine to pandemic vaccine.

WHO says the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in Atlanta has already produced a vaccine virus strain and is currently growing this strain in eggs - the first step toward producing an effective vaccine.

Fukuda said the first batches of swine flu vaccine could be ready in four to six months, but that it would take several more months to produce large quantities of it.

here is some FAQ

What is swine influenza?

It is a respiratory disease of pigs caused by type A strains of the influenza virus. It regularly causes high flu outbreaks in pigs but with low death rates. There are four main sub-types of the virus, but the most recent isolated influenza viruses from pigs have been H1N1 viruses.

How does it spread?

Swine flu viruses do not typically infect humans though they do occur through close proximity or contact with infected pigs or contaminated areas. Cases of human-to-human spread have been documented.

What are the symptoms?

The symptoms are similar to those of regular flu: - Fever - Lethargy - Runny nose - Cough - Sore throat - Lack of appetite - Vomiting and diarrhoea in some cases.

How common is swine flu infection in humans?

In the past reports of about one human swine flu virus infection had been received every one to two years in the United States. From December 2005 till February 2009, 12 cases have been reported.

Has this strain of flu been seen before?

No. Flu mutates constantly, so it is common for new strains to emerge. Pigs can also be infected with both human and avian influenza, and the current circulating swine flu strain appears to contain genetic elements from all three.

Can swine flu be treated with antiviral drugs and flu vaccine?

The swine flu is resistant to two common drugs – Amantadine and Rimantadine. The H1N1 swine flu viruses are very different from human H1N1 viruses. Therefore, vaccines for human seasonal flu would not provide protection. However, a “seed vaccine” has been specifically tailored to this swine flu and will be manufactured if officials deem it necessary.

Can people catch swine flu by eating pork?

No. Swine influenza viruses are not transmitted by food. Eating properly handled and cooked pork and pork products is safe. Cooking pork to an internal temperature of 70ºC and above kills the swine flu virus.

How long is someone with swine flu considered contagious?

People with swine influenza virus infection should be considered potentially contagious as long as they are symptomatic; possibly for up to seven days following the onset of the illness. Children, especially younger children, might potentially be contagious for longer periods.

What can I do to protect myself from the swine flu?

There is no vaccine available right now to protect against the swine flu.

However, you can help prevent the spread of germs that cause respiratory illnesses like influenza by:

- Covering your nose and mouth with a disposable tissue or handkerchief when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the waste basket after you use it.

- Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hand cleaners are also helpful

- Try to avoid close contact with sick people. - If you get sick with influenza, stay at home and limit contact with others to keep from infecting them.

- Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth.

- Consult your nearest healthcare facility if you think you have any of the symptoms.

Which countries have had cases of the swine flu?

The World Health Organisation (WHO) has confirmed human cases of swine flu in Mexico, the United States, Canada and Spain. Only Mexico has reported deaths from the new strain.

Are there any travel restrictions or advisories for Malaysians?

The Health Ministry on April 27 advised Malaysians against travelling to certain places in the United States, Mexico and Canada which have been affected by the swine flu.

What precautions are in place in Malaysia?

- The Health Ministry’s operations room in Putrajaya has started a 24-hour monitoring of the situation. The public can call 03-8881 0200/300 for enquiries.

- Those returning from Latin American countries and found to have flu-like symptoms will be quarantined.

- Health Ministry officials are conducting health screenings on passengers arriving from the United States.

- Thermal scanners will be placed at international airports to speed up the screening process for swine flu.

- Public and private medical practitioners have been instructed to report to the district health office any patient with influenza-like illnesses or severe pneumonia symptoms and who had travelled to the affected countries after April 17.

- Owners of the 797 pig farms nationwide have been ordered to immediately contact the nearest Veterinary Services Department office or the Animal Disease Control Centre if their workers or animals show symptoms linked to the swine flu.

Stay with me

2009-04-19T00:55:00.000-07:00

recently i was sleeping in library for awhile in the afternoon..then continue study at night..at night sleep at hostel.haha. everyday i wil listen to a song before i sleep... in a japanese song... i translate this song into english. here is the lyric

Kaoru amane- Stay with me.

My heart rushing to see you again
Will this love reach you?
I become happy only by seeing you appear behind the small window

When I carried with me
The teardrop you quietly left behind that day
I sang out my dreams

Stay with me, you’re my brightest light in my life
Stay with me, I want to hold your hands Forever and ever
And slowly walk the path of tomorrow with you

I had keep my wings up in a box of time
You entrusted them to the wind
And as night suddenly descended over the town
With the courage you gave me, I was able to sing

You’re giving it your all
Let my heart shine
At a speed fast enough to keep up with you

Stay with me, I want you to tell me why you’re sad
Stay with me, I want to watch with you forever
The moon and the sun and the things we can do

Stay with me, you’re my brightest light in my life
Stay with me, I want to hold your hands forever and ever
And slowly walk the path of tomorrow with you

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Aitai kimochi afuretara
Kono omoi ga umaku todoku no kana?
Chiisana mado ni arawareta
Anata wo miru dake de ureshiku naru

Ano hi ni sotto oite itta
Namida no tsubu kakaetara
Nee yume wo kanadeta

Stay with me anata wa watashi dake no ookina hikari
Stay with me anata to zutto zutto
Te wo tsunaide itai
Soshite ashita e tsuzuku sono michi wo aruite yukou

Jikan no hako ni tojikometa
Tsubasa wo anata ga kaze ni noseta no
Futo maiorita yoru no machi
Moratta yuuki de utaidasetan da

Ganbatteru anata ni
Makenai you na supiido de
Nee kagayake kokoro

Stay with me watashi ni kikasete hoshii kanashimi no wake
Stay with me anata to zutto zutto nagamete itai na
Tsuki to taiyou to soshite futari ni dekiru koto wo

Stay with me anata wa kitto kitto mou hitori no watashi
Stay with me anata to zutto zutto
Te wo tsunaide itai
Soshite ashita e tsuzuku sono michi wo aruite yukou

emptiness of heart rolling on thre mud

2009-04-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

when a person feel that he or she rolling on the mud... what is the feeling of that... study sure will make a person tired. but mentally? it depends. if a person always cover his or hers trueself with a mask...definitely he or she will feel tired bcuz that is not him or her.

why we should wear a mask to meet with people? we doesn't need it actually...i think other people will jie4 yi4 of what we are....actually do u mind your friends bcuz of anything...or jie4 yi4 anything from him or her?

it's just a matter how we see our self... i imagine myself as a small sand before, but i forgot who told me these....'if you think you are a sand then you forever is a sand...if you think u are a strong mountain then you are the strongest mountain.'

never look down on urself.

when a person lost it's direction. 1st we should stop and look around then continue walking towards our own dreams..

everybody have their own dream...just the matter how high u set ur dream...nobody can reach the top of mount everest in 1 day...so why don't we set our target lower abit...then we set our aim higher next time...this is the a better way to achieve our target, don't we?

Our inner soul is always empty...nobody can replace it bcuz we didn't try to accept anything..we scared that something or someone may damage our beautiful soul. the soul in human is always empty if we didn't believe something good will happen. positive minded person also will face problem of emptiness in heart...izit true? i guess it is...

knowledge is what actually....we come to this world is to gain knowledge d mah? why in our agama didn't teach us to be more intellegent? then what is the purpose of coming to the world? to me knowledge is not so important...bcuz i care most is about the way of life. Way of life is what you should learn everyday.what we are learning now, is how we gona use in future..but will the knowledge change your attitude or the point of view towards life?

So we should learn what is life from this moment..this is the meaning of learn until you are old.
some people wil say ...what i so old liao, why stil need to learn what is life..

Frankly speaking, everybody is stil have empty spaces in ur heart..even you are 100years old it is stil there...is there anything can replace it? the ans is no.

Emptiness in heart is a creepy thing. I realised it before i come to india, but now i only type it bcuz i feel quite empty also...just like you.

We must see ourself as a mountain forever...dont see urself as an ant, don't compare urself to other people.We must compare ourself only.

@.@ in india

2009-04-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

life here is very hetic..

India here...internet slow..the food here expensive...here always no electric...suddenly stop..then got electric back.i wonder izit the whole Manipal no electricity?...

i been to many places to eat in manipal..

1)HOt & cool...This is the only restaurant open until 3am....

2)HObnob(i won't try the food from this restaurant again)..

3)Your choice.(local KFC selling there.)

4) Chef-Inn (I personally highly recomend this restaurant because the burger is damn damn damn HOchiak.Better than Malaysia especially it's myonise...sedap.)

*One day, Dz and me..walk to chef in and buy the burger..total we eat was 225ruppes... most of the senior can only have discount until 10 rupees..but Benny he get 25rupees discount...woah...all the seniors keep laughing at this matter.haha.*

5) tasty bite....i won't say anything much about this restaurant..cuz the food is terrible....uek x.X

6) Thaline...the only tasty chinese food selling at there.

These is the few place i always go with freinds during dinner.

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i was so gan cheong when i sit for the anatomy class test...do alot of silly mistake...it end up just 53/80...

senior say is good for 1st time but i few like i can score higher mia...

in my disection group...our disection lecture give us viva test every period...

the 1st test i get 0.5 marks out of 1....the second i get 2/2....ahha full marks...if u duno how to ans then he wil deduct ur marks....

when we see other ppl being ask...the question is easy...but when it reach us,we feel hard...after we check the ans,,then we only know it's easy...anyways 1st time only ..

the second time i heong heong lai, heong heong ki....am kong get full marks..the only fullmarks of the day..so hapy..cuz mostly get -1 or -0.5 marks.i get 2.5 marks.haha.

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During disection period, our lecturer wil take his phone up when it ring..bcuz vodafone line is giving out free handphone if u picked the phone call from them.ahha.but he is always unlucky ^^

long time tak on9...got abit lazy to type long...

India here tak ada wax,clay or mud...just ada gel....it got indian smell mia...geli nia.

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The place we went before...

1) End point... end point of manipal.damn nice sunset and sunrise view.haha.there is a garden there.a lot people resting at there...because tha fresh air..

2) Malpe beach. i went there twice in a week. 1st i went there with ah pau,san hoe, reena, li ning, kong seong and jacey(he is a guy)..
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second time....benny,de zhi, edmund,kok mun, leon, ah pau, Tc, san hoe,li ning,reena,kong seong, wen xin, zhi wei, lychee,vanessa, garnett.......lastly is me.....
the sea was hindi ocean...the wave we go second time is stronger... leon,edmund tc n me walk towards the center of the sea together agaisnt the wave.damn enjoy at that moment.. wah liew everybody kena throw once into the sea....i kena thrown the 3rd... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we order a cake and eat leh.we wrote 'WE SURVIVED 1MONTH!!!!!' so nice the chocolate delight cake.ahha.

i keep the sand...to do something when i reach penang. everyday fold one star haha. then put into a bottle.^^ just like writing a dairy..

our pocket filled with sands also. The next target ...TURTLE BAY!!!

my nehru hostel so hot..i stay at 3rd floor only...i already can't tahan for this month liao...i wonder how the 5th floor people sleep everynight? i quickly write my name on the waiting lists for amartya sans hostel...mostly my friends staying at there..the place there cooler and no mosquito...(so won't kena bite.)

kena bite very pain mia...the next day u wil be keep streching it.

Every saturday night i wil go to benny's room and sleep. damn hot leh my nehru hostel.
we study in the room, eat in the room,play in the room..everything lah ....wat we do also inside benny's room.
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i was shocked when my parents allow me to go vacation during august,haha. PUlau RedanG..

another beach.cham we loved to play at the beach.. ahha.august can also celebrate at there if got this chance. yeah yeah yeah.... we have no more holidays d..

Today is Good friday...before i come to india, i made a beautiful ester egg to a person... the picture on the ester was i standard 4 win a ester drawing competition mia picture..i won 1st runner-up..haha. i stil remember the picture.. Hope they got display it out...don't break it! T.T

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here is a lyric for MS..

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
And our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understand
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we know we could

Oah yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who know what miracle
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
And now I am standing here
My hearts so full I cant explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought Id say

There can be miracles
When you believe

Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who know what miraclea
You can achieve

When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fear
Ohhhhh
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see you way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
when you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who know what miracles
You can achieve

When you believe
Somehow you will

You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
You will when you believe
Just believe
You will when you
Believe

when we want to something which we hardly can succeed...our hope will be no more be with us.
If we believe we can, We Sure can... this is my 2nd spirit... 1st spirit- Never Give Up..2nd spirits- Believe our ownself.

we can achieve anything easily when we start believing something good...

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missing penang~

(photo wil upload soon)

let u see abit of india

2009-03-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

hi,

damn tired leh.haha. study from 8 until 5pm..sumtimes 4pm. then everyday have to study. nothing else we can do. Actuall that is what we supose to do. ahha. Last two days our class had chosen a male representative and a female representative ...Arvend and manphreet..

Today actually we plan to go a place named END POINT of Manipal. but the class ended at 4pm...the lectures added their classes.. but nevermind we learn more.

The lectures have their own slang.sometimes u cant understand what they are saying,so they have to repeat what they said just now.

Manphreet knows how to speak in CHinese eventhough she is an indian.shocking leh.

We starts our anatomy disection lectures. Lectures let us try to disect arm part 1st. all indians dead body..do some prayers in my heart before i disect...respect the dead person ma.haha

It's abit geli lah, when u start disecting a people because the fats will come out.and it wil stick on ur glove.

our lecturer giving us alot of details..but now i learn that details is not good for students because...we have to study more compare to other Uni.Haha.joking.

people around here can joke.not like malaysia.haha.every shop mia tauke also can joke with them.

Benny joked with a restuarant tauke that 2May is his birthday, can he get 2 peices of chicken for free on is birthday?ahha the boss say YES.haha

physiology is stil ok.

Recently a miss a food from malaysia...fried oysters.here doesn't have mia.

So many malaysian food here.But left out this one.

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my spec dunno why senget ki.haiz...luckily i bring a back up so no problem for me.haha.

senior will take me go out and do one day.maybe will change a spec if here is very cheap.haha.

India got one thing nice that is CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP !!!!!!!!!! biscuit cheap..ice cream HO Chiak.

Just the internet can't download anything.even photo...

see so gaix mia internet..ONLY in INDIA.

biochem sir is so fast..speaking so fast and hand writting is so terrible..yet he sat cakar ayam d hand writting only can be doctor.haha. izit true?haha

count red blood cell...Mr. Jay prakash teach us..he is our mentor...

Until here...

this is my daily life photos...

spring roll

sotong.prawn.fish ball soup.fish ball.chicken.soya bean.

me with ice cream.

scene in india

traffic jams

me in lab coat

female dead body

male dead body

14 March

2009-03-14T23:42:00.000-07:00

15Mac will be the first week in india...

Saturday class... i woke up at 6.30pm..but i snoorze my handphone arlam until 7am.. OMG! my roommate and me both also havn't bath..I let him bath first . I do my accounting things then i study physiology awhile...ding,...is my turn to bath.skipping our breakfast, we rush to the lecture hall 3C.Then is biochem class lecturer give us time to copy the notes on the board. So giax.

10am...Pangoak!!!!!!

It's time to breakfree...soaring,flying...hehe.kenot sing in the library while typing blog. my roomate,(Leon) and me walked back to hostel, but Rash, Arvend,Kishor,Pravin & Ken went to eat breakfast plus lunch at snack shack ...

after a fe mins leon and me starts starving.so we went to eat at foodcourt.we met shawn,edmund,kok mun,de zhi...we joined them for our lunch.

We went to police station and do our student registration.because we didn't bring the original copy of the document so we patau balik ...we decided to go on monday again.i will left us 8 more days for us to do the registration before the deadline ends.

I meet with a senior...he taught me biochem in library...then he lend me his SE headset ,cuz i need it but he doesn't use it before.haha.

on the way back to hostel, i meet with a local indian..he asked me to play hockey with him.but so sorry i have to study..so i kindly rejected it.hoping for next time.his name is Negras.

sudy until 5.30pm... i went to play basketball with my friends.I defence all the game just becuz nobody can defence so pity me.haha.But atleast i was being praised by them bcuz of my excellent basketball skilll....duno are they jetting me or what.ahah..paiseh ya.i have to make myself hapy with this small entertainment...HERE DOESN"T HAVE MUCH ENTERTAINMENT HERE.

6sumthing, me and leon went to YOUR CHOICE Restaurant for our dinner.after dinner,i went to watch football. EPL.. MU vs liverpool. when Gerrard scored the penalty i quickly phone Xiag, bcuz he didn't watch at KL. and liverpool came back from behind.

Final score MU 1: Liverpool 4..

Raining heavily at night time.ahha.

Right Here Right Now

Mmm, yeah
Yeah yeah

Can you imagine?
What would happen?
If we could have any dream
I'd wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then I would thank that star
That made our wish come true (come true) oh yeah
'Cause he knows that where you are
Is where I should be too

CHOURS:

Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
'Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

If this was forever what could be better?
We already proved it was
But in 2,123 hours A bend in the universe
Is Gonna make everything
In our whole world change (it’s our change, yeah)
And you know that where we are
Will never be the same oh no

CHORUS:
Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

Oh we know its coming
And it’s coming fast
(As long when there’s you and me) (Oh yeah)
So let’s make every second last, make it last!

Right here, oh right now
Yeah, I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
'Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me
(you and me)

Ohh you and me

But right now there’s you and… me!

my 2nd blog in india. Umbrella

2009-03-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

India was fun leh.ahha.
the people here is shaking their head when they talk to you.and they can speak english..
now i would like to show some photos in Melaka-Manipal Medical College.haha.

today i went to the police station with my friends to comfirm with the police that we had reach manipal.haha.

finally i feel like manipal is like a home.ahha. warm here.people here nice.food nice.just the air abit dusty...

the road eventhough is tar ..but mostly cover by sand ahha.a litte bit of mud too. The manipal selling expensive compare to the nearest town to maniapl (UDUPI)...

here always wil no electric..but just for a few seconds....then it wil recover..

i miss bangalore. Bangalore is northen part Karnataka..it's so wonderful.

now the weather is changing ...june or july will be their monsoon season..but now everyday starts raining abit. yesterday it's so heavy..just like Msia lah.

Some senior told us that.we should prepare umbrella soon.

under my umbrella ela ela eh eh under my umbrella.

sorry i have no time to turn the photos..sorry ya.
i appologize for the confusion and inconvinience.

this is the roti at food court. it's different from malaysia.and it's much more crispier.haha

This is the stage of senior batch...aka batch 23 giving us a warm welcome of batch 24 in hotel of Valley view

the scene from aeroplane when we are leaving bangalore to mangalore

the sky is so beautiful...wah..

my sleepy eyes when i'm in the hotel in bangalore

The beautiful airport...

me and xiang in KLIA

my baby cousin sis..she has a big eyes.haha

my friends say bye bye to me at QBhaha

someone is examing what is inside the bottle.

me and the bottle.

1st day in India.

2009-03-10T02:00:00.001-07:00

hello friends,

now i can't upload my photos in manipal yet haha. so i wil upload soon. 1st post from india ...haha. There is alot of things that i wanna tell 3 people ..two people maybe they will read it...but last person is the one who dunno that i have this blog.haha.

They helped me alot in the last night in penang for me. Eventhough the it was late that time, around 1am something, but they stil helped me. i want to take this chance and tell them arigato.

when i reach india. it is 11.15pm india time, malaysia will be 1.45am..my parents definitely havn't sleep because they are driving home straight from KLIA.

8March evening
I leave my aunty's house from putra height, then we ate our dinner around 5pm to a restaurant named- The Walnut cafe in Gaint shopping centre which is near to Putra height.when i reached KLIA it was 7pm..take our air ticket and checked in immediately. My uncles,aunties,parents, my younger bro,my elder bro (who fall sick that day)...last but not least is my grandma.they sent me to the airport together.......9.55pm was the flight...MH192...

reached Bangalore at 11.15pm, damn freezing outside the airport...22degree celcius the pramugari told us..but i don't think it is 22 degree celcius..i think it is lower than that. now i take out my sweater and wear it...our main luggage was sent my lorry from Bangalore International Aiport to Melaka-Maniapal Medical College (Manipal campus)....we took our laptops and hand carrier to the hotel. The Hotel is bla bla bla Orchid Garden Hotel or something...aka Pinx Hotel...

we were serve supper at 12.45am in the morning...morning liao stil eat supper.. Malaysia time wat time liao...

the next day 4am indian time have to wake up liao.6am heading to the same airport again.the airport damn pretty and clean.haha.

1hours flight from bangalore to mangalore...

reached 12pm.
chatting with friends in the airport.haha.

The weather is just like malaysia. 36degree in the morning and afternoon, 22at night. some senior asked us to believe 6months doesn't have a droop of rain water here.....(shaked my head)..how come like this..here damn dry..lips get dry up very quickly.

met some senior,they are very friendly...write up to here.haha. i have to go now.bye bye. MAlaysia is heaven....now i can say it's true...IF you can see no 'news' from rocket and 'libra' do you know what i mean?haha.
Take care.

this call enjoying life

2009-02-23T07:08:00.000-08:00

The time gone very fast and it wouldn't come back...

just now when i sign in my msn around 9sumthing.hahha. i saw patrick haha.he is on9-ing at AUSTRALIA. woah, the time is 12.15am already. yet they stil don't want to sleep eventhough tomorrow is their orientation day.

Yesterday my parents,xiang bro and me went to kl to arrange everything there for my bro haha. he is going to study at bukit jalil.. he lives with inti students.haha. actually all is good friends..haha. 5 people lving in the same house.ahha.

the facitlies there ichibang ... swiming pool,basketball court, tenis court and badminton court..maybe even more..but just the parking is abit 'over systematic' haha.

At night, sleeping at aunty's house. Last time she stay in a 3 storey house...damn big,,,now shifted to two storey house which are even bigger , just short of one storey lah. compare the renovation and everything, all brand new.. so yeng.haha.

the thing that made me happy that night was me alone sleeping in a room with two queens size bed connected to each other..no gap between...wah, so syok..whole body lying at there..enjoy loh. haha. enjoying the air cond which is 16 degree celcius.

THIS IS ENJOYING LIFE.

this is my life for this few days ^^

Valentine day

2009-02-14T18:37:00.000-08:00

Valentine's day falls on 14 february....

i wanna use take this chance and wish everybody in this world Happy Valentine

sweet?haha

this is the love island in croatia...dreaming to go there one day.haha.i bet yesterday this island is crowded with lovers haha..

It's so sweet if a lover sitting on this island to enjoy the beauty of moonlight.haha.

yday received a parker pen.i was so happy.haha.until i forgot what am i doing.haha.believe.

parker pen...parker pen..whole day thinking of parker pen..^^

time's up..

Aaron kowk's 爱情

Andy Lau,爱你一万年

going to india

2009-02-07T18:33:00.000-08:00

when i decided to go india to further my study... the first thing that came into my mind was...am i crazy? bcuz i never thought that i would study oversea one day. and i'm getting closer and closer to achieve my dream.

before i made up my mind, i was being misunderstand by a friend...haha.that time i got abit down, then my mum came to me and ask me to make a decision where i wanna study at... after i calm myself down, my heart told me that i can go india and study MBBS.. now all my concentration is on studying at india.haha.

the whole january i was running away to decide my future.but today i'm free from this topic, and i'm willing to study it haha.

India i'm coming. now i left one month time to be in malaysia only...how sad.maybe 2.5years will come back to melacca and do clinical training at there...hope everything will be fine.

India i'm coming

Peace

2009-02-05T20:39:00.000-08:00

Peace
is not something far away.
Peace
is caring for and valuing
a single individual.
It is bringing joy, not suffering,
to our mother.
It is reaching out
to those who are different from us.
It is having the wisdom
to reconcile after an argument.

And it is protecting
our beautiful natural world.
It is fostering
a rich culture.
It is refusing to build our happiness
on the misfortune of others.
It is sharing
others' joys and sufferings.

-- Daisaku Ikeda

working day 2

2009-01-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

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now is the time to introduce another friend.. ching fen.haha
she will hop when she feel cold thats why we gave her a name rabbit.
and she is very fair..dunno why when her sales not so good, she will use she 眼神to look at us...woah...scary leh, but i dunno why i will laugh when i saw it..maybe it is because she dunno how to act to be angry bah.haha.

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sonet.....woah last month working here.going back to marry with her bf haha.her memory is very gud bcuz she can remember which jean keep at where ..haha.our shop got alot of jeans and some put at west coner,east coner...so many places.haha
she doesn't smile often.haha.but dunno hor, when i tell jokes only saw she laughs and smiles.haha.(if jokes also didnt smile or laugh then maybe there is something wrong with her d. ^^)

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CNY now.but pity i didnt have much time to write blog also. everytime i also have a few minutes to type my blog.haha.

later i'm going to have my bbq. write until here dulu.

smile^^

working day

2009-01-24T17:36:00.000-08:00

10th jan is my 1st day of working ... 24jan iis my last day haha. i work actually 2 weeks haha.

At first i dunno anybody haha.then i mixed around with them.haha.everybody is good friends haha. wan theng aka wantanmeee, ching fern aka rabbit, chun ming aka 肥肥， thean ling...she doesn't have any nickname haha. and beng guat aka 单人床. funny right? pei hoon comes during saturday and sunday only haha. the earlier superviser is huey ping...the newly superviser is hooi yin haha...then the big boss's son wei han...a junior of clhs ahha.

the first day i dunno where to find every shirt in cover bin.. there were two indonesian guide me.haha.Soneta aka net or sonet (but she don't like ppl call her sonet duno why.)

Sonet is going back to marry with her bf liao.haha.so january will be her last month.

another indonesian is fifi. haha.she is 19 years old.same as me.haha.

my shop got a lot of boss ...just a shop only got a few boss...special?haha. rags,back,lois,outright, geron,lcl.... c many boss..all also different d. XD

one of the boss dun like us to talk..the earlier superviser dun like we talk among each other even is just a customer in our shop.haha. sometimes boss will say 'cut ur salary!' ...everybody so scare of him haha.

wan theng is a person who always say 'i no customer eh..',.......

opps...i have to go now...to be continue

save you.working day

2009-01-14T18:06:00.000-08:00

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

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these song touches my heart haha, just like what is in my heart..
i felt that sometimes when wanna let a person know something, i felt the person was so close,but when wanna tell that person many things,the words which come out from my mouth will be a peice a peice like that...

what i can listen was my heartbeat...NOT SICK OR WAT. but just the condition around me was very quiet.haha.

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working liao. quite funny cuz my shop got a friends looks like doraemon.haha. even superviser said that when see tiok her, our superviser will laugh haha. Our boss was so good.even our back got customer,but we didn't serve them,but we are just sticking the price tag, our boss will say good job haha. *actually he is very lazy d.so we do anything he will say not bad.*

wanna gow work d.haha.bye bye

幸福不滅

2009-01-10T19:35:00.000-08:00

沒原因就是喜歡妳
在初次相遇又重逢的心情
深呼吸讓心動隱形
完美的愛情是無聲的旋律
聽我聽妳不確定的語氣
等我等妳放下妳的憂鬱
嘿如果你輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白妳做的決定

Cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心會有誰誰給你的美麗
緊張痕跡就讓我的心安靜地守著妳
祝福不用回憶

沒原因就是喜歡你
就像海全面天空般的心情
妳靜靜看著妳背影
就足夠時間
無條件的放棄
妳如果妳愛上他的心靈
愛如果已沒有我的空隙
嘿只有妳可以用點開心
我會情願漸漸被忘記

Cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心會有誰誰給妳的美麗
緊張痕跡就讓我的心安靜地守著妳
把祝福送給妳

oh i believe
Cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
妳的手心不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星總會有發光的原因
oh i believe
妳值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄

dunno why when i listen to this song, i will feel sad. but i won't cause me to cry..just got the feelings. how about u?haha.
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yeah 1st day working.haha.

remember to visit me at queensbay infront of chicken rice shop o.haha

...when my offday i only tell my story haha.

6jan & 7jan

2009-01-06T22:00:00.000-08:00

6 jan is just a normal day, nothing much can do.went to USM awhile.the place was very big...i was wearing a pants in..haha.but i told them i came here 1st time so they let me in... i ask a person there...how many vacancy the U stil have for private school students....the person ans me that everything check on9...haha.if can find on9 will i need to ask here?haha

weird leh such an answer...didnt even entertain the outsiders.haha

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at home, my mum came back liao with my youngest bro from school.haha.on9 application so many steps d...haha

this few days, starts to cramp my head about further study haha. Now i only know no matter how near the person beside u,your parents,your siblings, your love one,your friends ..... they can only give you advise and opinion....but no one can help you to make your decision...they may lead you..but u must make sure about the pathway in front of you, if you are lost, why don't you stop and look back...

From we born until today, we walk out our own pathway. We are the driver of our own. If we wanna make a U-turn...it is always we make the decision of our future.

what i can do now is look into a mirror and tell myself... do what u are confidence...

haha.like a stupid guy right?haha

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today abit relax, so i on9 and write my blog haha.

the life at home is boring.haha.now got plan wanna go work liao haha.but at leasti help my mum plan wat to do on her drawing lesson foor tomorrow.haha.almost finish drawing the sample liao haha.

these are the photo i took at Perak last week.

hope 2009 will be a new year for whole world.

1st match in 2o09

2009-01-04T21:12:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyo~ haha, yday afternun not at home go fetch younger bro here and there haha.when reach the last ttn,tanjung ttn at bj, my stomach so hungry...or i can say i'm StarVing... ^^ i go kai kai awhle before i go to buy bread at the bakery at ground floor ,but i forgot what's the name of that shop..(last time i use to go there buy bread every friday after my ttn)...when i came down from the escalator beside the McD... i saw a person and aunty...i called them softly...just seperate about 1 or 2 meter like that...when i came down from the escalator, that person was just right infront of me...seeing towards my direction...haha.but nvm lah,maybe faith bring us to the same place but didn't let us see each other bah?haha

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then drove home.haha.mum bought a cooler pad for laptop.haha. At home liao, faster go try the cooler pad haha.,then read some books.haha. woah so tire...luckly i downloaded some new games into my hp..raw vs ecw...haha wrestling game lai.(play play play) i created a character named CEnA haha.start playing...but the graphic cannot compare with play station,gameboy or PC lah..but at least is not that bad haha.

woah 5.30pm liao..my eldest bro and younger bro went downstair and play basketball d. mummy mumble mumble just want me to exercise haha.aikz, i saw my bros were playing match 2 vs 2 ...they cant score any 3 points to finish the match fast...but in the end y youngest bro shot in the 3 points haha.they were exhausted but the other team was just like tenaga nasional like that bcuz they were not tire at all.

later i played with them,my 2 bros sit beside and watched me palying.i team with a tall guy but he seldom play basketball ... at first i was so shocked when he told me this because i'm not fit to win a match, always is my bro n zez is the shooter,i just defence only.But anyway i scored 6 points before the oppenents score.my teammate was HURT at his 'important part'...things get worst we are losing ...

Now, I aka Mitsui (dont laugh ya)...change the score from 8:14 turn into 18:14...siao siao . now is 3 points time...one last shot ... K.O ...we won.i scored 19 points and my injured teamate score 2 points..not bad for new wings haha.

3 points shooter leh. the oponents just lau nua when they saw me do lay up and 3 points...just one attempt din't score only.and dribble pass 2 guys and do a reverse also. haha. almost perfect u know?haha.

anyway have a good start for 20o9 haha.i also dono where i got this courage haha.hope i can maintain my form bah.haha
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At night i go change d DVD which i bought one day ago...the disc was not functioning haha. then came back home,straight watch it.. IP MAN.. not good...BUT DAMN EXCITING.

look at the clock..aikz, 12.15am d.. back into the room.just touch up my song.i created a song ..not just lyric leh, is got d background music d.haha. next time only share....

wanna go out d...hehe.

Happy new year belated.

2009-01-02T21:10:00.000-08:00

If
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
Is represented as
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K is
8 + 1+ 18 + 4 + 23 + 15 + 18 + 11 = 98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E is
11 + 14 + 15 + 23 + 12 + 5 + 4 + 7 + 5 = 96%
But
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E is
1 + 20 + 20 + 9 + 20 + 21 + 4 + 5 = 100%

Now, look at how far the love of God will take you :
12 + 15 + 22 + 5 + 15 + 6 + 7 + 15 + 4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that :
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you there,
It’s the love of God that will put you over the top!

happy new year

2009-01-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

happy new year friends.haha

finally can sit down and write my blog haha. long time didn't hoho enjoy writing blog d.always rush rush rush.haha

yday night, actually got want go qb n see bosco d n also go to TGI friday and drink at there haha.but planing fail.haha.

new year have anything new planing?haha. the first thing came into my mind is i wanna be mature and strong in mental haha.who don't wanna be mature ar at these age?hehe.

hope somebody know what is open heart mean..open heart to a person only is consider open heart?duno just let the person know ...haha

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today early morning i when to sungai siput to try meet up with smai velu, unfortunately he went to KL haha.but i just wanna ask him to recomand me to study at AIMST at kedah.haha.

until today i only know mr. S.V is a neighbour of my dad...and he know my grandpa,grandma and uncle aunty also haha. i was so shocked when dad told me.then i went to meet another 议员of sungai siput..haha.my granpa's d old pal lai haha.he own a petrol station d.haha

so ate my breakfast at a coffe shop.why the coffee shop at there so few customer geh? we ate mee and bihun plus yeong tau fu...1st time campur ..actually is different from what i ate in penang before. haha.

...noon.......

we went to tasik taiping haha.
at there the tasik is so beautiful, i wil upload the photo at my friendster haha.but so unfortunately i fall into the water bcuz the bottom of my slipper was damn smooth haha.not an excuse ya.haha.so half jeans was wet cuz the not fall into the tasik but the sungai haha.during the jungle trakking towards the waterfall.so many people was enjoying their picnic there. When i came out from the car the sound of water splashing was very weak,after we walk further in the muddle road,we saw some monkeys...but so pity they find food in the rubbish...duno who teach them to find food in the rubbish?haha.Afterthat we walk on the hanging bridge haha.below the bridge was so many people swiming and pinic-ing haha..now the sound of waterfall was louder and louder...

after we walk 5 mins more in the 'jungle' we decided to go home bcuz we is noon time and we were hungry...we saw the road path was stil long haha.my jeans was wet,so balik rumah....

i put a towel on the car seat a newspaper then i only sit on it...then i please my dad to buy me a short pants before we go for lunch ahah.i bought a new short pants...(got a sourvnier ...no unfortunate.haha) i bought it at THE STORE... hmm taiping there a lot of THE STORE and TESCO haha.but not like penang got pragin,qb gurney ahaha.so pity the taiping-ian ahah

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my parents brought us to eat char koay teow there,they said very famous mia,cuz the sifu always squatting down when he cook,so he cook on the floor haha.when we reach the hawker center...everything had change,so many stall of char koay teow and the arrangement was totally different haha.so we order a few plates of char koay teow...all from different stall.5 people also eat char koay teow.haha

so the journey of new year reach here...haha.quite fun pun.

dunno why today abitbit down...so i whole day just listen to a song...

i dunno why i just wanna sing this song .......... P/S: i'm not down because of the wet jeans...tio si duno why... haha

this few days...

2008-12-30T01:10:00.000-08:00

this few days, 10am go out than very late reach house haha. enjoy this holidays alot. i gain something which i should had done last year.last year i skipped a step which is an important step to me... but now i standing at the same stair again,....stand up again liao haha

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a few days,do decoration on sweet.haha.i change a bottle into an angel haha. Actuall when i have this inspiration is from the words which a person said before...but i not so comfirm mia, then when i listen to tank's zhuan1 shu3 tian1 shi3, after that i start to plan haha.

suddenly when aunty tell me something which a person done, i don't know why my tears burst out it's own. that person doesn't do anything which iinclude money but the sincerity of that person made my tears flow out...but i din't tell that person before.

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then the next day, daddy n mummy take us back to the old apartment(my old house).when i stand in front of the house, i saw the gate is stil the colour is stil the same haha.I was just like a small kid, rush into the house,go look at the master bedroom,my room, and a small room...and also toilet lah..kitchen and washing area pun.haha. everything is stil same...the tv also there haha.the curtain.

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today when to see the U at kedah , bcuz i stil duno which to choose..

@.@

christmas wee~

2008-12-25T17:14:00.000-08:00

Hohoho merry christmas

Yes finally chirstmas liao, this year d christmas i pass it very happy.

this little nullah.haha.very funny when he say anything in the movie.haha

whenn i watch this movie, i watch it at queensbay mall.we watched the earliest movie of that day. I forgot to ask how long is the movie haha. in the cinema room, when we so few people watching it only, izit the movie is too early?haha

the movie had let us saw the real Australia,not the city but the life in 1930s haha.saw the drover's life and the war.when japan attacked australia . Is a love movie also.haha

it's 3 hours movie. This movie is depends on how u see this movie,bcuz this movie is abit special than other's kungfu or war and love movie haha.so is depends on u. I feel not bad about this movie. when it reach two hours time,i though it almost end liao,because at a party already haha.but not is just half only,the japanese havn't attack Australia.haha. that Nullah little kid made me laugh each time he say something haha.he always tell her mrs Boss that i will sing you to me.haha. he loves to sing song haha.he also say he knows magic haha.

Nullah's grandfather is King George, he always stay with left leg only...haha. funny write, Nullah admire him alot and wanted to walkabout with him haha.

................movie part ends here.....................

Then i whole afternoon until at night helping somebody at her house. her mum cooked spagetti for us to fill our starving tummy ^^ yummy. special homemade sauce. more than 12hhours mah?didn't count

i just feel so relax at the house.not because the house is bigger than mine, is just that so secure there.haha.

when i reach the house at 1st, the puppy start barking at me d.haha. then he so shy until hide below the car, but it's fur is so soft haha.is sunshine(puppy) abit shy or scare of me ?haha @.@ anyway he is the birrthday boy, before i go home, i forgot to sing him a birthday so, it's so unpolite when the owner's puppy bday but i didn't sing birthday song to sunshine.haha. he is so adorable haha.

received a christmas present this year.And the only one haha.

to be continue ..... dinner dulu

christmas eve..

2008-12-24T04:06:00.001-08:00

tomorrow is xmas eve..

2008-12-22T18:53:00.000-08:00

xmas to me is a special day. haha. which i had done some silly things,crazy things before...spraying other people ...the most shocking thing happened on last year is there were a few people threw the empty bottle at the police and police car...thats why this year can't play spray anymore....... sobx.

here is some video that i wanna share to you, it's about the people in penang vs police.. XD

lost direction

2008-12-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

what would u feel if u found out that ur ex girl friend/boy friend or current girl/ boy friend is not the real of he or her... what would you feel?

recently i found back my heart beat.. pip pop pip pop haha. hear it mah?haha

last few days, i watched a korean movie on 8tv.. 200pounds beauty. abit touching in the end, because her fans support her, evenhtough she lie to her and got a few people say she is a faker...

you see the movie urself then u know what i me.haha. maybe ur thumbs wil pointing at the sky. X)

help a person do u hope for a money? haha. for me i think help people i never hope for any return..haha. tak tau why.

i just renewed my P lesen haha. yeah can drive on the road again.XD

recently i crazy about korean song and japanese song back leh.haha.suddenly eh.share with u all?

some days

2008-12-18T21:17:00.000-08:00

some days u will remember forever what happened on that day, some days u will totally forget what u had done that day...

if a thing has past for a few years,will you still remember what things that you had done at that day at that particular minute and second?haha

maybe someone who has a strong memory can remember it...

if u ask me today,what are you doing now in last year.......i can tell you i was keep on smiling after 6.31pm.. wahaha. but this year is completely different jor luh......so fast one year past liao...what had i done? nothing...

day of today

2008-12-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

today go to school in the morning to certified some result haha.meet with voon,Chin,WL,CH... they all also go and take result haha.i saw some of them playing pool.haha. last time play pool is at gurney with friends haha.this time didnt play d.haha.

after lunch straight go to a friend's house and do some decoration thing.haha.aunty and she also do the decoration thing..when i saw the lolipop and sweets,my saliva starts to come out the..at first i duno where is the location of the house so have to make aunty busy by leading me to their house from pisa haha.

last few week, sunshine bark at me...duno today why it didn't bark at me geh?haha.dunno why...when sitting in the 'car', the heartbeat is beating faster and faster very ounce of me...then it follow with a familiar but long time didn't hear d 'hi'....haha.get a shock...i was stunned at that moment...i was so paiseh that time,...so just reply with a smile..(did anybody see me smile before?i think seldom bah)
did she saw my smile?haha.tak tau , this answer just she know only..

am i ben dan?

omg, i dream to take photo with sunshine since last year ...but today i din grab tightly the chance leh.haha.if got chance again hope can take photo with 'sunshine'...'sunshine' is kinda cute leh haha.so happy when i saw it ^^...maybe i'm a puppy lover. XD

when doing the decoration thing, aunty bancuh me a cappucino hor?haha.not so sure...if very nice d...tak tau why today ki form,can got a few not bad d ideas to give to aunty and MS.haha.start chating like that loh..then do something.. at first design d thing got abit crazy..in the end stil can manage to come out with useful idea...not bad not bad for me..haha.joke.

overall today quite happy, and abit high high like that.bcuz at least i help tiok people.hmm...when helping people,i do feel happy haha.i just duno how to say out my joy...but i 5.30pm leave the house..is late and my mum got cook my dinner so i have to go home.haha. a mama boy? =p

xmas is coming, tomorrow is a special date ,haha.i think is just me who stil remember is what day is it...haiz~

this few days like to listen to this few songs haha.

duno why those melody of the song are in my mind...is god are telling me anything?or just this few songs are my favourite when i feel lonely last time?why is come back again? @.@

..........................................

when bro and me go and fetch my youngest bro from ttn, then we straight go to queensbay and buy cake for dad and mum.haha
bought a black forest chocolate..and chocolate banana.yummy.haha.but in the end those cakes were not in my tummy T.T

cake come back to me....haha.crazy d me

day of joy comes with nervous and memories

2008-12-16T18:19:00.000-08:00

result comes out liao...just the average have to wait.6.30am my bro woke up and check his result...(why he so nervous?i stil remember i'm having the sweet dream...)but suddenly my door being opened by my dad... oh man, he woke me up and said...sien,wake up liao...

no point, is dad, so i have to wake up. my result is ok. so i feel quite happy today.^^

nervous because i scare my result turn out to be bad..and if my result did not hit the target i may make my dad n mum dissapointed er...now at least i'm abit relax now..so everything just leave to kl liao haha.see how they value my result.

when i saw the result, the scene of study at school flash accross my mind.^^ especially maths,english and bio class haha.the teaching of teacher damn funny and the class won't feel bored haha.

tommorow have to go back school and take the actual result liao haha.can meet friends again haha.

态度 attitude

2008-12-14T21:53:00.000-08:00

态度一指人们对事情的看法和采取的行动，一指人的举止神情。前者明确而易于判断，后者暧昧不明而难于捉摸。对人对事的看法在语气轻重、逻辑重音上的游移，在言行举止、神态眉宇间的表现，包括身体语言；是一定好恶爱憎等潜意识感情、情绪的自然流露。态度的模糊性，使对它的描述、解读，几乎是只可意会不可言传，无法用明晰的陈述、判断来表达。它虽然以理知认识为基础、根据，却又处于显意识的边缘，不完全受理智控制，在心理反应机制上与心境、情绪等因素相关，或多或少带有一定随机性。

please be patience to watch all the video..this video change me alot...attitude..

本人对态度的看法。。。
其实我是一个非常冲动的人。。可是我在这个假期我可以开始控制我的情绪了。。。算有进步了吧？哈哈。不知道。最重要的是，做任何事情请不要跟着自己的情绪去做一样事情。。。如果做错了就是冲动。。做对了也是幸运。。请不要骄傲。凡事都要三思而行，如果三次还不够那就再想多三次。。。总而言之不要鲁莽的作决定。一个人的态度是可以从眼睛看得出来的。表情和肢体动作都可以演出来，可是眼神是不会骗人的。。。（通常我们的眼神出卖了我们一直隐藏在心理的话，是吗？）

总之态度最重要。。。态度能决定一个人的成功啦。。^^

15dec / heart beat

2008-12-14T21:19:00.000-08:00

today do chinese new year cookies with mum .haha.^^ peanut cookies. 花生饼。。bcuz my hand is oily so didnt take photos haha. but is yummy.

this few days seldom touch my handphone d haha. finally ot addicted to it. long time didn't listen to leem hom's songs d...i like his old song...but his new song 'what's wrong with me'...this song make me abit dissapointed haha. but when i listen to his 2nd new song...'心跳'heartbeat....then i feel like abit sad ....izit his true love story?haha

heartbeat...

You want to argue with me. Im not that bored.
I apologize without understanding. Im not that bright.
I desire to go back to where we began.
You are crying again. I fail to give you comfort.
Im shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), thats that much regret.
Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on.
My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve many problems.
How many tears has love made us shed?
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.
In this way, you draw closer to take away my heartbeat.
Time has turned back to the beginning. Can you give me a moment?
Im waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
That happiness hovering in your memories.

support lee hom's heartbeat o. haha

i'm back yoyoyo

2008-12-11T01:24:00.000-08:00

hello, finally i can sign in my blog d haha. recently i didn't have much time bcuz i kinda busy with my facebook haha. friendster i kinda lazy sign in lately haha. so if gt chance find me at facebook. XD

last few days i went to qb n watch bolt, my bro watch twilight.haha.two people watch two different movies haha.bolt got an english quite nice in the movie..some scenes are funny n some scenes are touching ahha. finally bolt learns how to be a real dog haha. return from kl,i went to many places at kl woah... 1st i saw the astro on demand guy with a lady Dj..chui leng(a MY fm DJ,don't know u all know or not haha)..my dad didn't walk with us because he meet up with his old friends at pavillion...he saw Datuk Lee Chong Wei.haha. is truth,haha. but to people who stayed at kl ..this kind of things are normal to them...(just my own thought)

i will upload my photos that i took at kl soon.bcuz is quite a lot..more than hundred photos..crazy right? just a few days took so many photos..my mum even laugh at me...XD

cute?haha..

enjoy this song..bcuz this song is nice..i heard it when i'm enjoying the movie.. is kinda hard for me to find this song.. ok thats all for today..

totally dunno what to do

2008-12-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

ok. last year i enjoy a happy life..totally no pressure at all. Even SPM also i take it as nothing(thats why d result didn't hit my target)..The christmas of this year, i think i not going to celebrate or what already, spraying at gurney is fun but two year consercutive spray other people starts to give me a feeling of boring i dunno why like that. last year i dunno why so stupid just duno want to make a friends sad then i din ask a person out until got abit sorry to that person.

this time i got abit lost (i felt),i also dunno why.just a feeling of lost,is just like a bird without its wings,eventhough it want move forward,without its wings how can it fly.The difference between last year and this year is too much, until i can't accept it.maybe there is something that we need to accept at the time that we didn't even ready to accept the truth, is not we don't want to accept the truth,is we dunno how to accept it at that very momment. So now starts to begin to accept the truth.

This few days i enjoy myself shopping with aunty,grandma, mum n my bro...i only know that penang is small but it got want i want which can make me happy...there is a thing that can make me happy but it is impposible to happen(i think), now my situation is worst than a person shouting on top of the mountain,shouting on top of the mountain at least u are not alone (bcuz of echoes)...At this moment, i felt that i standing at somewhere that i dunno, no matter how loud i shout,there is no echoes return...can u imagine the feel of this?

my words maybe is imaginary to u all, but i just trying to exprees my own feel. i not a person that easily to say out what i wanna say,bcuz i scare to let people know what my heart wanna say...when somebody read my heart or my mind, my mouth will be as hard as a stone bcuz i will tell that person that i'm not or sorry i not thinking about it....is quite hard for me.. now, i try to say out bcuz nothing to do now. ^^

when a person told you about something that u dunno, please fully believe the person, trust a person is the best way to understand a person....don't try to argue or to tell the person what is ur thinking (P/S : is u want to understand a person , not want to force people to understand you first)...trust a person is the best.RmB what i said, i may help you one day...

Sometimes, sure we will argue with someone...when two people argue with each other...please remain calm ..(P/S:nobody want to argue with anybody).The arguement starts maybe one has misunderstand something or one has see something different that you have left out which is important...

~misunderstand something is maybe say wrong words or what..

~see something different...this i would like to spend sometime at here..no matter how perfect is a person, there is still a spot that you a weak..
here is some examples...

-human have a weakness at our neck..which is at our back..that is our weak point,when a child use his finger and press at the point of a muscle man, the whole body of the muscle man will be helpless that time.(please don't try it, it makes u pain)

-not everybody have the same MIND, its always imposible to find a person with same thinking because the person is not you..almost same is hard..totally is kinda impossible.haha. it's just like shooting a bullet, and it will reflect back to you..do u think it is possible? haha. anyway this is not the main thing. Just as i said, nobody have same mind so do thinking.. the gene of anybody is special because nobody can have exactly same gene as you have.. BUT if u narrow the scope of view there will still be different views,but there is also always same thinking(alost same)...Just like you see at a half water filled cup, you will say it is half full or half less? this is what i mean by narrowing the scope... If a person what is the word 'life' means to you...this hardly to find same thinking...now catch what i mean? So try to think about others..

THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON IF YOU TELL A PERSON SOMETHING, YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO ARGUE,DIDN'T RESPECT THEM OR WANNA MAKE A PERSON ANGRY...bcuz whatever other people do is just want you to be BETTER and GOOD..maybe in ur view the person is bad always say you this wrong that wrong or whatever...but actually that person is just want you to be better or Good..

Just like u buy a handphone,sure you u know that hp have advantages then only you are attracted to it or even wanna buy it, but if there is somebody tell you the disadvantage of the phone u will start thinking the person is mumbling or want to force you do another thing that u dun like...actually the person is just want you to be more understand about the hp and dun want you to buy something that may be some disadvantage that may bring trouble to you...SO next time when somebody tell something bad about you ...please appreciate it ok?

thanks for reading my post until here...

rmb to listen jay's gui ji below.. i like it so much. XD

2008-12-02T06:46:00.000-08:00

this year almost end already...
this few days, a lot of things happen haha. i say about the thing yesterday night, yesterday night phew ...talk with a friends until very late... that friend told me about my weak point...haha.i admit,is i wuhui something 1st..but this is i realise after that friend told me.i duno how to say my misunderstand...i really zhen1 xin1 to appology for the misunderstand..hope that person know what i mean.i will give time to something..i promise.

...............................

hey i tell u one secret i saw ah piao1 leh. not joke or play with u all d neh. scary leh.whole face white colour eh.if pale ..no blood like that d..
better dont say about it so much ..

i saw it when i was very sick...gastric for almost one week neh.what i eat i will vomit out straight away.. not once only..so terrible. at first i tot i is too hungry or over the time that i usually eat (i usually eat at 1pm)...

One night, i felt very sleepy then i just sleep on my bed,i really sleep ki liao. but suddenly below my rib,above my stomach very pain, is like got knife pushing in to the part...damn pain,,, extremely pain.pain until tear drops u know, can't even say a word.that kind of pain i duno how to descibe is suffocate.lucky i struggle and lay on the sofa at living room...then cant stand up already..

pain more than 1 hour like that,i faster ask my bro fetch me to clinic. then my younger bro faster feed me milk to neutralise my stomach.but i stil vomit out. when they want carry me to the lift..i keep lying on my youngest bro d shoulder..on the way to clinic only saw 'the thing'...my dad also follow we. dad say need go to Lam hwa ee first bcuz it is the nearest hospital to my house..but when i reach the overhead bridge,i told them go to clinic can d bcuz not so pain d..tell u all one thing, my eyes is open that time, but my eyes ball is looking up to the sky... in chinese we say fan1 bai2 yan3...woah.. when reach the clinic..so many people at there..i just see tiok white light...just the light from clinic...i hardly to say a word u know?
at that very moment, i feel like i'm at hell...can't breathe bcuz the pain ....

this is my experience to fight with death of God.haha.i wish i could have more time.........

If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣讓我和你感應 IT
If I could
If I could

如果不停的走
就能走進你心裡找一點點感動

如果不停的跑
就能夠逃離自己莫名的小哀愁

如果不停的求
就能夠替天知道未來的秘密

如果不停的飛
就能夠自由自在找到我的天空

如果我能改變這不完美的世界

If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣讓我和你感應 IT

If I could If I could
就讓夢想變成旋律但願有你傾聽 IT

If I could
If I could
Ah....

如果不停的求
就能夠替天知道未來的秘密

如果不停的飛
就能夠自由自在找到我的天空

如果我能改變這不完美的世界

If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣讓我和你感應 IT

If I could If I could
就讓夢想變成旋律但願有你傾聽 IT

If I could
If I could

这几天。。

2008-12-01T03:03:00.000-08:00

这几天去了gurney,BJ and pragin...与朋友玩了是高兴的。。去gurney 的时候CX 吵着说要吃海鲜，只好用costal highway（本比较远）的路。。。就在码头那里吃午餐。

我们六人叫了煎白鲳鱼，大葱蛋，虾膏，豆芽。。。RM38而已。。最好笑的是那里的员工很搞笑。。一直问我们。。。要加饭吗。饭没有算钱的。。哈哈。本来CX要添多一碗饭。。我们马上告诉那aunty说他要两碗。。哈哈。真的来两碗。。吃到他饱。^^

到了gurney..现到达red box。。。心顿时觉得在流泪。。不知道做什么。。原来我在那里与不在的她有美好的回忆。。我忍住不流泪。。很难受。

走过很多地方。。。都有她的影子。最惨就是在戏院前。。。想起了stardusk更是要硼溃了。。结果就躲在一旁打snooker打得还不烂，虽然开始手有一点不顺利。在那里呆了一小时多。哈哈

有去one stop玩ding ding..看到的又是她在玩游戏机的影子。。。幸好在跑车的时候还跑出了第二名。。有四个朋友加一个要跟我们‘斗’的大人。。他用manual 我们全用auto。。。开始是他领先的可是被我的技术吓坏了，所以从第二圈开始我一直领先下去。。。最惨的就是明明不能赢了就故意撞我的车尾。。。幸好我拿了第二。。。而第一则是KO拿去。。最好笑的是我的朋友已开始以为有一条路是short cut（其实是pit stop）他马上喊做么我的车慢去的。。当别人告诉他的时候他才恍然大悟。。几好笑一下short cut. XD

到了pragin 买了长裤和短裤。。。到处都是她的影子。。。戏院啦，拍大头帖，游戏机店,CD RAMA, Hong kong video。。。。太多了

今天的心情是无情天。。。没高兴，没伤心。。。

轨迹这首歌是送给她。。希望她有听见。。。

我还想她？（在去着gurney,BJ,one stop和pragin 的时候听着的歌）

不清楚

2008-11-30T05:47:00.000-08:00

适合不适合，对情侣来说是很重要的。。。
其实我觉得天下并没有谁不适合谁，一段感情如果互相抱容，互相让步，互相付出，互相体谅，最后还要有忠诚的心。人没有百分百和零鸡蛋的相遇，人与人本来相遇就只有50% ，加上刚才的互相的。。。。。才会有100%的相遇。男生最难学会的就是包容（谢霆峰说的）。以前一直抱怨说这个不够，那个不够好。。。。最近比较有时间想想，我怎么那么的幼稚，怎么我不想想身边的人付出的东西已经超出他们所能，我却没有顾忌到别人的感受，太自私了和霸道。在最完美的时候却不满足，在失去的时候才学会了珍惜这两个字。后悔了有用吗？不清楚

濒临绝种的爱 4

2008-11-29T07:07:00.000-08:00

本剧故事纯属虚构
如有雷同实属巧合

萍：你能给我时间考虑要不要出席那烤肉会好吗？
胜：好。。
萍：你别抱太大的希望，因为我不知道我妈肯让我去吗。。
胜：明白。而且，你又对我周围的朋友不是很熟悉。。我会尊重你的决定的。

。。。。。

烤肉会前夕。。
不知道她会出席吗。。一天了还没答复我。。还是问问她看。。

胜：萍，你决定了吗？
萍并没有给胜直接回答。。犹豫了一下
萍：烤肉会是在哪里？
胜：灵的家。有兴趣吗？
萍：有是有。。。可是。。
胜：其实你怕我没说错吧？如果我没去你会去吗？
萍：不知道呢，我可能去一些生活营。。不然呆在家里会闷的。

当晚，他一直在床上翻滚，翻来覆去，数绵羊，换方向睡，开冷气，喝温奶都不能睡。。。突然眼睛瞟过闹钟。。哇，凌晨两点了。。明天肯定比熊猫还要大的黑圆圈了。。。

不管了，反正没事做就听听看电台半夜的节目。。。
。。。988的听众大家好，我是带班DJ丽叶。其实有听众留言告诉我说我很喜欢你的节目，因为让人很轻松很愉快。。。

这时就想不如我也去留言看。。丽叶我是第一次在你的部落格留言。今天不知道为什么自己睡不着觉，躺在床上的前一刻我眼睛是比石头还重的，可是一躺下去就很精神。。。我不想有熊猫眼。。

一寄之后，丽叶就在节目中回应我的留言。。胜，不知道现在你睡着了吗？其实你的头脑是不是有些问题缠绕着你呢？总觉得，人睡不着有很多不同的原因。。如果你还没睡，不妨可以告诉我是什么事情

我最近约了一个女生去朋友的烤肉会，可是我的朋友不知道她拒绝我之前的表白了，而且他们以为我和她还是兄妹，我不知道如何开口。。现在我怕的是她不肯出席。。。

萍在那晚也是还没睡，更巧秒的是她听到胜的留言。。

萍会知道那是胜的留言吗？丽叶会给胜什么回答呢？萍听了丽叶的回答后会做出什么决定呢?

。。。。。。。。。。。。

对不起这几天并没有很多的时间写。敬请原谅

this few days

2008-11-24T16:55:00.000-08:00

19nov..

haha. when i woke up.suddenly i realise that stil got one month to go...to reach 19dec.. last year d 19dec can say that it is my happiest day in my life.. i can't deny it because that day is extremely happy.i don't know this year got that chance again or not. hope can.. *actually i also duno that person notice this or not.bcuz i just wana prove myself that i'm not.....(hehe.2 people know only excluding me)*

22nov..saturday.

i went to qb. my cousin belanja his father,uncle,gf,his sister,my bro,me n my youngest bro to eat at dragon-i. the photo of the food i will upload soon. oh god..when i walk in... i saw my old friends, the captain there, the waiteress and waiter all is old friends..haha. but they kinda forget who am i already haha. @.@ duno why. afterthat we went to my old working place ..and eat sundae..hehe cousin bro belanja again ^^ but $26.90 leh. quite expensive.

this few days everyday sit in d house.. haha. nothing to do.. so didnt go anywhere. thats all for this few days. kinda boring i think.

濒临绝种的爱 3

2008-11-21T21:15:00.000-08:00

本剧故事纯属虚构
如有雷同实属巧合

上集。。。

胜：萍，你曾经告诉我你对一个人有不错的印象，那个人不是我对吧？那是另一个男生来的。应该是峰。。。。那个上次约你和他整堆朋友去看哈里波特的吗？

萍：好感英文是good feel.只是觉得这是不错的朋友罢了，你想去哪里？
胜：好感也是一种感觉啊，不是吗？不是感觉是什么？
萍：这都不是那个感觉。。
胜：但是不是他？
萍：不是他啦？
胜：那你的他是谁？
。。。。。

*华语和英语的意思有时在字眼上可能会有一点差异，所以如果字眼的误会你遇到字眼上的误会。。。请记得你和他/她都没错。。时时记住要宽容大量的去接受别人的想法。。不要去争吵，因为这是无谓的*

萍：你可以不要一直寄短讯给我吗？来来去去都一样的。。。什么给一次机会啦。我现在对你没有feel你叫我怎样接受你？我不想欺骗任何人的感情。我知道你是真心，但不要这样好吗？

胜：当我说我喜欢你的时候，我才刚刚考完试，也没有时间去追你还是什么。我以为在哥妹的
关系中，我们建立了不少的默契，不少的感觉，我还以为我多心去想你会对我还有感觉。。。原来我错了。。。

萍：你没有错，只是不是时候。。。我都没有心情要去谈恋爱，所以没有去喜欢人或接受人。。。

胜，也无言以对，眼泪都笑了。。眼泪在眼眶内打滚，可是人的眼睛没有汽车的抹煞器，不然在流泪的时候，不会让人觉得难看。。。

*世界上有什么东西是闪闪发光的，味道是咸咸的。谜底在最后面。。。别先偷看答案咯 ^^*

豪：胜，这个星期我们几个朋友在灵的家一起烤肉好吗？记得请你的妹妹噢。
（豪是胜的好朋友，而灵是豪的女友）
胜：我们在看看吧。不知道能不能约她出来。

。。。。。。。。

胜：萍，还记得上次介绍给你认识的朋友-豪？
萍：记得。
胜：他希望你能出席他搞的烤肉会。。。你可以出席吗？
萍：几时？我不知道能不能去。。
胜：这个星期六，还有5天的时间。。
萍：那你又去吗？
胜：有，如果我有去，你还会去吗？

萍知道胜有出席那烤肉会。。她还会去吗？她会选择去还是不去？胜为什么不当面告诉豪说，萍不是他的妹妹了。。而是朋友。。。为什么呢？请记得支持下一集。。。

谜底：眼泪。^^ 猜对吗？

眼泪都笑了

aikz,...

2008-11-21T04:43:00.000-08:00

aikz, my knee injured again, not easy to walk around.. even walk to pc also very pain.back pain also.... now abit better d 濒临绝种的爱 3 will be abit late...orry my friends..

sorry.^^

当你离开一个熟悉的地方

2008-11-18T00:30:00.000-08:00

当你生活在一个你一直熟悉的环境。。。你是高兴的。但有一天在你身边的重要的人或一个物品突然离你而去还是消失了。。。在你的心房一直照亮的灯火也随着时间慢慢的暗淡了。。。

黑暗是带给人们的恐惧。。。

时间是可以疗伤，时间也让人对一件事或一个人一天一天的把自己的‘保护层’给巩固起来。从此就对一件事或一个人有了防范。。。那件事或人就无法进去你的心里。

一个人曾经让你有恐惧，一件事曾经让你产生比七月的阿飘还恐怖，入骨及害怕的阴影。。。

有人曾经对你说了一些难听的话，一件事让你不敢再去做。。。

当一个人生气。。。说出的气话，很难听。。。可是我们忘了或有人伤心，心碎和失望。当生气的人在说的当儿，是否有想过后果？

*曾经对一个人骂出连我自己都想打我自己的字。。。那就是‘有种’。。。这个字毁了我自己的希望。我当时很糊涂。。。竟然说出这样的话所以从那天起，我下定决心修炼了自己尖锐的口。我承认我是一个坏小子。。。我一不爽就破口大骂。。。但是我忘了直接的说出来的后果是。。。直接使应该用在适当的地方，而不是在骂人。有时候，误会是很难才能解释清楚，如果相信一个人，即使他/她做出一些不是他/她本来的性格，你都可以体谅和谅解。。为何我那时这么笨，既然还继续骂你。。。看来我真的不是我自己了*

就因为一时的糊涂，熟悉的地方似乎长了脚，离我远去。。。我只能站在原地默默的苏醒。醒了，后悔了，难过了，不会在从犯。。。以前说了一百，一千个对不起，可是毛病却从犯。。。当我醒了以后再大声地说‘对不起’。。。你能听见吗？ *已经不可能。*

拿着望远镜看着离自己遥远的‘熟悉的地方’。。。熟悉的地方已不再回头看我了。。。那地方永远不会变，只是不知道会回到当初在那里快乐的日子。。。答案是不能。。。

黑暗里找到的答案永远是不可能。。。所以要抱握机会。。。

接受的‘实事’

2008-11-17T08:36:00.000-08:00

生命里有太多时候要接受不能接受的事实。
要接受自己喜欢的人为了自己的幸福不断努力。
*只要你给我单独两个人的五分钟，让我把话说清楚*
却不能接受一直守护的爱情渐渐消失而去。
接受凡事都要说实话，却不能接受真正的实话。
其实我只希望这个世界会有地方可以接受我。

其实面团在还没有进烤箱之前，它就是面团，永远都不会变成面包。爱情就是这样，如果你不狠狠的烘它，朋友怎么会变情人呢？

你看过圣诞老公公吗？圣诞老公公是一个大好人，因为只要你跟他许愿，不用花一毛钱，他就会送你礼物。可是有一天，有人告诉我说圣诞老公公是假的，这世界上根本都没有圣诞老公公的存在。我无法接受这个说法，因为我的确有受到圣诞老公公送的礼物。有人说是父母送的，但对我来说确实存在过的东西，永远不会消失。。。

*还记得第一次在补习中心的柜台相遇吗？那时每个星期三和五对我来说是特别的日子。第一次约会的地方？第一次庆祝圣诞节的那一天。一起拥有的大头帖。。。。*

事情一点一滴汇集通往爱情的海洋，你不知道吗？就算现在只有我一个人坐在一条小破船上努力的划向爱情的海洋。但我真的相信，真爱是值得我付出努力的。

不管结局如何，但我问我自己有没有曾经百分百的努力过，我知道我绝不会遗憾。

jobless n ... thanks you

2008-11-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

this few days, damn sien and sleepy .

last week when i went to qb and find job with bro n frenx. woah. all shop want to hire someone who can work at the shop at least 3 months.. i can't make it so just jobless for now...

but just sushi king want to hire ... but we turn it down..dunno why.

we went to qb n e-gate...almost all shops. but stil couldn't find a job.. so if u fulfill the term and condition which u can work for at least 3 months... please straight walk in any shop starbucks or whatever shop and ask for job haha.

last friday(if not mistaken , cuz i kinda forget about the date recently)...i meet up with someone ...a friend. probably an old friend .. blur @.@

we consider chat mah?haha maybe. we chat for quite a long time...from 11am until 3pm like that haha. she told me about my weakness... my tears drop that day bcuz i felt gamdong to a person who last time silently help me a lot n let me mentally grown up a lot. quite thankful to that person.haha. thank you

.......................................................

now i can't fufill my checklist liao.. bcuz bakery only hire female worker..... T.T

duno can find any job which its pay is counted by day .. haha.

this year almost end.. i felt that my 18 is not so sweet as i planed last year haha. many things ahppen. but since i still got time.. maybe i can gain back something which i lost in the begining of this year. hope god create another miracle again. haha

have to sleep now....

nite

濒临绝种的爱 2

2008-11-15T07:18:00.000-08:00

本剧故事纯属虚构
如有雷同实属巧合

上集，胜为了让萍享受一个难忘的圣诞节就特地弄她生气。

Ei…又是胜的短讯。。。
不知道该不该看。。
还是看吧。

短讯的内容。。

*我的那个妹妹呀，我不理会她没关系的啦。你比较重要。*

（这短讯好像不是寄给我的。不懂。）

。。。

哥你怎么残忍？又在一封弄我伤心的短讯。。。你到底在搞什么？*好烦*

。。。哥，你怎么可能会寄错短讯的？而且还关于到我的呢？老老实实告诉我到底是发生了什么？怎么我觉得到你变成了另一个胜，而不是我的好哥哥？你好像从妹妹的保护天使，为何一眨眼就变成了的恶魔？

天使与恶魔到底有什么分别？
其实天使和恶魔都有共同点，那就是他们都不是人。恶魔和天使可以保护身边的人。在死亡笔记里，死神就是人类用来缩短罪犯的生命，而天使仿佛是我们所为的神仙。只是名字和个人理念的分别。。。比如马来西亚的‘火箭’ and ‘天平’。。两人都是为自己的国家好。。只是理念不同而已。明白了吗？

胜：妹，我。。我。。。不要在问我了啦。。
萍：你快点说啦。。我不要被蒙在鼓里好像见不到太阳似的。如果植物一天没
有见到太阳，它就可能饿死了，你知道吗？你每天都跟我有说有笑，当
我伤心你会安慰我，当我高兴就会听到你的笑声。不要在搞神秘了。我
很笨的就不要让我猜测了。
胜：你真的想知道？你先要有心理准备。我很努力要让你开心，却让你越来
越伤心。我的心比谁都还心痛你知道吗？
萍：不知道。我很乱。
胜：我只是要在圣诞节跟你表白啦。要给你有一个难忘的圣诞节。我喜欢
你。。。
萍：你不要开玩笑啦。我们是哥哥妹妹来的。不可能的啦。其实我有一个秘
密，当你还在喜欢乌龟小姐时有觉得到我们想情侣。。可是那很短暂。
胜：我错过了这样好的机会了？那你的意思是说不接受了吗？
萍：。。。
胜：做什么上帝要玩弄我？能给我一次机会吗？
萍：对不起，你是我的好哥哥。永远的好哥哥。永远。。。

胜，就每一天从早到晚就一直告诉萍说请给他一次机会，可是就不曾放弃。我相信既然上帝让我们来电过，胜相信一定还会有回来的一天。胜根本不能笑，连微笑都笑不出。

胜：萍，你曾经告诉我你对一个人有不错的印象，那个人不是我对吧？那是另一个男生来的。应该是。。。。

到底那个另外一个男生是谁。。。记得阅读下一集咯。
就到这里了。。。这几天比较爱睡所以醒了还是继续癞床所以。。。hehe。记得多多支持噢。如果你觉得不错拜托介绍朋友来支持我噢。谢谢。。

when u lost a person that u like or love...can u smile?
Now let this song bring us back to the olden days , so relax yourself when listening to this song... I can't smile without you by Barry Manilow

Cant Smile Without You - Barry Manillow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Do u stil like ur x-gf or x-bf?

2008-11-11T05:39:00.001-08:00

if u stil like ur ex, if u wana chase him or she back...

plz let them see this video or let them see the lyrics..

maybe it will help u..

No Secrets-I'll Remember you

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby....
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby....
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
you know that i'll follow...
I will be there!
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, yooou

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby....
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

濒临绝种的爱 1

2008-11-09T18:20:00.000-08:00

<曖昧>

*叮*
ea..谁这么夜还上msn喔？
是她。。我friendster刚add的朋友。
找她来谈天看

胜：hello.why so late stil on9?
萍：erm..cannot sleep.
胜: u drink coffee just now? haha
萍: nope X)
胜: i will be seldom on msn..do u have hp?
萍: yes
胜: can u give me ur hp number so we can chat at sms? i wont kacau u d.
萍: ok. 016-xxxxxxx

（房间外传来了 “胜呵，睡觉了。很夜了。”）

胜：i miss call u now. my mum ask me to sleep d.gudnitex. XD
萍：ok. wait 4 ur miss call .nitez

给她一个未接电话。睡了。

第二天很早起床要赶去做工了。

忙了一整天，又开msn又遇到萍。。

就这样谈了很多话。又说又笑。

时间就过了几个月。。分享过很多。

就在3月14日，成为了个哥妹。

萍：can u be my ko?
胜：its my pleasure..

at 12.30am 14March

关系也越来越密。

生日也一起庆祝。没有什么不能说的秘密。。但男生里面收藏着一个不能说出的秘密。

男生对自己的妹妹本来的依赖也变成了喜欢。

考完试，就开始计划如何给妹妹最难忘的圣诞节。于是就故意弄妹妹生气。妹妹果然生气，还很严重。哥哥还让妹妹流泪。。。。

萍：哥，你好残忍，为什么这么忍心骂我？我心很痛。
胜：so what?
萍：为什么？！我心一直在流泪。你不是这样的。
胜：我就是这样的。

掺了，说好的圣诞节会变得如何？妹妹会原谅哥哥对妹妹的‘无情’吗？从此就画上句号吗？

*有时候男生有难言之语，他们只要给女生一个惊喜，可是不知道如何才对，所以做出了糊涂和幼稚的选择*

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故事里的名字是我拿朋友的名字。 P/S：名字不重要。

看完了第一集，请听听以下的歌才离开。^^

这是我第一次公开自己的作品。请多多支持。如果好可以帮忙我介绍您们的朋友来看吗？谢咯。

本来的今天

2008-11-08T08:00:00.000-08:00

KC - Khor KoK Chin aka ahmad John *rambo* XD

星期二的时候，KC跟我们整gang说好星期六晚上要一起再他姐姐的婚宴那里玩通晓。

星期二是考化学。一去到学校KC就约我哥，KO,WL,panda voon一起要在考完MUET之后，就跟voon的车到Auto city相聚。

我还plan好在今晚，此时此刻和他们一起玩poker(no money involve ok)..

还想要show 一下本人的 magic *讲到很夸张酱^^*

sui多口，当我回家。。。

我：‘妈，Robert KoK星期六晚上请我吃晚餐，因为他发觉到我有能力去读房地产。’
妈：‘那。。。哥呢？’
我：‘没有被邀请啦。因为我是天才中的房地产王子。’*请别吐*
哥：‘什么！？放屁啦。我有被邀请啦。’
（死了，哥哥忘了配合我‘精彩’演出。。。这次骗不了妈了）
妈：‘你们说的Robert KoK 是哪一位？讲清楚好吗？’
哥：‘唐王咯。厉害叻。’
妈：‘在那里请客？’
我：‘北海。’
妈：‘这样你们怎样去？’
我：‘搭顺风车。’
妈：‘几个人去？’
哥：‘几个罢了。。五个酱。’

（妈妈真的还相信我叻。。不可思议。露出狐狸尾巴了GOK ）

过后我有跟我妈妈说真相。。好像是她在煮菜时。

....

两天后，

妈：‘你们是不是骗我？给我看那请柬。。’
我：‘什么啦。那天都跟你说是朋友姐姐的婚宴了。’
妈：‘那为什么要说唐王啦，robert kok lah,我还以为是真的。。
你是不是外面有女朋友，说一才要在朋友家过夜？’
我：‘没有啦。真的是婚宴啦。’
妈：‘你又不认识他的姐姐，去有用吗？’
我：‘他明年就要去奥洲了。见多一次面不可以吗？’
妈：‘拜六不用去了。cancel it , bcuz dad maybe don't allow u go so far.’(the guy fetching us cant make it already)
我 : ‘他会让我驾车去的。’
。。。。。。dblsdcljdjsa (quarrel)

in the end d plan was cancelled.. so sad it was being cancelled... i wana go mum. having jokes canot mah? i just wana bring a laughter to our family just like last time.. this year we hardly sit down and talk... what can we do? i always have cold jokes or funny stuff n even stupid stuff to say.... but when i wana say out it just stick on my tongue...how can i say?

thats why after that day, i know i wont tell u jokes to u anymore....i wont tell u funny things which makes u laugh just like last time mum....u r pressure on ur work..so do i..i also got my own exam n my life...even 18years old stil wana slap by father so heavy.. do u help me to explain to daddy b4?(even u know d truth?)

what u do? when i slaped me second time, i was unconcious last time... i not wana argue with anybody, i just wana say out my opinion.... like that already kena ur marah n daddy's attack.

mum... u let me down a lot of thing...

do u know what i really wan? what i can is what?

i just treating me like a kid...or just a baby...that always can't grow up.

but i'm thankful to u....

that song of 最美丽的平凡save me back. actually u maybe reading my blog n feel that i'm angry.. yup, i did angry, but now no more..bcuz this maybe is one of the way we communicate.. haha is just another way u love me...

mum, i didnt tell u 'i love u for a long time. MUM i Love you

*hope you saw it* but this is impossible . XD

Do u heard before?

2008-11-08T04:00:00.000-08:00

what is the most surprise thing u heard before? do u read manga or watch anime before?

hahax. i bet some of u all sure got.

now In Japan there is an event which allow d manga reader to married with d character in manga or anime..haha

who will u wanna married with or in relationship with? haha do u ever think before? i know this so ridiculous, but just this news is serious. P/S: aint telling lies.

when this event was first introduce in Japan. more than 10thousand people took part.

If got chance i think i would like to meet with hinata from d Naruto. XD

if guy... hmm... is sunichi from detective conan cuz he is handsome n smart.. dont u think so?haha just me...

你不是真正的快樂人。突然好想你 ^^ must listen o

2008-11-08T00:56:00.000-08:00

五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂人

群中哭著你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢或痛或心動了
你已經決定了你已經決定了

你靜靜忍著緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜就是越傷人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深淺淺的刀割

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這世界笑了於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則不是你的選擇
於是妳含著眼淚飄飄盪盪跌跌撞撞的走著

你不是真正的快樂你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了然後才後悔著

你值得真正的快樂你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓悲傷全部結束在此刻重新開始活著

五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空氣突然安靜最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今終於讓自己屬於我自己
只剩眼淚還騙不過自己
突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的紀念品

我們那麼甜那麼美那麼相信那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各算的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶突然翻滾絞痛著不平息
最怕突然聽到你的消息
最怕此生已經決心自己過沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息

INTI life part 1....my holidays Check list A

2008-11-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

LAST day at INTI。 my holiday's check list
omg frenx. i miss u all so much. WL,KO,KC,ZX,JS,AJ,sebastian,lipz,joe,jw,sq,SQ,B-boy,j-boy,jj,kb,jac,audrey..aka 'u r so mean'? ,.........so of u all went back at 12pm. then not intime to take photo with u all.

aiyo... i wonder that at alumnia night i can meet u all back?

haha.today last day quite happy n quite sad hahahappy bcuz of 'mederka' liao, sad is bcuz duno when can meet all HSC students againtoday when i woke up... waliew my 'old freind' meet with me again...(is my flu)this few weeks, i learn a lot of things... n undergo my own d inner journey haha. i think i got many many things to do in this holidays.

My OwN cHeCkL1sT
1 ) 修炼自己的火爆脾气
2 ）找到面包店的工作
3）写一首歌或诗
4）不要动不动就和妈妈吵架（家里反对党的角色我不会再做了）
5）要彻底要戒掉喝咖啡的习惯（喝了一年总要戒掉对吗？）
6）养好我的背痛*超痛的，有时睡觉都得‘熬夜’忍住痛。。。*
7）把我投进三分球手感找回来
8）学魔术*我小时候的志愿*

somebody wrote it P/S: not me

2008-11-06T02:47:00.000-08:00

i just smile when i saw it n wanna share with u..

try rap with ur style ya. ^^

At first I love INTI
But INTI loves my money
I ask money from daddy
Mummy goes to INTI
And find out why INTI's so greedy
The lift always mati
And the guards look like monkey
That's why I started to hate INTI
INTI don't love me
What for I love INTI
All they need is money
Nothing but money, money and money
The lecturers teach like bugs bunny
No wonder they're so lousy
And their faces look so funny
Like Talos the mummy
Futhermore, more more money flows to INTI
But they never plant more trees
All because they want to save money
Make all students feel hot to mati
First I entered INTI I got no kaki
Later I found someone likes to play tai tee
Then I started don't want to study
Here we can find a lot of kaki judi
That's why we must blame INTI
Since I entered INTI I cant see any leng lui lili sexy
Even the lecturers are more pretty
I always want to date them for tea
But I always kejar they always lari
Dr. Lim from SOLLA always lan si
People said his pucuk already mati
Even Viagra also tak boleh jadi
That's why loh people say he is 'cc'
He likes to tell jokes to everybody
But his joke never funny
Sometimes people thinks that his crazy
Dr. Lim so pity
INTI's toilets really smelly
No water no api
Even you haven't pee
You want to lari
Tan yew sing always said his INTI got quality
Instead everyone knows they are lousy
INTI motive just to earn more money
So that they can pay lecturers salary
And INTI share in KLSE can naik lagi
Waterfish like us always press by INTI
Just to tipu more more money
That is all the story about INTI
Which loves money
But after all I still come to INTI
To contribute money
(u r not in INTI?
u r very lucky
coz INTI cant bluff ur money
just cabut n jangan kembali~!!)
Student of INTI
noway to lari
already jadi SuiYee (waterfish)
plz tell everybody
jangan kena tipu lagi

家有最美的平凡

2008-11-04T19:54:00.000-08:00

《最美的平凡》

几颗心几段路
多少成长的感触
因为你变得更丰富
几次笑几回哭
还有所谓的抱负
因为你变得不孤独
想要的翅膀
一直在我们的身上
透过成熟的目光
幸福的答案
其实往往也最简单
爱将它全部照亮

家是个小小的地方
却能让你飞翔
仿佛透明的窗
总是能阻挡风霜

家是个小小的地方
却装下所有原谅
关怀的土壤铺满
每一份的渴望
盛开出最美的平凡

Zui Mei De Ping Fan 最美的平凡 - Daren Tan 陈世维

lost an important person in my life

2008-11-01T03:33:00.000-07:00

that person is not pass away..

just that we argue too much.. n problem is at me. so sad today.

XXX, i'm sorry ok?

just give me some time...

after my exam let me cool down myself can mah?

this year is very tough for both of us..

haix.

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if i know how to make a time machine i will take u back to d moment before everything bad happen...

but i know it is childish thinking

friend..

if u got a person u wana treat him or her good. u better grab hoho d timing n chances. not like me now..

ok?

gud luck in exam freinds

我的心情歌曲。。。。不夠成熟, by2。一个人睡。

2008-10-29T20:14:00.000-07:00

不夠成熟

我想我還是不夠成熟
還達不到你的要求
我真的沒有想的太多
只是懷念你走以後
離開難道真的是解脫
難道真的要事過境遷了以後才懂

倔強說不痛假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭決不讓眼淚往下流
倔強說不痛假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過笑著和你揮揮手

如果有一天我們有緣再見
你會不會想起說過的永遠

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《一个人睡》

灯打开了也无法照亮黑夜
窗关上了心还被风吹的很冷
电话响着那在另一端却空荡荡的
心久久都怀念那个夏天
枕头轻轻的亲吻我的侧脸
梦始终在放映你微笑的画面
想念和你第一次牵着手的情人节
却随着你离去从此没了

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，我爱你那天

枕头轻轻的亲吻我的侧脸
梦始终在放映你微笑的画面
想念和你第一次牵着手的情人节
却随着你离去从此没了

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，哦

谁说不时间总是残忍
谁又能看见我多心疼
还不能习惯我一个人
要你在身边走幸福的路
就算会结束
我的爱还继续付出

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，哦
我爱你那天哦````

maybe i went through this before so i know how it feel.haha.so i like this two song...

29 0cT 2008

2008-10-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

haha today is my youngest bro birthday haha

he so lucky my mum allow him to 逃学 for one day just because his birthday.

nah. happy birthday lah 'long kai'.

haha

when i woke up this morning. i look outside the window. woah is raining heavily leh.
when my bro drive me to school, haha, i saw a rainbow so close to me... just seperate me n the rainbow with the width of a football feild only. so nice. but i didnt bring my handphone together, if got i sure will take some photos of it.

so scare bcuz later is my MX1 d paper. 2 hours do 7 math extension 1 questions.. this is nuts men. lucky stil got prepare, i know myself that i cant score high marks, bcuz d MX2 students can't answer every questions also. haha. at least i know my marks is near to them.

WEI.. the rainbow damn close leh.haha. but abit dissapointed with the mx1. ok lah let it be. ^^

when my bro n i worried about our lunch, suddenly today we have to eat vegetarian food. haha

so we go lipsin there n buy. too bad, the vegetarian restaurant was close...(izit we went there too early?)

then we go to other restaurant n buy our lunch liao, when i go there haha. i just pick, taufu lah, potatoes n vegie egg. 3 people eat 3 vegie...total only rm5.60 only...do u believe? so cheap neh.

even at night also eat vegie neh.haha just to celebrate long kai's birthday haha

i flash back a lot of my childhood happy time. haha
next time will write here.

gud luck in exam

smile^^

sorry my friend

2008-10-25T01:26:00.000-07:00

i will continue writing my blog on 8nov... sorry frenx, i want to write abt my life in INTI also haha. sorry

ohya jay's new album must listen ya.

damn nice!!!! ^^

smile^^

LAST day at INTI。 my holiday's check list

2008-10-11T21:13:00.000-07:00

omg frenx. i miss u all so much. WL,KO,KC,ZX,JS,AJ,sebastian,lipz,joe,jw,sq,SQ,B-boy,j-boy,jj,kb,jac,audrey..aka 'u r so mean'? ,.........

so of u all went back at 12pm. then not intime to take photo with u all. aiyo... i wonder that at alumnia night i can meet u all back?haha

today last day quite happy n quite sad haha

happy bcuz of 'mederka' liao, sad is bcuz duno when can meet all HSC students again

today when i woke up... waliew my 'old freind' meet with me again...(is my flu)

this few weeks, i learn a lot of things... n undergo my own d inner journey haha. i think i got many many things to do in this holidays.

My OwN cHeCkL1sT
1 ) 修炼自己的火爆脾气
2 ）找到面包店的工作
3）写一首歌
4）不要动不动就和妈妈吵架
5）要彻底要戒掉喝咖啡的习惯（喝了一年总要戒掉对吗？）
6）养好我的背痛*超痛的，有时睡觉都得‘熬夜’忍住痛。。。*
7）把我投进三分球手感找回来
8）学魔术

the song in my heart(this week)。

2008-10-10T00:04:00.000-07:00

1) 周杰伦 - 女儿红

haha.this song i keep repeat listening in my phone. haha.

jay jay jay. u r the best. XD

actually i wana intro this song to a person..duno *** will saw this mah? cuz *** is busying this few days.

2) Dan Dan Kokoro Hikareteku

sure everybody will be weird, this song..i heard it again from my frenx's hp is from dragon ball GT. so happy cuz think back a lot of childhood thing haha.

i like this song especially the starting .. XD

3)brave heart is also the another song i keep repeat and listen d. haha
this song is sung by Miyazaki Ayumi. sorry frenx, i like digimon !! especially Gabumon and V-mon. XD

haha. am i nuts? XD

永不过期的罐头。遺失的美好

2008-10-05T23:30:00.000-07:00

男女之间的爱恨情仇能起共鸣。

女人总喜欢听男人说-“永远爱你”，然而她们却可能不甚了解永远这个概念。永远是什么？永远是永恒，无止尽，即使到了世界的尽头，男对女的爱还能延续下去。

这就像一条没有尽头的路。世界上有这样的路吗？它存在于女性的幻想中。

肉体是不可能永远存在的，我们总有一天会死，清楚得很，你要一个生命有限的体去坚守一个永恒的梦想，不是难，而是不可能。正如跛子上树捉我鳄鱼。跛子上不了树，树上也没有鳄鱼。

相信世界上有永远的爱，就像相信超市里有永远不过期的罐头。既然，永远的爱是不可能的梦想，为何男人还是作出这种承诺，而且还信誓旦旦。这或许有几个理由：

一，男人为满足女人的要求，而睁大眼睛说谎。

二，男人根本不了解何谓永远，他认为从谈恋爱到现在，还爱着你，就算是永远爱你-你看，别人一个月就
分手了，我到现在还爱着你，还不够永远吗？

三，男人了解永远的意义，只是在一个非常罗曼蒂克的环境下，红唇诱惑，不得不屈服于情感与本能，硬生
生吐出‘我永远爱你’几个字。

四，男人根本就是存心欺骗女生，永远是什么并不重要，重要的是现在拥有情人在自己的怀抱吧。
这就够了。不是吗？

是时候应该清醒了，世界上没有永恒的爱情，这回事。即使这个世界有永远，我们可以永恒地活着，也不可能有永远不变的爱情。

试想，一辈子，短短数十载，对这同一个人，或者不会腻不会厌倦，可是对着同一人一万年，甚至一亿年后，你难道不会想来一点“新鲜”的吗？

虽然一千年内，可以遇到很多人，喜欢自己，还是自己喜欢的。。。但互相喜欢，两个心连接在一起，双方绕了一大圈才遇到。。。虽然遇到很多挫折。。。虽然会有顺境和逆境，高潮低潮，但这也就是所谓的路，走过了之后。。。才发现，已经到达了爱的海洋。再多崎岖的路，一起走下去，有时会跌下山，事情一点一滴的带着两人走上前一步。。。

即使在电影《西游记之仙履奇缘》中，孙悟空也只能深情地说：“曾经有一份真挚的爱情摆在我的前面，但我没有珍惜，。。。。。如果上天能在给我一次机会的话，我会对女孩说‘我爱你’，如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是。。。。一万年。”

连神仙都只期望一万年，我们着等待凡夫俗子谈什么永远呢？

我好想对你说。。。。曾经你给的一份真挚的爱情摆在我的前面，但我没有珍惜你。如果上天能在给我一次机会的话，我会对你说‘我爱你’，如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是。。。。一万年。”

遗失的美好
海的思念綿延不絕

終於和天　在地平線交會

愛如果走得夠遠

應該也會跟幸福相見

承諾常常很像蝴蝶

美麗的飛　盤旋然後不見

但我相信你給我的誓言

就像一定會來的春天

我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了

我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了

在最開始的那一秒　有些事有些人注定要到老

雖然命運愛開玩笑　真心會和真心遇到

我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了

Yi Shi De Mei Hao - Zhang Shao Han Angela

jelly mooncake (cont) & money not enough 2.the 1st to leaver -jing wei .yo wana fight? ^^

2008-10-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

yummy mah?

this is the jelly mooncake i did haha. yummy? wana try? wait for next year bah. XD

inside is pandan d ow. XD

i fail to do it at first but later i successful in doing it. lek zai?haha

this really is i do myself d ow.

when doing this mooncake.. i realise alot of thing. from outside..do u saw the ingredient inside d jelly mooncake? nope. so we cant view things from its surface...so i will try to listen to heart next time.

to make mooncake, everything must be very accurate(the powder lah, santan lah....all sort of thing) even timing must be zun zun u know?haha

if not the jelly cant be eat. XD

..... stil got many things lah

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money not enough 2.

i last week only watch at home hahax.

quite touching especially when the old grandma take out her oxygen tube. n save her own grand daughter.

thats d most touching moment..

the poorest time of the grandma is not when her tin biskut have money or not... is when she fall sick.. (i wonder how i cure from my sick neh?haha)

when old grandma fall sick, 3 children 'kick' her away just like football... then in the end send her to old folks home. pity.

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jing wei arg. why so fast go russia liao. last minute old tell us. so gaix. not enough time to tell everybody to see u in the last minute haha.

anyway i know why u say sorry d. XD

sorry that i cant do d thing i promised u..but all of us will wait for u until next year. XD

that day we meet. we even eat cake. JW ate american brownie. he took half an hour to eat a small piece of cake. i chose strawberry chocolate. haha. yummy ^^ CP dint order anything bcuz he is too full.

n meet yang, chen, 'gandhi' n zez XD

after that yao shun come join us. haix. so paiseh. write JI4 nian4 che4 infront of so many ppl....

JING WEI when u come bac must be a DOCTOR kay?
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my photo. last two weeks d. XD

black ki d. XD

can't sleep T.T

2008-09-29T09:39:00.001-07:00

tell u a secret lah... this few days... during the noon time feel like no energy leh..

last few weeks, i bacuh nescafe n tahan nia...

just this few days so pressure pressure.. thats why i keep on,,,to hope some songs will come me down.

haha. XD

so late already... 0041am already...

tmr stil need to wake up at 5.30am. cham d. XD

hope i cant stil tahan. XD

wanna sleep d.

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if we can go back to the begining, what will it be now?
180 degree change or stil same? i bet totally different from now...

nitex friends.

smile^^

一个小孩。依赖。原谅我。。。

2008-09-29T02:27:00.000-07:00

这故事是说一个小男孩，干妹妹和妈妈。。。。三个人。。。

听莫人告诉我说。。。。

从前有一个小孩，很顽皮，每天都一定要打破一个花瓶。怎么会这样叻？*不明白*

每天下午都在他家玩捉迷藏。他每次一定会躲在一个桌子下面。桌上呢是一个花瓶。
每次都被她的妹妹发现。被发现时，他一定会逃避。每一次就会不小心的打翻花瓶。
那花瓶是妈妈最喜欢的花瓶。

每一次那花瓶就是不小心被他打翻。。。也许是巧合。*有可能吗？*

就是这样，当妈妈回到家的时候妈妈一定会落泪和痛骂他。。。

他不是故意的。。。他说了一百多遍。。妈妈还是拿着藤鞭打他。

妈妈的泪不断的留下。。。小孩也流泪小男孩泪。。

那小孩懂他的妈妈，也知道即使他告诉妈妈说他不是故意的。。。妈妈会认为他在给自己借口，让他给自己没有这么内疚。所以他怎样也没说出半句话。。。忍着流泪。

没有人知道为什么他不会在家外面玩还是不要躲在同一个桌子还是不要玩捉迷藏就可以了。。。

但那小孩还是照样每天会打翻新的花瓶。。。被妹妹发现，被妈妈骂，被妈妈打。。。

为什么要这样呢？

。。。。。
我知道答案。。。

他不要在家外面玩是因为他怕妹妹不见。。因为外面的世界太大了。。。他不想失去掉这个妹妹。。他害怕失去她。

要打翻花瓶。。。是因为要和妈妈关心他。。

每天妈妈都很夜才能和他见面。。不论听到妈妈的骂声还是称赞。。。至少还是听到她的声音。

他为什么会想要玩捉迷藏呢？因为他怕妹妹在家里会寂寞所以要借用这机会来更靠近妹妹和讨她欢心。。。

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一整夜不想睡

等著天亮見你一面

就算是再多看你一眼

一整夜又沒睡

這次真的叫做失眠

想你已經不只一兩天

在你的心裡還有沒有

想我一點點的感覺

我還留著你的那張相片

離開你已經也有一段時間

只是我還愛著你要告訴誰？

吉他彈了歌也唱了

手指也長了繭

就是對你的依賴沒有改變

就像你說的

要去學會珍惜一切可是我始終還是學不會

依赖，谢和玄

依賴 - 謝和玄

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請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久已不屬於我默默低頭

那時我很多話梗在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂

不是我愛太多想太多我能感受

他比我適合愛放了手

我偽裝冷漠比妳先說分手

請原諒我原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口好讓妳離開我
請原諒我好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我
必須假裝愛錯別
讓時間倒流我怕說不出口
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
徹底忘了
我愛原來有捨得

oOzero's view about this song.....

Actually the guy break up with the girl cause he thinks that another guy will be more suitable for her and she would have a better life that way. This songs talks about him sacrificing and his feelings before and after the incident. He hopes that she will forgive he for not being mature and had previously want her all to himself. Then, he decides not to tie the girl down, pretends to be cruel to her and break up with her but only after the incident did he understand and regrets.

thanks for ur view oOzero...

thanks 4 helping me say out this...

i hardly to say this out last time...

but i say it out d...

very thanks 4 introducing me this song. XD

崩溃

2008-09-26T00:06:00.000-07:00

雨天。。

今天的心都不知道在做什么的。。。

做什么都不能专心。。。

又不小心对一个人说错了话。。。

越解释就越黑。。。所谓的越描越黑。。。*像沾了墨似的*

整个头脑就是堆积这些东西，搞到驾车也无法专心。还差点。。。幸好没事。

烦烦烦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

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.☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆

男朋友，是牽起手會貼心，最疼妳，也最愛妳的人。

女朋友，是抱起來很溫暖，囉唆起很窩心，在身邊最疼你的，看不見又很懷念的人。

傳給20個人以上．．．你愛的人就會對你有好感喔。

你給27人．．．15天後，將會有人跟你告白。

你若沒傳出去，你的愛情將會出現問題。

著始于1877年，從未失誤過。

不發此信，將會一輩子是單身。

あなはずっと一緒にいったい

中文﹏只想和你一直在一起．．．

把這個傳下去　在今晚會有人說［我 ♡ 你］ ★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★..

先说明，我不求你爱我，我只想你懂我。。就够了。
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How old were you when you had your first relationship?

` 18

Are you taken or single?

` single.

How old were you when you hand your first kiss?

not yet

Do you like anyone right now?

` not sure.maybe no ady

Ever had your heart broken?

` ya.

Miss anyone right now?

` family member?

Who was the last person you sent a text to?

` MS
Last person text you?

` ping

Last person you saw?

` mummy.

What was the last thing you said to someone?

`i dont want to sweep floor?

Who is top in your top friends?

` gang i suppose. ^^

Why?

` coz we a buddy

Who do you trust most in your life?

` friends

Who do you love most?

` my next gf ? mostly is my family.

Ever been in love?

` ya.

Who has hurt you the most?

` already pass.

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?

` yup.

Are you happy?

` half half

How many good friends do you have?

` many.

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?

` yup. just a song

Have you ever cheated on a partner?

` nope

Ever been cheated on?

` no ba. not sure

Ever been told someone loved you?

yup

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?

` yes.

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?

` i'm single.

What is your idea of true love?

` trust.

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?

i always big head prawn d..

Do you believe in love at first sight?

` yes.

Why and why not?

` coz i believe.

.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?

` of coz.

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心疼的40句
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ayamesasaki/24778059

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感触的十句话。。。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ayamesasaki/24777435

希望你会看到。。

。。。。

stop here, haha

smile^^

Ah choo ah chooo.......

2008-09-25T02:51:00.001-07:00

haiyo ,ah choo...

just a student write wrong d formular only... girl u won't scold but if guy then u will scold until a guy wanna burrow a tunnel n hide. need so gaix bo?haha

hmm... math teacher... 1st time come to this college... u r 1st lecturer that ask me introduce myself haha.

i heard that a lot of student say ur husband didnt treat u so good. at first all of us don't believe d wor

but after that day if not our own eyes, i wouldn't believe. haha

teacher..

dont sad. whole class will support u d haha..

our class always make u laugh n smile by our jokes right?haha

we got so many jokers in our class...

duno will u miss us after i leave this college..

bcuz u told us that our class is special haha

smile^^

Ah choo ah chooo.......

2008-09-25T02:51:00.000-07:00

the 1st morning...

2008-09-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

last night, when i find my old CD n listen to d old song...

got a song that caught my attention...

that us '1st morning' by lee hom...

suddenly last year i type d whole lyric in sms n send. haha

last time this song represented my feelings....

one part of the lyrics....

这是爱，给你的爱，没有名字却停不下来。。。

have u listen before? haha

now i highly recomend to u.. XD

...............................................................................................................................................

wah go to school, suddenly 精神。。。maybe ... duno haha. or maybe is physics class 1st.

yeah REAL Madrid Won again..

real madrid 7 : 1 sporting Gijbon

haha. Raul , the whites' captain haha. he score 2 goals.. my idol. since form 1

Raul score twice... van der vaart score hat trick...(Hat trick hero).. then robben, higuain ..

Gratz Gratz...

Los moringuez The whites .... goL Gol g0l !!!!!!!!!!!!

the first morning....

Raul respect u. support u. GoL

hat trick hero.. Van der Vaart ^^

Higuain ^^

arjen robben. speedy and skillful XD

死不了

2008-09-22T04:14:00.002-07:00

冰天雪地莫把冰水全往头上浇(痛快)
浇息思念最后一处温暖的怀抱
你为了谁宁愿让心变成了孤岛
敞开双手不依不靠从此随风飘
狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道
喔狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道
离别的酒容易醉男人流血不流泪
干一杯痛痛快快说再会(说再会)
狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道

任逍遥

2008-09-22T04:14:00.001-07:00

让我悲也好让我悔也好
恨苍天你都不明了
让我苦也好让我累也好
随风飘飘天地任逍遥
英雄不怕出身太淡薄
有志气高哪儿天也骄傲
就为一个缘字情难了
一生一世想捕捕不牢
相爱深深天都看不到
恩怨世世代代心头烧
有爱有心不能活到老
叫我怎能忘记你的好
让我天天看到她的笑
让我醉也好让我睡也好
把愁情烦事都忘了
让我对也好让我错也好

周杰伦 JAY

2008-09-22T03:03:00.000-07:00

稻香歌词：

词：周杰伦
曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好