我的心情歌曲。。。。不夠成熟, by2。 一个人睡 。

不夠成熟

我想我還是不夠成熟
還達不到 你的要求
我真的沒有想的太多
只是懷念 你走以後
離開 難道真的是解脫
難道 真的要事過境遷了以後才懂

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流
倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

如果有一天 我們有緣再見
你會不會想起 說過的 永遠


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《一个人睡》

灯打开了 也无法照亮黑夜
窗关上了 心还被风吹的很冷
电话响着 那在另一端却空荡荡的
心 久久都怀念那个夏天
枕头 轻轻的亲吻我的侧脸
梦 始终在放映你微笑的画面
想念和你第一次牵着手的情人节
却随着你离去从此没了

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，我爱你那天

枕头 轻轻的亲吻我的侧脸
梦 始终在放映你微笑的画面
想念和你第一次牵着手的情人节
却随着你离去从此没了

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，哦

谁说不时间总是残忍
谁又能看见我多心疼
还不能习惯我一个人
要你在身边 走幸福的路
就算会结束
我的爱还继续付出

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，哦
我爱你那天 哦````



maybe i went through this before so i know how it feel.haha.so i like this two song...

29 0cT 2008

haha today is my youngest bro birthday haha

he so lucky my mum allow him to 逃学 for one day just because his birthday.


nah. happy birthday lah 'long kai'.

haha

when i woke up this morning. i look outside the window. woah is raining heavily leh.
when my bro drive me to school, haha, i saw a rainbow so close to me... just seperate me n the rainbow with the width of a football feild only. so nice. but i didnt bring my handphone together, if got i sure will take some photos of it.

so scare bcuz later is my MX1 d paper. 2 hours do 7 math extension 1 questions.. this is nuts men. lucky stil got prepare, i know myself that i cant score high marks, bcuz d MX2 students can't answer every questions also. haha. at least i know my marks is near to them.

WEI.. the rainbow damn close leh.haha. but abit dissapointed with the mx1. ok lah let it be. ^^

when my bro n i worried about our lunch, suddenly today we have to eat vegetarian food. haha

so we go lipsin there n buy. too bad, the vegetarian restaurant was close...(izit we went there too early?)

then we go to other restaurant n buy our lunch liao, when i go there haha. i just pick, taufu lah, potatoes n vegie egg. 3 people eat 3 vegie...total only rm5.60 only...do u believe? so cheap neh.

even at night also eat vegie neh.haha just to celebrate long kai's birthday haha

i flash back a lot of my childhood happy time. haha
next time will write here.

gud luck in exam

smile^^

sorry my friend

i will continue writing my blog on 8nov... sorry frenx, i want to write abt my life in INTI also haha. sorry

ohya jay's new album must listen ya.

damn nice!!!! ^^

smile^^

LAST day at INTI。 my holiday's check list

omg frenx. i miss u all so much. WL,KO,KC,ZX,JS,AJ,sebastian,lipz,joe,jw,sq,SQ,B-boy,j-boy,jj,kb,jac,audrey..aka 'u r so mean'? ,.........

so of u all went back at 12pm. then not intime to take photo with u all. aiyo... i wonder that at alumnia night i can meet u all back?haha

today last day quite happy n quite sad haha

happy bcuz of 'mederka' liao, sad is bcuz duno when can meet all HSC students again

today when i woke up... waliew my 'old freind' meet with me again...(is my flu)

this few weeks, i learn a lot of things... n undergo my own d inner journey haha. i think i got many many things to do in this holidays.

My OwN cHeCkL1sT
1 ) 修炼自己的火爆脾气
2 ）找到面包店的工作
3）写一首歌
4）不要动不动就和妈妈吵架
5）要彻底要戒掉喝咖啡的习惯（喝了一年总要戒掉对吗？）
6）养好我的背痛*超痛的，有时睡觉都得‘熬夜’忍住痛。。。*
7）把我投进三分球手感找回来
8）学魔术

the song in my heart(this week)。

1) 周杰伦 - 女儿红


haha.this song i keep repeat listening in my phone. haha.

jay jay jay. u r the best. XD

actually i wana intro this song to a person..duno *** will saw this mah? cuz *** is busying this few days.

2) Dan Dan Kokoro Hikareteku

sure everybody will be weird, this song..i heard it again from my frenx's hp is from dragon ball GT. so happy cuz think back a lot of childhood thing haha.



i like this song especially the starting .. XD


3)brave heart is also the another song i keep repeat and listen d. haha
this song is sung by Miyazaki Ayumi. sorry frenx, i like digimon !! especially Gabumon and V-mon. XD








haha. am i nuts? XD

永不过期的罐头。遺失的美好

男女之间的爱恨情仇能起共鸣。

女人总喜欢听男人说-“永远爱你”，然而她们却可能不甚了解永远这个概念。永远是什么？永远是永恒，无止尽，即使到了世界的尽头，男对女的爱还能延续下去。

这就像一条没有尽头的路。世界上有这样的路吗？它存在于女性的幻想中。

肉体是不可能永远存在的，我们总有一天会死，清楚得很，你要一个生命有限的体去坚守一个永恒的梦想，不是难，而是不可能。正如跛子上树捉我鳄鱼。跛子上不了树，树上也没有鳄鱼。

相信世界上有永远的爱，就像相信超市里有永远不过期的罐头。既然，永远的爱是不可能的梦想，为何男人还是作出这种承诺，而且还信誓旦旦。这或许有几个理由：

一，男人为满足女人的要求，而睁大眼睛说谎。

二，男人根本不了解何谓永远，他认为从谈恋爱到现在，还爱着你，就算是永远爱你-你看，别人一个月就
分手了，我到现在还爱着你，还不够永远吗？

三，男人了解永远的意义，只是在一个非常罗曼蒂克的环境下，红唇诱惑，不得不屈服于情感与本能，硬生
生吐出‘我永远爱你’几个字。

四，男人根本就是存心欺骗女生，永远是什么并不重要，重要的是现在拥有情人在自己的怀抱吧。
这就够了。不是吗？

是时候应该清醒了，世界上没有永恒的爱情，这回事。即使这个世界有永远，我们可以永恒地活着，也不可能有永远不变的爱情。

试想，一辈子，短短数十载，对这同一个人，或者不会腻不会厌倦，可是对着同一人一万年，甚至一亿年后，你难道不会想来一点“新鲜”的吗？

虽然一千年内，可以遇到很多人，喜欢自己，还是自己喜欢的。。。但互相喜欢，两个心连接在一起，双方绕了一大圈才遇到。。。虽然遇到很多挫折。。。虽然会有顺境和逆境，高潮低潮，但这也就是所谓的路，走过了之后。。。才发现，已经到达了爱的海洋。再多崎岖的路，一起走下去，有时会跌下山，事情一点一滴的带着两人走上前一步。。。


即使在电影《西游记之仙履奇缘》中，孙悟空也只能深情地说：“曾经有一份真挚的爱情摆在我的前面，但我没有珍惜，。。。。。如果上天能在给我一次机会的话，我会对女孩说‘我爱你’，如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是。。。。一万年。”

连神仙都只期望一万年，我们着等待凡夫俗子谈什么永远呢？

我好想对你说。。。。曾经你给的一份真挚的爱情摆在我的前面，但我没有珍惜你。如果上天能在给我一次机会的话，我会对你说‘我爱你’，如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是。。。。一万年。”

遗失的美好
海的思念綿延不絕

終於和天　在地平線交會

愛如果走得夠遠

應該也會跟幸福相見



承諾常常很像蝴蝶

美麗的飛　盤旋然後不見

但我相信你給我的誓言

就像一定會來的春天



我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了



我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了



在最開始的那一秒　有些事有些人注定要到老

雖然命運愛開玩笑　真心會和真心遇到

我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了

jelly mooncake (cont) & money not enough 2.the 1st to leaver -jing wei .yo wana fight? ^^

yummy mah?

this is the jelly mooncake i did haha. yummy? wana try? wait for next year bah. XD

inside is pandan d ow. XD

i fail to do it at first but later i successful in doing it. lek zai?haha

this really is i do myself d ow.

when doing this mooncake.. i realise alot of thing. from outside..do u saw the ingredient inside d jelly mooncake? nope. so we cant view things from its surface...so i will try to listen to heart next time.

to make mooncake, everything must be very accurate(the powder lah, santan lah....all sort of thing) even timing must be zun zun u know?haha

if not the jelly cant be eat. XD

..... stil got many things lah

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money not enough 2.

i last week only watch at home hahax.

quite touching especially when the old grandma take out her oxygen tube. n save her own grand daughter.

thats d most touching moment..

the poorest time of the grandma is not when her tin biskut have money or not... is when she fall sick.. (i wonder how i cure from my sick neh?haha)

when old grandma fall sick, 3 children 'kick' her away just like football... then in the end send her to old folks home. pity.

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jing wei arg. why so fast go russia liao. last minute old tell us. so gaix. not enough time to tell everybody to see u in the last minute haha.

anyway i know why u say sorry d. XD

sorry that i cant do d thing i promised u..but all of us will wait for u until next year. XD

that day we meet. we even eat cake. JW ate american brownie. he took half an hour to eat a small piece of cake. i chose strawberry chocolate. haha. yummy ^^ CP dint order anything bcuz he is too full.

n meet yang, chen, 'gandhi' n zez XD

after that yao shun come join us. haix. so paiseh. write JI4 nian4 che4 infront of so many ppl....

JING WEI when u come bac must be a DOCTOR kay?
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my photo. last two weeks d. XD

black ki d. XD