Monday 29 September 2008

can't sleep T.T

tell u a secret lah... this few days... during the noon time feel like no energy leh..

last few weeks, i bacuh nescafe n tahan nia...

just this few days so pressure pressure.. thats why i keep on,,,to hope some songs will come me down.

haha. XD

so late already... 0041am already...

tmr stil need to wake up at 5.30am. cham d. XD

hope i cant stil tahan. XD

wanna sleep d.

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if we can go back to the begining, what will it be now?
180 degree change or stil same? i bet totally different from now...

nitex friends.

smile^^

一个小孩。依赖。原谅我。。。

这故事是说一个小男孩,干妹妹和妈妈。。。。三个人。。。

听莫人告诉我说。。。。

从前有一个小孩,很顽皮,每天都一定要打破一个花瓶。怎么会这样叻?*不明白*

每天下午都在他家玩捉迷藏。他每次一定会躲在一个桌子下面。桌上呢是一个花瓶。
每次都被她的妹妹发现。被发现时,他一定会逃避。每一次就会不小心的打翻花瓶。
那花瓶是妈妈最喜欢的花瓶。

每一次那花瓶就是不小心被他打翻。。。也许是巧合。*有可能吗?*

就是这样,当妈妈回到家的时候妈妈一定会落泪和痛骂他。。。

他不是故意的。。。他说了一百多遍。。妈妈还是拿着藤鞭打他。

妈妈的泪不断的留下。。。小孩也流泪小男孩泪。。

那小孩懂他的妈妈,也知道即使他告诉妈妈说他不是故意的。。。妈妈会认为他在给自己借口,让他给自己没有这么内疚。所以他怎样也没说出半句话。。。忍着流泪。

没有人知道为什么他不会在家外面玩还是不要躲在同一个桌子还是不要玩捉迷藏就可以了。。。

但那小孩还是照样每天会打翻新的花瓶。。。被妹妹发现,被妈妈骂,被妈妈打。。。

为什么要这样呢?

。。。。。
我知道答案。。。



他不要在家外面玩是因为他怕妹妹不见。。因为外面的世界太大了。。。他不想失去掉这个妹妹。。他害怕失去她。



要打翻花瓶。。。是因为要和妈妈关心他。。



每天妈妈都很夜才能和他见面。。不论听到妈妈的骂声还是称赞。。。至少还是听到她的声音。



他为什么会想要玩捉迷藏呢?因为他怕妹妹在家里会寂寞所以要借用这机会来更靠近妹妹和讨她欢心。。。



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一整夜 不想睡

等著天亮見你一面

就算是再多看你一眼

一整夜 又沒睡

這次真的叫做失眠

想你已經不只一兩天

在你的心裡還有沒有

想我一點點的感覺

我還留著 你的那張相片

離開你已經也有一段時間

只是我還愛著你 要告訴誰?



吉他彈了 歌也唱了

手指也長了繭

就是對你的依賴 沒有改變

就像你說的

要去學會珍惜一切 可是我始終還是學不會



依赖,谢和玄


依賴 - 謝和玄




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請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久 已不屬於我默默低頭

那時我很多話梗在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂

不是我愛太多想太多我能感受

他比我適合愛放了手

我偽裝冷漠比妳先說分手

請原諒我原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口好讓妳離開我
請原諒我好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我
必須假裝愛錯別
讓時間倒流我怕說不出口
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
徹底忘了
我愛原來有捨得


oOzero's view about this song.....

Actually the guy break up with the girl cause he thinks that another guy will be more suitable for her and she would have a better life that way. This songs talks about him sacrificing and his feelings before and after the incident. He hopes that she will forgive he for not being mature and had previously want her all to himself. Then, he decides not to tie the girl down, pretends to be cruel to her and break up with her but only after the incident did he understand and regrets.


thanks for ur view oOzero...

thanks 4 helping me say out this...

i hardly to say this out last time...

but i say it out d...

very thanks 4 introducing me this song. XD

Friday 26 September 2008

崩溃

雨天。。

今天的心都不知道在做什么的。。。

做什么都不能专心。。。

又不小心对一个人说错了话。。。

越解释就越黑。。。所谓的越描越黑。。。*像沾了墨似的*

整个头脑就是堆积这些东西,搞到驾车也无法专心。还差点。。。 幸好没事。

烦烦烦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。


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.☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆


男朋友,是 牽起手會貼心,最疼妳,也最愛妳的人。

女朋友,是 抱起來很溫暖,囉唆起很窩心,在身邊最疼你的,看不見又很懷念的人。

傳給20個人以上...你愛的人就會對你有好感喔。

你給27人...15天後,將會有人跟你告白。

你若沒傳出去,你的愛情將會出現問題。

著始于1877年,從未失誤過。

不發此信,將會一輩子是單身。

あ な は ず っ と 一 緒 に い っ た い

中 文 ﹏ 只 想 和 你 一 直 在 一 起...

把 這 個 傳 下 去  在 今 晚 會 有 人 說 [ 我 ♡ 你 ] ★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★..

先说明,我不求你爱我,我只想你懂我。。就够了。
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How old were you when you had your first relationship?

` 18


Are you taken or single?



` single.


How old were you when you hand your first kiss?


not yet


Do you like anyone right now?


` not sure.maybe no ady


Ever had your heart broken?


` ya.


Miss anyone right now?


` family member?


Who was the last person you sent a text to?


` MS
Last person text you?


` ping


Last person you saw?


` mummy.


What was the last thing you said to someone?


`i dont want to sweep floor?


Who is top in your top friends?


` gang i suppose. ^^


Why?


` coz we a buddy


Who do you trust most in your life?


` friends


Who do you love most?


` my next gf ? mostly is my family.


Ever been in love?


` ya.


Who has hurt you the most?


` already pass.


Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?


` yup.


Are you happy?


` half half


How many good friends do you have?


` many.


Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?


` yup. just a song


Have you ever cheated on a partner?


` nope



Ever been cheated on?


` no ba. not sure


Ever been told someone loved you?

yup

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?


` yes.


Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?

` i'm single.


What is your idea of true love?

` trust.


When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?

i always big head prawn d..

Do you believe in love at first sight?


` yes.


Why and why not?


` coz i believe.

.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?

` of coz.

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心疼的40句
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ayamesasaki/24778059

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感触的十句话。。。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ayamesasaki/24777435

希望你会看到。。

。。。。

stop here, haha

smile^^

Thursday 25 September 2008

Ah choo ah chooo.......

haiyo ,ah choo...

just a student write wrong d formular only... girl u won't scold but if guy then u will scold until a guy wanna burrow a tunnel n hide. need so gaix bo?haha

hmm... math teacher... 1st time come to this college... u r 1st lecturer that ask me introduce myself haha.

i heard that a lot of student say ur husband didnt treat u so good. at first all of us don't believe d wor

but after that day if not our own eyes, i wouldn't believe. haha

teacher..

dont sad. whole class will support u d haha..

our class always make u laugh n smile by our jokes right?haha

we got so many jokers in our class...

duno will u miss us after i leave this college..

bcuz u told us that our class is special haha

smile^^

Ah choo ah chooo.......

the 1st morning...

last night, when i find my old CD n listen to d old song...

got a song that caught my attention...

that us '1st morning' by lee hom...

suddenly last year i type d whole lyric in sms n send. haha

last time this song represented my feelings....

one part of the lyrics....

这是爱,给你的爱,没有名字却停不下来。。。

have u listen before? haha

now i highly recomend to u.. XD

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wah go to school, suddenly 精神。。。maybe ... duno haha. or maybe is physics class 1st.

yeah REAL Madrid Won again..

real madrid 7 : 1 sporting Gijbon

haha. Raul , the whites' captain haha. he score 2 goals.. my idol. since form 1

Raul score twice... van der vaart score hat trick...(Hat trick hero).. then robben, higuain ..

Gratz Gratz...

Los moringuez The whites .... goL Gol g0l !!!!!!!!!!!!



the first morning....



Raul respect u. support u. GoL


hat trick hero.. Van der Vaart ^^


Higuain ^^


arjen robben. speedy and skillful XD

Monday 22 September 2008

死不了

冰天雪地莫把冰水全往头上浇(痛快)
浇息思念最后一处温暖的怀抱
你为了谁宁愿让心变成了孤岛
敞开双手不依不靠从此随风飘
狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭 痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道
喔狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道
离别的酒容易醉男人流血不流泪
干一杯痛痛快快说再会(说再会)
狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道

任逍遥

让我悲也好让我悔也好
恨苍天你都不明了
让我苦也好让我累也好
随风飘飘天地任逍遥
英雄不怕出身太淡薄
有志气高哪儿天也骄傲
就为一个缘字情难了
一生一世想捕捕不牢
相爱深深天都看不到
恩怨世世代代心头烧
有爱有心不能活到老
叫我怎能忘记你的好
让我天天看到她的笑
让我醉也好让我睡也好
把愁情烦事都忘了
让我对也好让我错也好

周杰伦 JAY


稻香歌词:

词:周杰伦
曲:周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好



Racing Santander 0-2 Real Madrid





Real Madrid locked up their second win of the season with a 0-2 victory over Racing Santander in El Sardinero on Sunday. Goals by De la Red and Van Nistelrooy give the Whites seven on the year heading into a midweek clash in the Bernabéu against Sporting.

Real Madrid landed in Santander with doubts as to who would cover ground along the flanks. The solution was found in three forwards, Higuaín, Raúl, and Van Nistelrooy, and a midfield comprised of Diarra, Guti positioned along the right and De la Red along the left. In attack, Higuaín stuck to his typical right wing and Raúl to the left. The home side was without the services of Munitis, who was injured in training on Saturday.

Few chances on either end
The first half was an all-out struggle between both sides with little quality football to talk about. Real Madrid were unable to find any open lanes to Racing's box, while Colsa fired the first warning shot for the hosts after a Serrano corner kick (4’).

López Muñiz played with ten men behind the ball in solid midfield play by Racing, who prevented Madrid from creating opportunities. Higuaín's cross-shot was easily trapped by Toño (11’) as was De la Red's strike from the top of the box following Guti's free kick (19’).

Casillas hunted down a Racing shot 30 minutes in, then saved a well-struck ball by Pereira (36') and another by Serrano (40’). The only Madridista answer came off the boot of De la Red, but grazed Colsa's head and sailed over crossbar (32’). Moments prior to halftime, Guti abandoned the pitch on a stretcher after suffering a knock to his right calf and was replaced by Van der Vaart.

Door slammed shut in the second
The same 22 men who finished the first half appeared on El Sardinero turf for the opening whistle of the second period. Eight minutes into the half, a broken up play by the Madrid defense resulted in a counter led by Gonzalo Higuaín, who carried the ball to the Racing box and found Rubén De la Red wide open. The Spanish international squeezed the ball between Toño and the left post to give the Whites the lead (53’).

Luccin replaced Lucen in an attempt to add more firepower to Racing's midfield. The hosts managed to reach Casillas' box but were unable to beat the keeper. Valera and Tchité were also called on to find the equaliser, while Madrid slowed the tempo and Schuster subbed Robben in for Raúl (68’).

A minute later, Colsa swung in a cross for Tchité, whose header was unsuccessful in front of goal. The Madrisidistas' response proved much more effective as Van Nistelrooy feinted around César Navas and curled the ball around the defender and between the keeper and the right post to put Madrid up by two (73’).

Racing had two more attempts before the final whistle, the first which Van der Vaart cleared off the line after a powerful Tchité header (77’). The second appeared to be dead on but deflected off Colsa. With the match in the bag, Higuaín sat for Saviola (83’) and Madrid locked up their second victory of the season.

Saturday 20 September 2008

我2008年最遗憾的八件事

第一件事:每有看到西班牙在EURO FINAL 对德国的比赛。。。
第二件事:不小心伤害一个我喜欢的人。
第三件事:在生气的时候,我真的没有好好控制我的情绪,说了不该说的话。
第四件事:没有勇气在对的时间拿出勇气来告诉你我的真心话。
第五件事:在你最脆弱的时候没有向前去关心你,反而只制造更多的问题。
第六件事:我让我弟弟学到我不好的一面。
第七件事:我一直误会你。(对不起)
第八件事:我没有聆听你的心。


我做错的事。。。对不起。

Friday 19 September 2008

情歌王。

我在red box唱这首歌时。。。。有想起某人,但那时某人在生气。。。

(forever love 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

(两个人的烟火 黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做

(如果.爱 张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

(童话 光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里

(很爱很爱你 刘若英)
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

(我愿意 王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意 为你

(好想好想 古巨基)
好想好想 好想好想
好想好想和你在一起

(明天我要嫁给你了 周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动

(不得不爱 潘玮柏/弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

(阴天 莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面

(飞机场的10:30 陶喆)
baby baby baby baby o baby baby o baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

(那么爱你为什么 黄品源/莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么

(你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过

(爱我别走 张震岳)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

(让我欢喜让我忧 周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

(原来你什么都不想要 张惠妹)
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要

(用心良苦 张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要

(祝福 张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

(吻别 张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲

(把悲伤留给自己 陈升)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走

(征服 那英)
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂

(听海 张惠妹)
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心

(味道 辛晓琪)
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

(我怀念的 孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

(领悟 辛晓琪)
我多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

(月亮惹的祸 张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动

(我们的爱 fir)
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖

(你把我灌醉 黄大炜)
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回

(眼泪 范晓萱)
oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪

(情非得已 庾澄庆)
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

(你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟)
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静

(心太软 任贤齐)
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强

(forever love 王力宏)
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love

i believe...

cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 擁有誰給你的美麗
緊張曾經 就讓我的心安靜與守著妳
cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 總會有發光的原因
and i believe
你值得被珍惜 也值得我放棄

Arvil lavigne- Anthing, but ordinary

Anything, But Ordinary - Avril Lavigne

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

wondering...

sometimes. i envy other ppl of having a smart n clever brain. haha.
just like L n Light..
they both are the students of the year in the same school.
They have perfect score in every subject. haha.

i wonder will it possible that one day i will be just like them? haha

wondering...

yup!!! nothing is impossible. if i work hard.
and prove to everyone who does care about my mind.




speechless to u。happy belated SY。i can

porcupine..

a she-porcupine hate he-porcupine so much...

even porcupine is so angry it doesn't ask the she-porcupine to go die before...

porcupine it has a lot of spikes on it... i wonder how porcupine kiss his wife? will its porcupine (male) will hurt its wife...

but i came out with a conclusion, no hurt no love.. agree?

who didn't hurt in love before? even d porcupine wanna walk closer with porcupine(female), last time it has courage, now after hurting d she-porcupine, do u think it has anymore courage.

the courage of he-porcupine has is to clear the wound on the she-porcupine...

the she-porcupine said he-porcupine is not responsible of the hurt and 'shadow' he gave to her...

if didn;t responsible will he-popcupine try to clean d wound n put d light on porcupine so make no shadow on she-porcupine...

he-porcupine did guess that she-porcupine let him wear green hat because got other ppl are chasing she-porcupine...

he-porcupine told a story to she-porcupine....

when the shine on d earth which got only a seed.. the seed have water and air n sunlight sure it will grow up fast... (general knowledge in science)

as d seed grow into a healthy plant...

d cloud n rain came... they cover up the sun.. now the plant misunderstand the sun turn into the cloud... the cloud is stil there... trust only can let the sun shines again.. but the plant say trust, but sun really can feel that not full trust.

the true identity of sun is still lying in the tome(i think).....deep deep.. and haven't revive yet.
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sy.. sorry i didn't wish u in school leh. haha. bcuz so many ppl around u. haha.

u r d most special fren, *this my friends around me only know* haha.

i stil rmb f4 that time how i met u all in a camp...when i met, the time n place is stil in my mind..

shocked? i can easily rmb wat time n when i met a person b4..

but, not in memorising SEJARAH!!! hate it.

yesterday i go see my report... not so in my expected of my result..

FROM NOW ON, DAWSON LOKE have to fight with the pressure n win it!!! i can i can i can!!!!!!!

i got the power to do everything i want n get it succesfully with my own power!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO GO!!!!

wish me luck XD

Thursday 18 September 2008

Real MadriD FC & Death Note

Today, actually i plan to watch my favourute football team.. REAL MADRID vs BATE..

but... i was overslept.. :(

lucky REAL MADRID won... yeah ^^

scored by SERGIO RAMOS... my second idol n Ruud van
my 1st idol was stil RAUL Gonzalez. *loyal me* XD Raul Faster gain back ur fitness.WE are waiting for ur RETURN.

FINAL result

Real Madrid FC 2 :0 BATE

so happy today. ^^







handsome right, Ramos?


....

recently i seldom sign in my msn n friendster leh... quite miss my friends at there...

sorry leh. bcuz of some personal reason this few days so will sign in when the things over.

even when i on9 i will go read manga. haha

now i'm rading a comic...Death note. ya its old.. but d story is stil new to me X)

i will stil continue and read it ... death note. L 。LIGHT。RYUKU。REMU。...



Friday 12 September 2008

11sept...i'm back!

yeah finally i found that i'm back.. serious lah.

last year, my shooting for 3points (basketball) is best among me n my friends... erm just my strength is stronger than them only... so i was paksa to be a 3 points shooter.. (joke)

bcuz my shooting in the 2 points area is very weak. so i just can distribute ball to my teamates n wil have a lot of time to shoot. XD

roughly is like this. bcuz i also forget d..

11sept.. woah, zez me n my bro obly playing basketball .. haiz wl u dint come lah...

then we decided to play match.. one on one... the winner of each game get 2 marks, d 'unlucky' side will get 1 marks.

at first zez n my bro ... zez won it..

woah after resting for 5~6 mins..

then the 2nd match...

Zez VS DawsON...

i was down to 0:4.. i'm losing u know.. but each time when Zez shoot in, i just tell myself... one ball only no problem, 2 balls only no problem, 3 balls only no problem....

then my mind suddenly got a photo just flash by (secret)... woah.. siao siao. i get straight 8 points.. until i won

DawSoN 8:4 Zez

miracle right?

n in that 8 balls, 5 balls were from 3points... without missing a shot from 3points leh. so lucky..

when each time i shot in, i say to him... 我以后会很出名的。... learn from 罗志祥in the drama of 篮球火... XD

but really am kong. XD

*Zez u really need to beware of my shooting next time..dont lazy lah.*

woah the next match..

Xiang VS Daws0n.

this match very hard to win leh.. bcuz they not fair, didnt give me rest d... *excuses?*

but in the end i lost to my bro.. 4:8... not straight let him win d o.. i got use my 'secret weapon'... but stil panting on the basketball court.. so lost ki... anyway i admit. his shooting is better among us.. n my shooting is d lousiet ... but just duno suddenly ki form. XD

so in the end 3 of us got one match win ,one match lost... so we earns a draw. high 5.

my idol..


Hisashi Mitsui 14.. i will be just like u one day.. i will do my best!!!!!!!! i wana be mvp. *dreaming?*

Wednesday 10 September 2008

NoT MY Fault Hk ~ after school ?

Hk... not my fault ya..

today 1st 2 period is Chemistry class..

wah so unlucky teacher ask u to ans the question...

but i told u becareful if u dun wan tell me. haha maybe god want let u ans d question leh..

but so weird leh, just that night i told u nia,,,

then d next day teacher call u ans.. dont u feel weird d meh?

i was so shock u know?

in the begining, i saw Leela's mood was so hapy, but i really duno...

luckily, u din angry ...but u keep smiling at me... scare u笑里藏刀。。。。hide a sword in ur smile.. XD joke only.

today maths class after the chemistry...

oh gosh... 26 students suppose to be in class.. but only 11 come during d 1st period... where do they go?

Go out n eat...sumore one person from the gang said.. i was regret to go out n eat..

laugh at u nia,,, everybody knew u r d one who plan to go out... now u say u regret.. n even lie to teacher with a reason 'to visit a friend who r sick'... EVERYBODY... THIS iS a BAD example... don't learn it kay? if dont like to study.. just sleep ok? haha.

Suba (my english teacher).. even worst. today the whole LR 402 is just like a cinema...

She gave us to watch a tape.... the movie is educating rita... which is d literature which we need to read in HSC course...

that characters in the movie is ... haiz. *pening kepala*... all is 1970 or 1980s clothes... n no subtitles mia...

the movie was quite 'interesrting'.....until somebody can sleep in the class....

yoyoyo.... after coming back from school..

now baru is my free time. when i reached home.. my mum starts to prepare d materials to do jelly mooncake ...

with this 'good' helper... just awhile... we finish doing it.. surely the first few is very ulgy d lah.. but in the end... u will never believe that is partly of d mooncake is i do d...

jelly mooncake..... i wanna eat u soon!!!!!!!!!

*but 4gt to take photo of it. hehe*

Tuesday 9 September 2008

finally i found this song...

recover abit...

last night i hardly sleep... thanks to mf for spending d time for helping me to pass through d harsh few hours.

Thanks mf.. but i was stil lost..

AT first my head was wanna burst d.. like cracking inside my head...

1st day hiroshima, then nagasaki...continue is PEARL HARBOUR..(the arrangement wrong alread???).

so many boom... how i protect myself? how i can tahan d..

even my mei also can't help me out.

GOD GOD GOD don't play me d can mah?

why always i say something which are not in my bottom of my heart(口是心非)?

i was weak in expressing myself but at least listen my explaination mah....

i'm not purposely wanna say wrong thing d mah?
i'm not like u.. i can tahan a lot of things..esp pressure (last time)... now atomic boom is coming towards me how i block it?

(u think i'm gold foil mah? an alpha beam pass through it, got 1/8000 probability can reflect back?{lansi me} XD )

lastly .... really really from my heart...请你听听我矛盾的对话好吗?我真的很对不起你。。。。

Sunday 7 September 2008

DUDE u r right

开不了口歌手:周杰伦
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。。。。。
。。。。。。
就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护著你 也逗你笑
你对我有多重要 我后悔没让你知道
。。。。。
。。。。。
。。。
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句 我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看著
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我。。。。
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它反映我自己,什么事都只在于开不了口.... 我最爱它前奏的旋律, 能够让我心中悲伤涌出来,蛮不简单的一首歌,听了也有8年了!

伯乐演唱:林宥嘉

爱你的那一个 伤你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了这一个 然後等待着下一个
最後哪一个最让你舍不得
。。。。。。。。
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释怀教育着仇恨 和平劝着天下人故事发生了便住下了 
不管好的坏的 你让我成长了 
就算是痛得值得。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

离开时别忘了 看看眼前的人流泪记住了 
还是微笑祝福着这首歌的内容很不错,
不只是一首情歌,里头还藏着放开所有坏的,
然后寻找更美好的道理^^

还有让我们不长记仇,计较,
世界和平是最重要的!就算是对于敌人,只需要微笑,
也许可以从敌人变朋友, 凡事都有可能嘛....

SORRY 对不起 MINTA MAAF

抱歉
droevig (dutch)
désolé (french)
θλιβερός (greek)
traurig (Germans)
traurig (italian)
残念 (japanese) duno correct or not
유감스러운 (korean)
pesaroso (portugese)
огорченно (russian)
apesadumbrado (spanish)

ENDING... I'm Sorry for the hurt

MS ..

7september2008...

today is the saddest day in my life...
now i realise that i'm useless n worthless to u.

i'm not important to u..

i saw ur friendster d comment.. u put "i love u"

when i saw it , i feel that u already got bf like that... n d person is one of my friend. i so scare u know mah? i rela let u scold me, but not like now a msg also don't want reply..

i was so sad u know? i duno wat to do. i was so lost... i gu fu u b4.. i dint pay attention to u b4... i already said that i stil value u as friend, u said that i stil treating u as gf... i really no leh. if got i already confess to u liao lah...

i always msg u to compromise with u, i really didnt mean to argue with u..

do u know at the back i need to take out so many braveness n tell u.i wanna tell u that i.....(too many things.)

i duno how to say properly nia mah.... i told u that ur 'home away' has been hacked only... u said u hav delete the acc... i was so shock when d acc d person view me back. i say SHIT! not mean u shit u know mah? i just mean .. SHIT the acc is driving me crazy... i really got type that at sms mah, why stil wanna say i say u shit?

u said maybe is my friend hack d.. but i really didn't give the password to any of my friends.include my bro... how will i give it to my friends neh?

MR ZYx i wish u treat her nicer than me can mah? dont repeat my mistake can mah? she is my sis b4, if u r my close friends, u will saw her b4.... i didn't like u now...i really wana gud back with u like friends n tell u d words from my heart which i didn't tell u in time last time... we argue is more than 100times... but can u feel that i still got words wanna tell u in my heart.. i just wanna give each other a turning point...d turning point mean that we can chat normally nia. i didn't mean i wana confess or chase u mah.

do u know i really suffering now mah? i suffer from what u wuhui mah? when i'm blur of wat u say, i got ask u at d 1st time... but do u? u straight scolded me today.

last time i'm hot tempered, but not now d mah.. i told u i already start changing d.... i change not bcuz of u, i change bcuz i really think that d character is not suit me nia mah....

u know my hand was fracture n my wholebody pain... i type d secret until half then fall asleep but when i suddenly wake up in the midnight. i got faster send to u mah... i got type ...'to be continue'....

but when i wake up i saw u send d msg... (u dao di got or not d?) then i saw so shock that u say u give me time n type... i say everynite i type little by little liao mah..... then u say me popo mama...i really not ppmm d person mah. wholebody pain, i know i take a lot of time... i know i took a lot of time to tell u... u also know i really not good at saying things d luh. i really duno how to say words from my heart... i know i REALLY USE TOO MUCH TIME , but i try say in a nice way, but u say i ...

to me, i just now feel tiok u got say tiok my frend mah. u know i really hate other ppl perli about my frenx,... i mean d qing bai is last time u scold me 4 not trusting u. n last time we also got argue about d problem b4. i just wana ask why stil like that nia ah?

u noe mah when i'm typing this blog, i was listen to (the song below), my tears drop i also duno why u know mah?

my tears was so naughty... i feel u really in love with oother person... maybe i stil got abit.... but i din .

i wish u always xin fu with him ba.... i din have wat to blame,.. maybe is i 错过this RIGHT N GOOD d girl ba.

GOD I SURRENDER D. U want me 错过how many people beside me? i really dun like to be misunderstand d feel. it is tired. and its not i want to be.. LASTTIME i really deeply **** them but not for now.. i want d is FOREVER d LOVE not like this d....... i'm wrong anyway..

I WAS SORRY TO ALL THE 'FRIENDS' i 辜负before...


收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守

就夠這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有 隐藏

Wednesday 3 September 2008

The things on 03~09~08

3SEPTEMBER2008

哇,一睁开眼睛就快点找闹钟来看几点。
掺了,7.30am 了,8点的课叻。
又要赶去上学,(虽然家离学校不远),但是我还是匆匆忙忙的吃了早餐就出门。

幸好,到学校才7.50am ,难道我驾车的速度越来越快了?*沾沾自喜*

跟平时一样,星期三化学是前面两节课。。。 *快闷死了*

就在化学课的最后五分钟,化学老师(LEELA aka Inspector)p/s: indian lady
开口问我一题关于equilibrium的问题。那时我正在与渔公钓鱼着,幸好我的脑转得快回答正确 ^^ 。。。不然就会被骂了。

数学呀,数学这么你那么难让我懂呢?
BINOMIAL..... 一听到就怕了。考试呀考试。。。。在押后几天可以吗?我怕我来不及复习完。

回到家,看报纸,看电视机两分钟(我会记得,因为我坐在沙发一下子就被妈妈'呼唤'去了。^^

接着就做功课。。。。 有点闷所以就来这里一下。老天爷让我能专心做一样事情吧。。。求求你。。。。

我要能专心读书。。。(矛盾?)^^

在拚着的战友们,加油! Gambateh! Aza aza fighting.... XD

smile^^

NOT EASY TO BE WITH ME

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream

It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me

Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream
I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy,
hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me

Monday 1 September 2008

Talk to me

Talk to me
you speak with me
don’t sink before you rise baby
don’t fade away
You hesitate
you seem to wait for all the time
we had feels like a world away
who’s to say we’ll be ok

we’re gonna make it through the night
don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile cause we’re the same
and i know that we’ll will never change
look I bought your favourite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same baby
just talk with me cause’ I want you to stay here with me