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7september2008...

today is the saddest day in my life...
now i realise that i'm useless n worthless to u.

i'm not important to u..

i saw ur friendster d comment.. u put "i love u"

when i saw it , i feel that u already got bf like that... n d person is one of my friend. i so scare u know mah? i rela let u scold me, but not like now a msg also don't want reply..

i was so sad u know? i duno wat to do. i was so lost... i gu fu u b4.. i dint pay attention to u b4... i already said that i stil value u as friend, u said that i stil treating u as gf... i really no leh. if got i already confess to u liao lah...

i always msg u to compromise with u, i really didnt mean to argue with u..

do u know at the back i need to take out so many braveness n tell u.i wanna tell u that i.....(too many things.)

i duno how to say properly nia mah.... i told u that ur 'home away' has been hacked only... u said u hav delete the acc... i was so shock when d acc d person view me back. i say SHIT! not mean u shit u know mah? i just mean .. SHIT the acc is driving me crazy... i really got type that at sms mah, why stil wanna say i say u shit?

u said maybe is my friend hack d.. but i really didn't give the password to any of my friends.include my bro... how will i give it to my friends neh?

MR ZYx i wish u treat her nicer than me can mah? dont repeat my mistake can mah? she is my sis b4, if u r my close friends, u will saw her b4.... i didn't like u now...i really wana gud back with u like friends n tell u d words from my heart which i didn't tell u in time last time... we argue is more than 100times... but can u feel that i still got words wanna tell u in my heart.. i just wanna give each other a turning point...d turning point mean that we can chat normally nia. i didn't mean i wana confess or chase u mah.

do u know i really suffering now mah? i suffer from what u wuhui mah? when i'm blur of wat u say, i got ask u at d 1st time... but do u? u straight scolded me today.

last time i'm hot tempered, but not now d mah.. i told u i already start changing d.... i change not bcuz of u, i change bcuz i really think that d character is not suit me nia mah....

u know my hand was fracture n my wholebody pain... i type d secret until half then fall asleep but when i suddenly wake up in the midnight. i got faster send to u mah... i got type ...'to be continue'....

but when i wake up i saw u send d msg... (u dao di got or not d?) then i saw so shock that u say u give me time n type... i say everynite i type little by little liao mah..... then u say me popo mama...i really not ppmm d person mah. wholebody pain, i know i take a lot of time... i know i took a lot of time to tell u... u also know i really not good at saying things d luh. i really duno how to say words from my heart... i know i REALLY USE TOO MUCH TIME , but i try say in a nice way, but u say i ...

to me, i just now feel tiok u got say tiok my frend mah. u know i really hate other ppl perli about my frenx,... i mean d qing bai is last time u scold me 4 not trusting u. n last time we also got argue about d problem b4. i just wana ask why stil like that nia ah?

u noe mah when i'm typing this blog, i was listen to (the song below), my tears drop i also duno why u know mah?

my tears was so naughty... i feel u really in love with oother person... maybe i stil got abit.... but i din .

i wish u always xin fu with him ba.... i din have wat to blame,.. maybe is i 错过this RIGHT N GOOD d girl ba.

GOD I SURRENDER D. U want me 错过how many people beside me? i really dun like to be misunderstand d feel. it is tired. and its not i want to be.. LASTＴＩＭＥ i really deeply **** them but not for now.. i want d is FOREVER d LOVE　not like this d....... i'm wrong anyway..

I WAS SORRY TO ALL THE 'FRIENDS' i 辜负before...


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