this few days...

this few days, 10am go out than very late reach house haha. enjoy this holidays alot. i gain something which i should had done last year.last year i skipped a step which is an important step to me... but now i standing at the same stair again,....stand up again liao haha

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a few days,do decoration on sweet.haha.i change a bottle into an angel haha. Actuall when i have this inspiration is from the words which a person said before...but i not so comfirm mia, then when i listen to tank's zhuan1 shu3 tian1 shi3, after that i start to plan haha.

suddenly when aunty tell me something which a person done, i don't know why my tears burst out it's own. that person doesn't do anything which iinclude money but the sincerity of that person made my tears flow out...but i din't tell that person before.

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then the next day, daddy n mummy take us back to the old apartment(my old house).when i stand in front of the house, i saw the gate is stil the colour is stil the same haha.I was just like a small kid, rush into the house,go look at the master bedroom,my room, and a small room...and also toilet lah..kitchen and washing area pun.haha. everything is stil same...the tv also there haha.the curtain.

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today when to see the U at kedah , bcuz i stil duno which to choose..

@.@

christmas wee~

Hohoho merry christmas



Yes finally chirstmas liao, this year d christmas i pass it very happy.


this little nullah.haha.very funny when he say anything in the movie.haha

whenn i watch this movie, i watch it at queensbay mall.we watched the earliest movie of that day. I forgot to ask how long is the movie haha. in the cinema room, when we so few people watching it only, izit the movie is too early?haha

the movie had let us saw the real Australia,not the city but the life in 1930s haha.saw the drover's life and the war.when japan attacked australia . Is a love movie also.haha

it's 3 hours movie. This movie is depends on how u see this movie,bcuz this movie is abit special than other's kungfu or war and love movie haha.so is depends on u. I feel not bad about this movie. when it reach two hours time,i though it almost end liao,because at a party already haha.but not is just half only,the japanese havn't attack Australia.haha. that Nullah little kid made me laugh each time he say something haha.he always tell her mrs Boss that i will sing you to me.haha. he loves to sing song haha.he also say he knows magic haha.

Nullah's grandfather is King George, he always stay with left leg only...haha. funny write, Nullah admire him alot and wanted to walkabout with him haha.

................movie part ends here.....................

Then i whole afternoon until at night helping somebody at her house. her mum cooked spagetti for us to fill our starving tummy ^^ yummy. special homemade sauce. more than 12hhours mah?didn't count

i just feel so relax at the house.not because the house is bigger than mine, is just that so secure there.haha.

when i reach the house at 1st, the puppy start barking at me d.haha. then he so shy until hide below the car, but it's fur is so soft haha.is sunshine(puppy) abit shy or scare of me ?haha @.@ anyway he is the birrthday boy, before i go home, i forgot to sing him a birthday so, it's so unpolite when the owner's puppy bday but i didn't sing birthday song to sunshine.haha. he is so adorable haha.

received a christmas present this year.And the only one haha.

to be continue ..... dinner dulu

christmas eve..

tomorrow is xmas eve..

xmas to me is a special day. haha. which i had done some silly things,crazy things before...spraying other people ...the most shocking thing happened on last year is there were a few people threw the empty bottle at the police and police car...thats why this year can't play spray anymore....... sobx.

here is some video that i wanna share to you, it's about the people in penang vs police.. XD

lost direction

what would u feel if u found out that ur ex girl friend/boy friend or current girl/ boy friend is not the real of he or her... what would you feel?

recently i found back my heart beat.. pip pop pip pop haha. hear it mah?haha

last few days, i watched a korean movie on 8tv.. 200pounds beauty. abit touching in the end, because her fans support her, evenhtough she lie to her and got a few people say she is a faker...

you see the movie urself then u know what i me.haha. maybe ur thumbs wil pointing at the sky. X)

help a person do u hope for a money? haha. for me i think help people i never hope for any return..haha. tak tau why.

i just renewed my P lesen haha. yeah can drive on the road again.XD

recently i crazy about korean song and japanese song back leh.haha.suddenly eh.share with u all?

some days

some days u will remember forever what happened on that day, some days u will totally forget what u had done that day...

if a thing has past for a few years,will you still remember what things that you had done at that day at that particular minute and second?haha

maybe someone who has a strong memory can remember it...

if u ask me today,what are you doing now in last year.......i can tell you i was keep on smiling after 6.31pm.. wahaha. but this year is completely different jor luh......so fast one year past liao...what had i done? nothing...

day of today

today go to school in the morning to certified some result haha.meet with voon,Chin,WL,CH... they all also go and take result haha.i saw some of them playing pool.haha. last time play pool is at gurney with friends haha.this time didnt play d.haha.

after lunch straight go to a friend's house and do some decoration thing.haha.aunty and she also do the decoration thing..when i saw the lolipop and sweets,my saliva starts to come out the..at first i duno where is the location of the house so have to make aunty busy by leading me to their house from pisa haha.

last few week, sunshine bark at me...duno today why it didn't bark at me geh?haha.dunno why...when sitting in the 'car', the heartbeat is beating faster and faster very ounce of me...then it follow with a familiar but long time didn't hear d 'hi'....haha.get a shock...i was stunned at that moment...i was so paiseh that time,...so just reply with a smile..(did anybody see me smile before?i think seldom bah)
did she saw my smile?haha.tak tau , this answer just she know only..

am i ben dan?


omg, i dream to take photo with sunshine since last year ...but today i din grab tightly the chance leh.haha.if got chance again hope can take photo with 'sunshine'...'sunshine' is kinda cute leh haha.so happy when i saw it ^^...maybe i'm a puppy lover. XD

when doing the decoration thing, aunty bancuh me a cappucino hor?haha.not so sure...if very nice d...tak tau why today ki form,can got a few not bad d ideas to give to aunty and MS.haha.start chating like that loh..then do something.. at first design d thing got abit crazy..in the end stil can manage to come out with useful idea...not bad not bad for me..haha.joke.

overall today quite happy, and abit high high like that.bcuz at least i help tiok people.hmm...when helping people,i do feel happy haha.i just duno how to say out my joy...but i 5.30pm leave the house..is late and my mum got cook my dinner so i have to go home.haha. a mama boy? =p

xmas is coming, tomorrow is a special date ,haha.i think is just me who stil remember is what day is it...haiz~

this few days like to listen to this few songs haha.

duno why those melody of the song are in my mind...is god are telling me anything?or just this few songs are my favourite when i feel lonely last time?why is come back again? @.@

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when bro and me go and fetch my youngest bro from ttn, then we straight go to queensbay and buy cake for dad and mum.haha
bought a black forest chocolate..and chocolate banana.yummy.haha.but in the end those cakes were not in my tummy T.T

cake come back to me....haha.crazy d me

day of joy comes with nervous and memories

result comes out liao...just the average have to wait.6.30am my bro woke up and check his result...(why he so nervous?i stil remember i'm having the sweet dream...)but suddenly my door being opened by my dad... oh man, he woke me up and said...sien,wake up liao...

no point, is dad, so i have to wake up. my result is ok. so i feel quite happy today.^^


nervous because i scare my result turn out to be bad..and if my result did not hit the target i may make my dad n mum dissapointed er...now at least i'm abit relax now..so everything just leave to kl liao haha.see how they value my result.

when i saw the result, the scene of study at school flash accross my mind.^^ especially maths,english and bio class haha.the teaching of teacher damn funny and the class won't feel bored haha.

tommorow have to go back school and take the actual result liao haha.can meet friends again haha.

态度 attitude

态度一指人们对事情的看法和采取的行动，一指人的举止神情。前者明确而易于判断，后者暧昧不明而难于捉摸。对人对事的看法在语气轻重、逻辑重音上的游移，在言行举止、神态眉宇间的表现，包括身体语言；是一定好恶爱憎等潜意识感情、情绪的自然流露。态度的模糊性，使对它的描述、解读，几乎是只可意会不可言传，无法用明晰的陈述、判断来表达。它虽然以理知认识为基础、根据，却又处于显意识的边缘，不完全受理智控制，在心理反应机制上与心境、情绪等因素相关，或多或少带有一定随机性。



please be patience to watch all the video..this video change me alot...attitude..











本人对态度的看法。。。
其实我是一个非常冲动的人。。可是我在这个假期我可以开始控制我的情绪了。。。算有进步了吧？哈哈。不知道。最重要的是，做任何事情请不要跟着自己的情绪去做一样事情。。。如果做错了就是冲动。。做对了也是幸运。。请不要骄傲。凡事都要三思而行，如果三次还不够那就再想多三次。。。总而言之不要鲁莽的作决定。一个人的态度是可以从眼睛看得出来的。表情和肢体动作都可以演出来，可是眼神是不会骗人的。。。（通常我们的眼神出卖了我们一直隐藏在心理的话，是吗？）

总之态度最重要。。。态度能决定一个人的成功啦。。^^

15dec / heart beat

today do chinese new year cookies with mum .haha.^^ peanut cookies. 花生饼。。bcuz my hand is oily so didnt take photos haha. but is yummy.

this few days seldom touch my handphone d haha. finally ot addicted to it. long time didn't listen to leem hom's songs d...i like his old song...but his new song 'what's wrong with me'...this song make me abit dissapointed haha. but when i listen to his 2nd new song...'心跳'heartbeat....then i feel like abit sad ....izit his true love story?haha



heartbeat...

You want to argue with me. Im not that bored.
I apologize without understanding. Im not that bright.
I desire to go back to where we began.
You are crying again. I fail to give you comfort.
Im shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), thats that much regret.
Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on.
My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve many problems.
How many tears has love made us shed?
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.
In this way, you draw closer to take away my heartbeat.
Time has turned back to the beginning. Can you give me a moment?
Im waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
That happiness hovering in your memories.

support lee hom's heartbeat o. haha

i'm back yoyoyo

hello, finally i can sign in my blog d haha. recently i didn't have much time bcuz i kinda busy with my facebook haha. friendster i kinda lazy sign in lately haha. so if gt chance find me at facebook. XD

last few days i went to qb n watch bolt, my bro watch twilight.haha.two people watch two different movies haha.bolt got an english quite nice in the movie..some scenes are funny n some scenes are touching ahha. finally bolt learns how to be a real dog haha. return from kl,i went to many places at kl woah... 1st i saw the astro on demand guy with a lady Dj..chui leng(a MY fm DJ,don't know u all know or not haha)..my dad didn't walk with us because he meet up with his old friends at pavillion...he saw Datuk Lee Chong Wei.haha. is truth,haha. but to people who stayed at kl ..this kind of things are normal to them...(just my own thought)

i will upload my photos that i took at kl soon.bcuz is quite a lot..more than hundred photos..crazy right? just a few days took so many photos..my mum even laugh at me...XD


cute?haha..




enjoy this song..bcuz this song is nice..i heard it when i'm enjoying the movie.. is kinda hard for me to find this song.. ok thats all for today..

totally dunno what to do

ok. last year i enjoy a happy life..totally no pressure at all. Even SPM also i take it as nothing(thats why d result didn't hit my target)..The christmas of this year, i think i not going to celebrate or what already, spraying at gurney is fun but two year consercutive spray other people starts to give me a feeling of boring i dunno why like that. last year i dunno why so stupid just duno want to make a friends sad then i din ask a person out until got abit sorry to that person.

this time i got abit lost (i felt),i also dunno why.just a feeling of lost,is just like a bird without its wings,eventhough it want move forward,without its wings how can it fly.The difference between last year and this year is too much, until i can't accept it.maybe there is something that we need to accept at the time that we didn't even ready to accept the truth, is not we don't want to accept the truth,is we dunno how to accept it at that very momment. So now starts to begin to accept the truth.

This few days i enjoy myself shopping with aunty,grandma, mum n my bro...i only know that penang is small but it got want i want which can make me happy...there is a thing that can make me happy but it is impposible to happen(i think), now my situation is worst than a person shouting on top of the mountain,shouting on top of the mountain at least u are not alone (bcuz of echoes)...At this moment, i felt that i standing at somewhere that i dunno, no matter how loud i shout,there is no echoes return...can u imagine the feel of this?

my words maybe is imaginary to u all, but i just trying to exprees my own feel. i not a person that easily to say out what i wanna say,bcuz i scare to let people know what my heart wanna say...when somebody read my heart or my mind, my mouth will be as hard as a stone bcuz i will tell that person that i'm not or sorry i not thinking about it....is quite hard for me.. now, i try to say out bcuz nothing to do now. ^^

when a person told you about something that u dunno, please fully believe the person, trust a person is the best way to understand a person....don't try to argue or to tell the person what is ur thinking (P/S : is u want to understand a person , not want to force people to understand you first)...trust a person is the best.RmB what i said, i may help you one day...

Sometimes, sure we will argue with someone...when two people argue with each other...please remain calm ..(P/S:nobody want to argue with anybody).The arguement starts maybe one has misunderstand something or one has see something different that you have left out which is important...

~misunderstand something is maybe say wrong words or what..

~see something different...this i would like to spend sometime at here..no matter how perfect is a person, there is still a spot that you a weak..
here is some examples...

-human have a weakness at our neck..which is at our back..that is our weak point,when a child use his finger and press at the point of a muscle man, the whole body of the muscle man will be helpless that time.(please don't try it, it makes u pain)

-not everybody have the same MIND, its always imposible to find a person with same thinking because the person is not you..almost same is hard..totally is kinda impossible.haha. it's just like shooting a bullet, and it will reflect back to you..do u think it is possible? haha. anyway this is not the main thing. Just as i said, nobody have same mind so do thinking.. the gene of anybody is special because nobody can have exactly same gene as you have.. BUT if u narrow the scope of view there will still be different views,but there is also always same thinking(alost same)...Just like you see at a half water filled cup, you will say it is half full or half less? this is what i mean by narrowing the scope... If a person what is the word 'life' means to you...this hardly to find same thinking...now catch what i mean? So try to think about others..

THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON IF YOU TELL A PERSON SOMETHING, YOU DIDN'T MEAN TO ARGUE,DIDN'T RESPECT THEM OR WANNA MAKE A PERSON ANGRY...bcuz whatever other people do is just want you to be BETTER and GOOD..maybe in ur view the person is bad always say you this wrong that wrong or whatever...but actually that person is just want you to be better or Good..

Just like u buy a handphone,sure you u know that hp have advantages then only you are attracted to it or even wanna buy it, but if there is somebody tell you the disadvantage of the phone u will start thinking the person is mumbling or want to force you do another thing that u dun like...actually the person is just want you to be more understand about the hp and dun want you to buy something that may be some disadvantage that may bring trouble to you...SO next time when somebody tell something bad about you ...please appreciate it ok?

thanks for reading my post until here...

rmb to listen jay's gui ji below.. i like it so much. XD

this year almost end already...
this few days, a lot of things happen haha. i say about the thing yesterday night, yesterday night phew ...talk with a friends until very late... that friend told me about my weak point...haha.i admit,is i wuhui something 1st..but this is i realise after that friend told me.i duno how to say my misunderstand...i really zhen1 xin1 to appology for the misunderstand..hope that person know what i mean.i will give time to something..i promise.

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hey i tell u one secret i saw ah piao1 leh. not joke or play with u all d neh. scary leh.whole face white colour eh.if pale ..no blood like that d..
better dont say about it so much ..

i saw it when i was very sick...gastric for almost one week neh.what i eat i will vomit out straight away.. not once only..so terrible. at first i tot i is too hungry or over the time that i usually eat (i usually eat at 1pm)...

One night, i felt very sleepy then i just sleep on my bed,i really sleep ki liao. but suddenly below my rib,above my stomach very pain, is like got knife pushing in to the part...damn pain,,, extremely pain.pain until tear drops u know, can't even say a word.that kind of pain i duno how to descibe is suffocate.lucky i struggle and lay on the sofa at living room...then cant stand up already..

pain more than 1 hour like that,i faster ask my bro fetch me to clinic. then my younger bro faster feed me milk to neutralise my stomach.but i stil vomit out. when they want carry me to the lift..i keep lying on my youngest bro d shoulder..on the way to clinic only saw 'the thing'...my dad also follow we. dad say need go to Lam hwa ee first bcuz it is the nearest hospital to my house..but when i reach the overhead bridge,i told them go to clinic can d bcuz not so pain d..tell u all one thing, my eyes is open that time, but my eyes ball is looking up to the sky... in chinese we say fan1 bai2 yan3...woah.. when reach the clinic..so many people at there..i just see tiok white light...just the light from clinic...i hardly to say a word u know?
at that very moment, i feel like i'm at hell...can't breathe bcuz the pain ....

this is my experience to fight with death of God.haha.i wish i could have more time.........


If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣 讓我和你感應 IT
If I could
If I could


如果不停的走
就能走進你心裡 找一點點感動

如果不停的跑
就能夠逃離自己 莫名的小哀愁

如果不停的求
就能夠替天知道 未來的秘密

如果不停的飛
就能夠自由自在 找到我的天空

如果我能改變 這不完美的世界


If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣 讓我和你感應 IT

If I could If I could
就讓夢想變成旋律 但願有你傾聽 IT

If I could
If I could
Ah....


如果不停的求
就能夠替天知道 未來的秘密

如果不停的飛
就能夠自由自在 找到我的天空

如果我能改變 這不完美的世界


If I could If I could
就讓音樂變成空氣 讓我和你感應 IT

If I could If I could
就讓夢想變成旋律 但願有你傾聽 IT

If I could
If I could

这几天。。

这几天去了gurney,BJ and pragin...与朋友玩了是高兴的。。去gurney 的时候CX 吵着说要吃海鲜，只好用costal highway（本比较远）的路。。。就在码头那里吃午餐。

我们六人叫了煎白鲳鱼，大葱蛋，虾膏，豆芽。。。RM38而已。。最好笑的是那里的员工很搞笑。。一直问我们。。。要加饭吗。饭没有算钱的。。哈哈。本来CX要添多一碗饭。。我们马上告诉那aunty说他要两碗。。哈哈。真的来两碗。。吃到他饱。^^

到了gurney..现到达red box。。。心顿时觉得在流泪。。不知道做什么。。原来我在那里与不在的她有美好的回忆。。我忍住不流泪。。很难受。

走过很多地方。。。都有她的影子。最惨就是在戏院前。。。想起了stardusk更是要硼溃了。。 结果就躲在一旁打snooker打得还不烂，虽然开始手有一点不顺利。在那里呆了一小时多。哈哈

有去one stop玩ding ding..看到的又是她在玩游戏机的影子。。。幸好在跑车的时候还跑出了第二名。。有四个朋友加一个要跟我们‘斗’的大人。。他用manual 我们全用auto。。。开始是他领先的可是被我的技术吓坏了，所以从第二圈开始我一直领先下去。。。最惨的就是明明不能赢了就故意撞我的车尾。。。幸好我拿了第二。。。而第一则是KO拿去。。最好笑的是我的朋友已开始以为有一条路是short cut（其实是pit stop）他马上喊做么我的车慢去的。。当别人告诉他的时候他才恍然大悟。。几好笑一下short cut. XD

到了pragin 买了长裤和短裤。。。到处都是她的影子。。。戏院啦，拍大头帖，游戏机店,CD RAMA, Hong kong video。。。。太多了

今天的心情是无情天。。。没高兴，没伤心。。。

轨迹这首歌是送给她。。希望她有听见。。。



我还想她？（在去着gurney,BJ,one stop和pragin 的时候听着的歌）

不清楚

适合不适合，对情侣来说是很重要的。。。
其实我觉得天下并没有谁不适合谁，一段感情如果互相抱容，互相让步，互相付出，互相体谅，最后还要有忠诚的心。人没有百分百和零鸡蛋的相遇，人与人本来相遇就只有50% ，加上刚才的互相的。。。。。才会有100%的相遇。男生最难学会的就是包容（谢霆峰说的）。以前一直抱怨说这个不够，那个不够好。。。。最近比较有时间想想，我怎么那么的幼稚，怎么我不想想身边的人付出的东西已经超出他们所能，我却没有顾忌到别人的感受，太自私了和霸道。在最完美的时候却不满足，在失去的时候才学会了珍惜这两个字。后悔了有用吗？不清楚

濒临绝种的爱 4

本剧故事 纯属虚构
如有雷同 实属巧合


萍 ：你能给我时间考虑要不要出席那烤肉会好吗？
胜 ：好。。
萍 ：你别抱太大的希望，因为我不知道我妈肯让我去吗。。
胜 ：明白。而且，你又对我周围的朋友不是很熟悉。。我会尊重你的决定的。

。。。。。

烤肉会前夕。。
不知道她会出席吗。。一天了还没答复我。。还是问问她看。。

胜 ：萍，你决定了吗？
萍并没有给胜直接回答。。犹豫了一下
萍 ：烤肉会是在哪里？
胜 ：灵的家。有兴趣吗？
萍 ：有是有。。。可是。。
胜 ：其实你怕我没说错吧？如果我没去你会去吗？
萍 ：不知道呢，我可能去一些生活营。。不然呆在家里会闷的。

当晚，他一直在床上翻滚，翻来覆去，数绵羊，换方向睡，开冷气，喝温奶都不能睡。。。突然眼睛瞟过闹钟。。哇，凌晨两点了。。明天肯定比熊猫还要大的黑圆圈了。。。

不管了，反正没事做就听听看电台半夜的节目。。。
。。。988的听众大家好，我是带班DJ丽叶。其实有听众留言告诉我说我很喜欢你的节目，因为让人很轻松很愉快。。。

这时就想不如我也去留言看。。丽叶我是第一次在你的部落格留言。今天不知道为什么自己睡不着觉，躺在床上的前一刻我眼睛是比石头还重的，可是一躺下去就很精神。。。我不想有熊猫眼。。

一寄之后，丽叶就在节目中回应我的留言。。胜，不知道现在你睡着了吗？其实你的头脑是不是有些问题缠绕着你呢？总觉得，人睡不着有很多不同的原因。。如果你还没睡，不妨可以告诉我是什么事情

我最近约了一个女生去朋友的烤肉会，可是我的朋友不知道她拒绝我之前的表白了，而且他们以为我和她还是兄妹，我不知道如何开口。。 现在我怕的是她不肯出席。。。

萍在那晚也是还没睡，更巧秒的是她听到胜的留言。。

萍会知道那是胜的留言吗？丽叶会给胜什么回答呢？萍听了丽叶的回答后会做出什么决定呢?

。。。。。。。。。。。。

对不起这几天并没有很多的时间写。敬请原谅

this few days

19nov..

haha. when i woke up.suddenly i realise that stil got one month to go...to reach 19dec.. last year d 19dec can say that it is my happiest day in my life.. i can't deny it because that day is extremely happy.i don't know this year got that chance again or not. hope can.. *actually i also duno that person notice this or not.bcuz i just wana prove myself that i'm not.....(hehe.2 people know only excluding me)*

22nov..saturday.

i went to qb. my cousin belanja his father,uncle,gf,his sister,my bro,me n my youngest bro to eat at dragon-i. the photo of the food i will upload soon. oh god..when i walk in... i saw my old friends, the captain there, the waiteress and waiter all is old friends..haha. but they kinda forget who am i already haha. @.@ duno why. afterthat we went to my old working place ..and eat sundae..hehe cousin bro belanja again ^^ but $26.90 leh. quite expensive.

this few days everyday sit in d house.. haha. nothing to do.. so didnt go anywhere. thats all for this few days. kinda boring i think.

濒临绝种的爱 3

本剧故事 纯属虚构
如有雷同 实属巧合

上集。。。

胜 ：萍， 你曾经告诉我你对一个人有不错的印象，那个人不是我对吧？那是另一个男生来的。应该是峰。。。。那个上次约你和他整堆朋友去看哈里波特的吗？

萍 ：好感英文是good feel.只是觉得这是不错的朋友罢了，你想去哪里？
胜 ：好感也是一种感觉啊，不是吗？不是感觉是什么？
萍 ：这都不是那个感觉。。
胜 ：但是不是他？
萍 ：不是他啦？
胜 ：那你的他是谁？
。。。。。

*华语和英语的意思有时在字眼上可能会有一点差异，所以如果字眼的误会你遇到字眼上的误会。。。请记得你和他/她都没错。。时时记住要宽容大量的去接受别人的想法。。 不要去争吵，因为这是无谓的*

萍 ：你可以不要一直寄短讯给我吗？来来去去都一样的。。。什么给一次机会啦。我现在对你没有feel你叫我怎样接受你？我不想欺骗任何人的感情。我知道你是真心，但不要这样好吗？

胜 ：当我说我喜欢你的时候， 我才刚刚考完试，也没有时间去追你还是什么。我以为在哥妹的
关系中，我们建立了不少的默契，不少的感觉，我还以为我多心去想你会对我还有感觉。。。原来我错了。。。

萍 ：你没有错，只是不是时候。。。我都没有心情要去谈恋爱，所以没有去喜欢人或接受人。。。

胜，也无言以对，眼泪都笑了。。眼泪在眼眶内打滚，可是人的眼睛没有汽车的抹煞器，不然在流泪的时候，不会让人觉得难看。。。

*世界上有什么东西是闪闪发光的，味道是咸咸的。谜底在最后面。。。别先偷看答案咯 ^^*

豪 ：胜，这个星期我们几个朋友在灵的家一起烤肉好吗？记得请你的妹妹噢。
（豪是胜的好朋友，而灵是豪的女友）
胜 ：我们在看看吧。不知道能不能约她出来。

。。。。。。。。

胜 ：萍， 还记得上次介绍给你认识的朋友-豪？
萍 ：记得。
胜 ：他希望你能出席他搞的烤肉会。。。你可以出席吗？
萍 ：几时？我不知道能不能去。。
胜 ：这个星期六，还有5天的时间。。
萍 ：那你又去吗？
胜 ：有，如果我有去，你还会去吗？

萍知道胜有出席那烤肉会。。她还会去吗？她会选择去还是不去？胜为什么不当面告诉豪说，萍不是他的妹妹了。。而是朋友。。。为什么呢？请记得支持下一集。。。

谜底：眼泪。^^ 猜对吗？





眼泪都笑了

aikz,...

aikz, my knee injured again, not easy to walk around.. even walk to pc also very pain.back pain also.... now abit better d 濒临绝种的爱 3 will be abit late...orry my friends..

sorry.^^

当你离开一个熟悉的地方

当你生活在一个你一直熟悉的环境。。。你是高兴的。但有一天在你身边的重要的人或一个物品突然离你而去还是消失了。。。在你的心房一直照亮的灯火也随着时间慢慢的暗淡了。。。

黑暗是带给人们的恐惧。。。

时间是可以疗伤， 时间也让人对一件事或一个人一天一天的把自己的‘保护层’给巩固起来。从此就对一件事或一个人有了防范。。。 那件事或人就无法进去你的心里。

一个人曾经让你有恐惧， 一件事曾经让你产生比七月的阿飘还恐怖，入骨及害怕的阴影。。。

有人曾经对你说了一些难听的话，一件事让你不敢再去做。。。

当一个人生气。。。说出的气话，很难听。。。可是我们忘了或有人伤心，心碎和失望。 当生气的人在说的当儿，是否有想过后果？

*曾经对一个人骂出连我自己都想打我自己的字。。。那就是‘有种’。。。这个字毁了我自己的希望。我当时很糊涂。。。竟然说出这样的话所以从那天起，我下定决心修炼了自己尖锐的口。我承认我是一个坏小子。。。我一不爽就破口大骂。。。但是我忘了直接的说出来的后果是。。。 直接使应该用在适当的地方，而不是在骂人。有时候，误会是很难才能解释清楚，如果相信一个人，即使他/她做出一些不是他/她本来的性格，你都可以体谅和谅解。。为何我那时这么笨，既然还继续骂你。。。看来我真的不是我自己了*

就因为一时的糊涂，熟悉的地方似乎长了脚，离我远去。。。我只能站在原地默默的苏醒。醒了，后悔了，难过了，不会在从犯。。。以前说了一百，一千个对不起，可是毛病却从犯。。。当我醒了以后再大声地说‘对不起’。。。你能听见吗？ *已经不可能。*

拿着望远镜看着离自己遥远的‘熟悉的地方’。。。熟悉的地方已不再回头看我了。。。 那地方永远不会变，只是不知道会回到当初在那里快乐的日子。。。答案是不能。。。

黑暗里找到的答案永远是不可能。。。所以要抱握机会。。。

接受的‘实事’

生命里有太多时候要接受不能接受的事实。
要接受自己喜欢的人为了自己的幸福不断努力。
*只要你给我单独两个人的五分钟，让我把话说清楚*
却不能接受一直守护的爱情渐渐消失而去。
接受凡事都要说实话，却不能接受真正的实话。
其实我只希望这个世界会有地方可以接受我。



其实面团在还没有进烤箱之前，它就是面团，永远都不会变成面包。爱情就是这样，如果你不狠狠的烘它，朋友怎么会变情人呢？



你看过圣诞老公公吗？圣诞老公公是一个大好人，因为只要你跟他许愿，不用花一毛钱，他就会送你礼物。可是有一天，有人告诉我说圣诞老公公是假的，这世界上根本都没有圣诞老公公的存在。我无法接受这个说法，因为我的确有受到圣诞老公公送的礼物。有人说是父母送的，但对我来说确实存在过的东西，永远不会消失。。。



*还记得第一次在补习中心的柜台相遇吗？那时每个星期三和五对我来说是特别的日子。第一次约会的地方？第一次庆祝圣诞节的那一天。一起拥有的大头帖。。。。*

事情一点一滴汇集通往爱情的海洋，你不知道吗？就算现在只有我一个人坐在一条小破船上努力的划向爱情的海洋。但我真的相信，真爱是值得我付出努力的。

不管结局如何，但我问我自己有没有曾经百分百的努力过，我知道我绝不会遗憾。

jobless n ... thanks you

this few days, damn sien and sleepy .

last week when i went to qb and find job with bro n frenx. woah. all shop want to hire someone who can work at the shop at least 3 months.. i can't make it so just jobless for now...

but just sushi king want to hire ... but we turn it down..dunno why.

we went to qb n e-gate...almost all shops. but stil couldn't find a job.. so if u fulfill the term and condition which u can work for at least 3 months... please straight walk in any shop starbucks or whatever shop and ask for job haha.

last friday(if not mistaken , cuz i kinda forget about the date recently)...i meet up with someone ...a friend. probably an old friend .. blur @.@

we consider chat mah?haha maybe. we chat for quite a long time...from 11am until 3pm like that haha. she told me about my weakness... my tears drop that day bcuz i felt gamdong to a person who last time silently help me a lot n let me mentally grown up a lot. quite thankful to that person.haha. thank you

.......................................................

now i can't fufill my checklist liao.. bcuz bakery only hire female worker..... T.T

duno can find any job which its pay is counted by day .. haha.

this year almost end.. i felt that my 18 is not so sweet as i planed last year haha. many things ahppen. but since i still got time.. maybe i can gain back something which i lost in the begining of this year. hope god create another miracle again. haha

have to sleep now....

nite

濒临绝种的爱 2

本剧故事 纯属虚构
如有雷同 实属巧合

上集，胜为了让萍享受一个难忘的圣诞节就特地弄她生气。


Ei…又是胜的短讯。。。
不知道该不该看。。
还是看吧。

短讯的内容。。

*我的那个妹妹呀，我不理会她没关系的啦。你比较重要。*

（这短讯好像不是寄给我的。不懂。）

。。。

哥你怎么残忍？又在一封弄我伤心的短讯。。。你到底在搞什么？*好烦*

。。。哥，你怎么可能会寄错短讯的？而且还关于到我的呢？老老实实告诉我到底是发生了什么？怎么我觉得到你变成了另一个胜，而不是我的好哥哥？你好像从妹妹的保护天使，为何一眨眼就变成了的恶魔？


天使与恶魔到底有什么分别？
其实天使和恶魔都有共同点， 那就是他们都不是人。恶魔和天使可以保护身边的人。在死亡笔记里，死神就是人类用来缩短罪犯的生命，而天使仿佛是我们所为的神仙。只是名字和个人理念的分别。。。比如马来西亚的‘火箭’ and ‘天平’。。两人都是为自己的国家好。。只是理念不同而已。明白了吗？

胜 ：妹， 我。。我。。。不要在问我了啦。。
萍 ：你快点说啦。。我不要被蒙在鼓里好像见不到太阳似的。如果植物一天没
有见到太阳，它就可能饿死了，你知道吗？ 你每天都跟我有说有笑，当
我伤心你会安慰我，当我高兴就会听到你的笑声。不要在搞神秘了。我
很笨的就不要让我猜测了。
胜 ： 你真的想知道？你先要有心理准备。我很努力要让你开心，却让你越来
越伤心。我的心比谁都还心痛你知道吗？
萍 ： 不知道。我很乱。
胜 ： 我只是要在圣诞节跟你表白啦。要给你有一个难忘的圣诞节。我喜欢
你。。。
萍 ： 你不要开玩笑啦。我们是哥哥妹妹来的。不可能的啦。其实我有一个秘
密，当你还在喜欢乌龟小姐时有觉得到我们想情侣。。可是那很短暂。
胜 ： 我错过了这样好的机会了？那你的意思是说不接受了吗？
萍 ： 。。。
胜 ： 做什么上帝要玩弄我？能给我一次机会吗？
萍 ： 对不起，你是我的好哥哥。永远的好哥哥。永远。。。

胜，就每一天从早到晚就一直告诉萍说请给他一次机会，可是就不曾放弃。我相信既然上帝让我们来电过，胜相信一定还会有回来的一天。胜根本不能笑，连微笑都笑不出。

胜 ：萍， 你曾经告诉我你对一个人有不错的印象，那个人不是我对吧？那是另一个男生来的。应该是。。。。


到底那个另外一个男生是谁。。。记得阅读下一集咯。
就到这里了。。。这几天比较爱睡所以醒了还是继续癞床所以。。。hehe。记得多多支持噢。如果你觉得不错拜托介绍朋友来支持我噢。谢谢。。


when u lost a person that u like or love...can u smile?
Now let this song bring us back to the olden days , so relax yourself when listening to this song... I can't smile without you by Barry Manilow



You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

Do u stil like ur x-gf or x-bf?

if u stil like ur ex, if u wana chase him or she back...

plz let them see this video or let them see the lyrics..

maybe it will help u..

No Secrets-I'll Remember you

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby....
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby....
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
you know that i'll follow...
I will be there!
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, yooou

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your going through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby....
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

濒临绝种的爱 1

<曖昧>

*叮*
ea..谁这么夜还上msn喔？
是她。。我friendster刚add的朋友。
找她来谈天看

胜：hello.why so late stil on9?
萍：erm..cannot sleep.
胜: u drink coffee just now? haha
萍: nope X)
胜: i will be seldom on msn..do u have hp?
萍: yes
胜: can u give me ur hp number so we can chat at sms? i wont kacau u d.
萍: ok. 016-xxxxxxx

（房间外传来了 “胜呵，睡觉了。很夜了。”）

胜：i miss call u now. my mum ask me to sleep d.gudnitex. XD
萍：ok. wait 4 ur miss call .nitez

给她一个未接电话。睡了。

第二天很早起床要赶去做工了。

忙了一整天，又开msn又遇到萍。。

就这样谈了很多话。又说又笑。

时间就过了几个月。。分享过很多。

就在3月14日，成为了个哥妹。

萍：can u be my ko?
胜：its my pleasure..

at 12.30am 14March

关系也越来越密。

生日也一起庆祝。没有什么不能说的秘密。。但男生里面收藏着一个不能说出的秘密。

男生对自己的妹妹本来的依赖也变成了喜欢。

考完试，就开始计划如何给妹妹最难忘的圣诞节。于是就故意弄妹妹生气。妹妹果然生气，还很严重。哥哥还让妹妹流泪。。。。


萍：哥，你好残忍，为什么这么忍心骂我？我心很痛。
胜：so what?
萍：为什么？！我心一直在流泪。你不是这样的。
胜：我就是这样的。


掺了，说好的圣诞节会变得如何？妹妹会原谅哥哥对妹妹的‘无情’吗？从此就画上句号吗？

*有时候男生有难言之语，他们只要给女生一个惊喜，可是不知道如何才对，所以做出了糊涂和幼稚的选择*

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故事里的名字是我拿朋友的名字。 P/S：名字不重要。

看完了第一集，请听听以下的歌才离开。^^

这是我第一次公开自己的作品。请多多支持。如果好可以帮忙我介绍您们的朋友来看吗？谢咯。

本来的今天

KC - Khor KoK Chin aka ahmad John *rambo* XD

星期二的时候，KC跟我们整gang说好星期六晚上要一起再他姐姐的婚宴那里玩通晓。

星期二是考化学。一去到学校KC就约我哥，KO,WL,panda voon一起要在考完MUET之后，就跟voon的车到Auto city相聚。

我还plan好在今晚，此时此刻和他们一起玩poker(no money involve ok)..

还想要show 一下 本人的 magic *讲到很夸张酱^^*

sui多口，当我回家。。。

我 ：‘妈，Robert KoK星期六晚上请我吃晚餐，因为他发觉到我有能力去读房地产。’
妈 ：‘那。。。哥呢？’
我 ：‘没有被邀请啦。因为我是天才中的房地产王子。’*请别吐*
哥 ：‘什么！？ 放屁啦。我有被邀请啦。’
（死了，哥哥忘了配合我‘精彩’演出。。。这次骗不了妈了）
妈 ：‘你们说的Robert KoK 是哪一位？讲清楚好吗？’
哥 ：‘唐王咯。厉害叻。’
妈 ：‘在那里请客？’
我 ：‘北海。’
妈 ：‘这样你们怎样去？’
我 ：‘搭顺风车。’
妈 ：‘几个人去？’
哥 ：‘几个罢了。。五个酱。’

（妈妈真的还相信我叻。。不可思议。露出狐狸尾巴了GOK ）

过后我有跟我妈妈说真相。。好像是她在煮菜时。

....

两天后，

妈 ：‘你们是不是骗我？给我看那请柬。。’
我 ：‘什么啦。那天都跟你说是朋友姐姐的婚宴了。’
妈 ：‘那为什么要说唐王啦，robert kok lah,我还以为是真的。。
你是不是外面有女朋友，说一才要在朋友家过夜？’
我 ：‘没有啦。真的是婚宴啦。’
妈 ：‘你又不认识他的姐姐，去有用吗？’
我 ：‘他明年就要去奥洲了。见多一次面不可以吗？’
妈 ：‘拜六不用去了。cancel it , bcuz dad maybe don't allow u go so far.’(the guy fetching us cant make it already)
我 : ‘他会让我驾车去的。’
。。。。。。dblsdcljdjsa (quarrel)

in the end d plan was cancelled.. so sad it was being cancelled... i wana go mum. having jokes canot mah? i just wana bring a laughter to our family just like last time.. this year we hardly sit down and talk... what can we do? i always have cold jokes or funny stuff n even stupid stuff to say.... but when i wana say out it just stick on my tongue...how can i say?

thats why after that day, i know i wont tell u jokes to u anymore....i wont tell u funny things which makes u laugh just like last time mum....u r pressure on ur work..so do i..i also got my own exam n my life...even 18years old stil wana slap by father so heavy.. do u help me to explain to daddy b4?(even u know d truth?)

what u do? when i slaped me second time, i was unconcious last time... i not wana argue with anybody, i just wana say out my opinion.... like that already kena ur marah n daddy's attack.

mum... u let me down a lot of thing...

do u know what i really wan? what i can is what?

i just treating me like a kid...or just a baby...that always can't grow up.

but i'm thankful to u....

that song of 最美丽的平凡save me back. actually u maybe reading my blog n feel that i'm angry.. yup, i did angry, but now no more..bcuz this maybe is one of the way we communicate.. haha is just another way u love me...

mum, i didnt tell u 'i love u for a long time. MUM i Love you

*hope you saw it* but this is impossible . XD

Do u heard before?

what is the most surprise thing u heard before? do u read manga or watch anime before?

hahax. i bet some of u all sure got.

now In Japan there is an event which allow d manga reader to married with d character in manga or anime..haha

who will u wanna married with or in relationship with? haha do u ever think before? i know this so ridiculous, but just this news is serious. P/S: aint telling lies.

when this event was first introduce in Japan. more than 10thousand people took part.

If got chance i think i would like to meet with hinata from d Naruto. XD


if guy... hmm... is sunichi from detective conan cuz he is handsome n smart.. dont u think so?haha just me...

你不是真正的快樂人。突然好想你 ^^ must listen o

五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂人

群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著

你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著




五月天 - 突然好想你

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
想念如果會有聲音 不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己
只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己
突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲 變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你 帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下 最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜那麼美那麼相信 那麼瘋那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各算的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你 你會在哪裡 過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你 突然鋒利的回憶 突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜 最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息
最怕此生 已經決心自己過 沒有你 卻又突然 聽到你的消息

INTI life part 1....my holidays Check list A

LAST day at INTI。 my holiday's check list
omg frenx. i miss u all so much. WL,KO,KC,ZX,JS,AJ,sebastian,lipz,joe,jw,sq,SQ,B-boy,j-boy,jj,kb,jac,audrey..aka 'u r so mean'? ,.........so of u all went back at 12pm. then not intime to take photo with u all.

aiyo... i wonder that at alumnia night i can meet u all back?

haha.today last day quite happy n quite sad hahahappy bcuz of 'mederka' liao, sad is bcuz duno when can meet all HSC students againtoday when i woke up... waliew my 'old freind' meet with me again...(is my flu)this few weeks, i learn a lot of things... n undergo my own d inner journey haha. i think i got many many things to do in this holidays.

My OwN cHeCkL1sT
1 ) 修炼自己的火爆脾气
2 ）找到面包店的工作
3）写一首歌或诗
4）不要动不动就和妈妈吵架（家里反对党的角色我不会再做了）
5）要彻底要戒掉喝咖啡的习惯（喝了一年总要戒掉对吗？）
6）养好我的背痛*超痛的，有时睡觉都得‘熬夜’忍住痛。。。*
7）把我投进三分球手感找回来
8）学魔术*我小时候的志愿*

somebody wrote it P/S: not me

i just smile when i saw it n wanna share with u..

try rap with ur style ya. ^^


At first I love INTI
But INTI loves my money
I ask money from daddy
Mummy goes to INTI
And find out why INTI's so greedy
The lift always mati
And the guards look like monkey
That's why I started to hate INTI
INTI don't love me
What for I love INTI
All they need is money
Nothing but money, money and money
The lecturers teach like bugs bunny
No wonder they're so lousy
And their faces look so funny
Like Talos the mummy
Futhermore, more more money flows to INTI
But they never plant more trees
All because they want to save money
Make all students feel hot to mati
First I entered INTI I got no kaki
Later I found someone likes to play tai tee
Then I started don't want to study
Here we can find a lot of kaki judi
That's why we must blame INTI
Since I entered INTI I cant see any leng lui lili sexy
Even the lecturers are more pretty
I always want to date them for tea
But I always kejar they always lari
Dr. Lim from SOLLA always lan si
People said his pucuk already mati
Even Viagra also tak boleh jadi
That's why loh people say he is 'cc'
He likes to tell jokes to everybody
But his joke never funny
Sometimes people thinks that his crazy
Dr. Lim so pity
INTI's toilets really smelly
No water no api
Even you haven't pee
You want to lari
Tan yew sing always said his INTI got quality
Instead everyone knows they are lousy
INTI motive just to earn more money
So that they can pay lecturers salary
And INTI share in KLSE can naik lagi
Waterfish like us always press by INTI
Just to tipu more more money
That is all the story about INTI
Which loves money
But after all I still come to INTI
To contribute money
(u r not in INTI?
u r very lucky
coz INTI cant bluff ur money
just cabut n jangan kembali~!!)
Student of INTI
noway to lari
already jadi SuiYee (waterfish)
plz tell everybody
jangan kena tipu lagi

家有最美的平凡

《最美的平凡》

几颗心 几段路
多少成长的感触
因为你变得更丰富
几次笑 几回哭
还有所谓的抱负
因为你变得不孤独
想要的翅膀
一直在我们的身上
透过成熟的目光
幸福的答案
其实往往 也最简单
爱将它全部照亮

家是个小小的地方
却能让你飞翔
仿佛透明的窗
总是能阻挡风霜

家是个小小的地方
却装下所有原谅
关怀的土壤铺满
每一份的渴望
盛开出最美的平凡

lost an important person in my life

that person is not pass away..

just that we argue too much.. n problem is at me. so sad today.

XXX, i'm sorry ok?

just give me some time...

after my exam let me cool down myself can mah?

this year is very tough for both of us..

haix.

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if i know how to make a time machine i will take u back to d moment before everything bad happen...

but i know it is childish thinking

friend..

if u got a person u wana treat him or her good. u better grab hoho d timing n chances. not like me now..

ok?

gud luck in exam freinds

我的心情歌曲。。。。不夠成熟, by2。 一个人睡 。

不夠成熟

我想我還是不夠成熟
還達不到 你的要求
我真的沒有想的太多
只是懷念 你走以後
離開 難道真的是解脫
難道 真的要事過境遷了以後才懂

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流
倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

如果有一天 我們有緣再見
你會不會想起 說過的 永遠


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《一个人睡》

灯打开了 也无法照亮黑夜
窗关上了 心还被风吹的很冷
电话响着 那在另一端却空荡荡的
心 久久都怀念那个夏天
枕头 轻轻的亲吻我的侧脸
梦 始终在放映你微笑的画面
想念和你第一次牵着手的情人节
却随着你离去从此没了

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，我爱你那天

枕头 轻轻的亲吻我的侧脸
梦 始终在放映你微笑的画面
想念和你第一次牵着手的情人节
却随着你离去从此没了

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，哦

谁说不时间总是残忍
谁又能看见我多心疼
还不能习惯我一个人
要你在身边 走幸福的路
就算会结束
我的爱还继续付出

我抱着孤单一个人睡
如果还能遇见不要再后退
想你会在哪一条街
听哪段音乐，吻着谁的脸

我抱着回忆一个人睡
不愿看见自己哭红的双眼
我的心还留在里面
爱却越走越远，哦
我爱你那天 哦````



maybe i went through this before so i know how it feel.haha.so i like this two song...

29 0cT 2008

haha today is my youngest bro birthday haha

he so lucky my mum allow him to 逃学 for one day just because his birthday.


nah. happy birthday lah 'long kai'.

haha

when i woke up this morning. i look outside the window. woah is raining heavily leh.
when my bro drive me to school, haha, i saw a rainbow so close to me... just seperate me n the rainbow with the width of a football feild only. so nice. but i didnt bring my handphone together, if got i sure will take some photos of it.

so scare bcuz later is my MX1 d paper. 2 hours do 7 math extension 1 questions.. this is nuts men. lucky stil got prepare, i know myself that i cant score high marks, bcuz d MX2 students can't answer every questions also. haha. at least i know my marks is near to them.

WEI.. the rainbow damn close leh.haha. but abit dissapointed with the mx1. ok lah let it be. ^^

when my bro n i worried about our lunch, suddenly today we have to eat vegetarian food. haha

so we go lipsin there n buy. too bad, the vegetarian restaurant was close...(izit we went there too early?)

then we go to other restaurant n buy our lunch liao, when i go there haha. i just pick, taufu lah, potatoes n vegie egg. 3 people eat 3 vegie...total only rm5.60 only...do u believe? so cheap neh.

even at night also eat vegie neh.haha just to celebrate long kai's birthday haha

i flash back a lot of my childhood happy time. haha
next time will write here.

gud luck in exam

smile^^

sorry my friend

i will continue writing my blog on 8nov... sorry frenx, i want to write abt my life in INTI also haha. sorry

ohya jay's new album must listen ya.

damn nice!!!! ^^

smile^^

LAST day at INTI。 my holiday's check list

omg frenx. i miss u all so much. WL,KO,KC,ZX,JS,AJ,sebastian,lipz,joe,jw,sq,SQ,B-boy,j-boy,jj,kb,jac,audrey..aka 'u r so mean'? ,.........

so of u all went back at 12pm. then not intime to take photo with u all. aiyo... i wonder that at alumnia night i can meet u all back?haha

today last day quite happy n quite sad haha

happy bcuz of 'mederka' liao, sad is bcuz duno when can meet all HSC students again

today when i woke up... waliew my 'old freind' meet with me again...(is my flu)

this few weeks, i learn a lot of things... n undergo my own d inner journey haha. i think i got many many things to do in this holidays.

My OwN cHeCkL1sT
1 ) 修炼自己的火爆脾气
2 ）找到面包店的工作
3）写一首歌
4）不要动不动就和妈妈吵架
5）要彻底要戒掉喝咖啡的习惯（喝了一年总要戒掉对吗？）
6）养好我的背痛*超痛的，有时睡觉都得‘熬夜’忍住痛。。。*
7）把我投进三分球手感找回来
8）学魔术

the song in my heart(this week)。

1) 周杰伦 - 女儿红


haha.this song i keep repeat listening in my phone. haha.

jay jay jay. u r the best. XD

actually i wana intro this song to a person..duno *** will saw this mah? cuz *** is busying this few days.

2) Dan Dan Kokoro Hikareteku

sure everybody will be weird, this song..i heard it again from my frenx's hp is from dragon ball GT. so happy cuz think back a lot of childhood thing haha.



i like this song especially the starting .. XD


3)brave heart is also the another song i keep repeat and listen d. haha
this song is sung by Miyazaki Ayumi. sorry frenx, i like digimon !! especially Gabumon and V-mon. XD








haha. am i nuts? XD

永不过期的罐头。遺失的美好

男女之间的爱恨情仇能起共鸣。

女人总喜欢听男人说-“永远爱你”，然而她们却可能不甚了解永远这个概念。永远是什么？永远是永恒，无止尽，即使到了世界的尽头，男对女的爱还能延续下去。

这就像一条没有尽头的路。世界上有这样的路吗？它存在于女性的幻想中。

肉体是不可能永远存在的，我们总有一天会死，清楚得很，你要一个生命有限的体去坚守一个永恒的梦想，不是难，而是不可能。正如跛子上树捉我鳄鱼。跛子上不了树，树上也没有鳄鱼。

相信世界上有永远的爱，就像相信超市里有永远不过期的罐头。既然，永远的爱是不可能的梦想，为何男人还是作出这种承诺，而且还信誓旦旦。这或许有几个理由：

一，男人为满足女人的要求，而睁大眼睛说谎。

二，男人根本不了解何谓永远，他认为从谈恋爱到现在，还爱着你，就算是永远爱你-你看，别人一个月就
分手了，我到现在还爱着你，还不够永远吗？

三，男人了解永远的意义，只是在一个非常罗曼蒂克的环境下，红唇诱惑，不得不屈服于情感与本能，硬生
生吐出‘我永远爱你’几个字。

四，男人根本就是存心欺骗女生，永远是什么并不重要，重要的是现在拥有情人在自己的怀抱吧。
这就够了。不是吗？

是时候应该清醒了，世界上没有永恒的爱情，这回事。即使这个世界有永远，我们可以永恒地活着，也不可能有永远不变的爱情。

试想，一辈子，短短数十载，对这同一个人，或者不会腻不会厌倦，可是对着同一人一万年，甚至一亿年后，你难道不会想来一点“新鲜”的吗？

虽然一千年内，可以遇到很多人，喜欢自己，还是自己喜欢的。。。但互相喜欢，两个心连接在一起，双方绕了一大圈才遇到。。。虽然遇到很多挫折。。。虽然会有顺境和逆境，高潮低潮，但这也就是所谓的路，走过了之后。。。才发现，已经到达了爱的海洋。再多崎岖的路，一起走下去，有时会跌下山，事情一点一滴的带着两人走上前一步。。。


即使在电影《西游记之仙履奇缘》中，孙悟空也只能深情地说：“曾经有一份真挚的爱情摆在我的前面，但我没有珍惜，。。。。。如果上天能在给我一次机会的话，我会对女孩说‘我爱你’，如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是。。。。一万年。”

连神仙都只期望一万年，我们着等待凡夫俗子谈什么永远呢？

我好想对你说。。。。曾经你给的一份真挚的爱情摆在我的前面，但我没有珍惜你。如果上天能在给我一次机会的话，我会对你说‘我爱你’，如果非要在这份爱加上一个期限，我希望是。。。。一万年。”

遗失的美好
海的思念綿延不絕

終於和天　在地平線交會

愛如果走得夠遠

應該也會跟幸福相見



承諾常常很像蝴蝶

美麗的飛　盤旋然後不見

但我相信你給我的誓言

就像一定會來的春天



我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了



我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了



在最開始的那一秒　有些事有些人注定要到老

雖然命運愛開玩笑　真心會和真心遇到

我始終帶著你愛的微笑

一路上尋找我遺失的美好

不小心當淚滑落嘴角

就用你握過的手抹掉

再多的風景也從不停靠

只一心尋找我遺失的美好

有的人說不清哪裡好

但就是誰都替代不了

jelly mooncake (cont) & money not enough 2.the 1st to leaver -jing wei .yo wana fight? ^^

yummy mah?

this is the jelly mooncake i did haha. yummy? wana try? wait for next year bah. XD

inside is pandan d ow. XD

i fail to do it at first but later i successful in doing it. lek zai?haha

this really is i do myself d ow.

when doing this mooncake.. i realise alot of thing. from outside..do u saw the ingredient inside d jelly mooncake? nope. so we cant view things from its surface...so i will try to listen to heart next time.

to make mooncake, everything must be very accurate(the powder lah, santan lah....all sort of thing) even timing must be zun zun u know?haha

if not the jelly cant be eat. XD

..... stil got many things lah

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money not enough 2.

i last week only watch at home hahax.

quite touching especially when the old grandma take out her oxygen tube. n save her own grand daughter.

thats d most touching moment..

the poorest time of the grandma is not when her tin biskut have money or not... is when she fall sick.. (i wonder how i cure from my sick neh?haha)

when old grandma fall sick, 3 children 'kick' her away just like football... then in the end send her to old folks home. pity.

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jing wei arg. why so fast go russia liao. last minute old tell us. so gaix. not enough time to tell everybody to see u in the last minute haha.

anyway i know why u say sorry d. XD

sorry that i cant do d thing i promised u..but all of us will wait for u until next year. XD

that day we meet. we even eat cake. JW ate american brownie. he took half an hour to eat a small piece of cake. i chose strawberry chocolate. haha. yummy ^^ CP dint order anything bcuz he is too full.

n meet yang, chen, 'gandhi' n zez XD

after that yao shun come join us. haix. so paiseh. write JI4 nian4 che4 infront of so many ppl....

JING WEI when u come bac must be a DOCTOR kay?
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my photo. last two weeks d. XD

black ki d. XD

can't sleep T.T

tell u a secret lah... this few days... during the noon time feel like no energy leh..

last few weeks, i bacuh nescafe n tahan nia...

just this few days so pressure pressure.. thats why i keep on,,,to hope some songs will come me down.

haha. XD

so late already... 0041am already...

tmr stil need to wake up at 5.30am. cham d. XD

hope i cant stil tahan. XD

wanna sleep d.

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if we can go back to the begining, what will it be now?
180 degree change or stil same? i bet totally different from now...

nitex friends.

smile^^

一个小孩。依赖。原谅我。。。

这故事是说一个小男孩，干妹妹和妈妈。。。。三个人。。。

听莫人告诉我说。。。。

从前有一个小孩，很顽皮，每天都一定要打破一个花瓶。怎么会这样叻？*不明白*

每天下午都在他家玩捉迷藏。他每次一定会躲在一个桌子下面。桌上呢是一个花瓶。
每次都被她的妹妹发现。被发现时，他一定会逃避。每一次就会不小心的打翻花瓶。
那花瓶是妈妈最喜欢的花瓶。

每一次那花瓶就是不小心被他打翻。。。也许是巧合。*有可能吗？*

就是这样，当妈妈回到家的时候妈妈一定会落泪和痛骂他。。。

他不是故意的。。。他说了一百多遍。。妈妈还是拿着藤鞭打他。

妈妈的泪不断的留下。。。小孩也流泪小男孩泪。。

那小孩懂他的妈妈，也知道即使他告诉妈妈说他不是故意的。。。妈妈会认为他在给自己借口，让他给自己没有这么内疚。所以他怎样也没说出半句话。。。忍着流泪。

没有人知道为什么他不会在家外面玩还是不要躲在同一个桌子还是不要玩捉迷藏就可以了。。。

但那小孩还是照样每天会打翻新的花瓶。。。被妹妹发现，被妈妈骂，被妈妈打。。。

为什么要这样呢？

。。。。。
我知道答案。。。



他不要在家外面玩是因为他怕妹妹不见。。因为外面的世界太大了。。。他不想失去掉这个妹妹。。他害怕失去她。



要打翻花瓶。。。是因为要和妈妈关心他。。



每天妈妈都很夜才能和他见面。。不论听到妈妈的骂声还是称赞。。。至少还是听到她的声音。



他为什么会想要玩捉迷藏呢？因为他怕妹妹在家里会寂寞所以要借用这机会来更靠近妹妹和讨她欢心。。。



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一整夜 不想睡

等著天亮見你一面

就算是再多看你一眼

一整夜 又沒睡

這次真的叫做失眠

想你已經不只一兩天

在你的心裡還有沒有

想我一點點的感覺

我還留著 你的那張相片

離開你已經也有一段時間

只是我還愛著你 要告訴誰？



吉他彈了 歌也唱了

手指也長了繭

就是對你的依賴 沒有改變

就像你說的

要去學會珍惜一切 可是我始終還是學不會



依赖，谢和玄





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請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久 已不屬於我默默低頭

那時我很多話梗在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂

不是我愛太多想太多我能感受

他比我適合愛放了手

我偽裝冷漠比妳先說分手

請原諒我原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口好讓妳離開我
請原諒我好想自私將妳佔有
一個寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我
必須假裝愛錯別
讓時間倒流我怕說不出口
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
徹底忘了
我愛原來有捨得


oOzero's view about this song.....

Actually the guy break up with the girl cause he thinks that another guy will be more suitable for her and she would have a better life that way. This songs talks about him sacrificing and his feelings before and after the incident. He hopes that she will forgive he for not being mature and had previously want her all to himself. Then, he decides not to tie the girl down, pretends to be cruel to her and break up with her but only after the incident did he understand and regrets.


thanks for ur view oOzero...

thanks 4 helping me say out this...

i hardly to say this out last time...

but i say it out d...

very thanks 4 introducing me this song. XD

崩溃

雨天。。

今天的心都不知道在做什么的。。。

做什么都不能专心。。。

又不小心对一个人说错了话。。。

越解释就越黑。。。所谓的越描越黑。。。*像沾了墨似的*

整个头脑就是堆积这些东西，搞到驾车也无法专心。还差点。。。 幸好没事。

烦烦烦。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。


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.☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★.....☆


男朋友，是 牽起手會貼心，最疼妳，也最愛妳的人。

女朋友，是 抱起來很溫暖，囉唆起很窩心，在身邊最疼你的，看不見又很懷念的人。

傳給20個人以上．．．你愛的人就會對你有好感喔。

你給27人．．．15天後，將會有人跟你告白。

你若沒傳出去，你的愛情將會出現問題。

著始于1877年，從未失誤過。

不發此信，將會一輩子是單身。

あ な は ず っ と 一 緒 に い っ た い

中 文 ﹏ 只 想 和 你 一 直 在 一 起．．．

把 這 個 傳 下 去 　在 今 晚 會 有 人 說 ［ 我 ♡ 你 ］ ★.....☆.....★.....☆.....★..

先说明，我不求你爱我，我只想你懂我。。就够了。
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How old were you when you had your first relationship?

` 18


Are you taken or single?



` single.


How old were you when you hand your first kiss?


not yet


Do you like anyone right now?


` not sure.maybe no ady


Ever had your heart broken?


` ya.


Miss anyone right now?


` family member?


Who was the last person you sent a text to?


` MS
Last person text you?


` ping


Last person you saw?


` mummy.


What was the last thing you said to someone?


`i dont want to sweep floor?


Who is top in your top friends?


` gang i suppose. ^^


Why?


` coz we a buddy


Who do you trust most in your life?


` friends


Who do you love most?


` my next gf ? mostly is my family.


Ever been in love?


` ya.


Who has hurt you the most?


` already pass.


Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?


` yup.


Are you happy?


` half half


How many good friends do you have?


` many.


Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?


` yup. just a song


Have you ever cheated on a partner?


` nope



Ever been cheated on?


` no ba. not sure


Ever been told someone loved you?

yup

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?


` yes.


Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?

` i'm single.


What is your idea of true love?

` trust.


When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?

i always big head prawn d..

Do you believe in love at first sight?


` yes.


Why and why not?


` coz i believe.

.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?

` of coz.

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http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ayamesasaki/24778059

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感触的十句话。。。

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ayamesasaki/24777435

希望你会看到。。

。。。。

stop here, haha

smile^^

Ah choo ah chooo.......

haiyo ,ah choo...

just a student write wrong d formular only... girl u won't scold but if guy then u will scold until a guy wanna burrow a tunnel n hide. need so gaix bo?haha

hmm... math teacher... 1st time come to this college... u r 1st lecturer that ask me introduce myself haha.

i heard that a lot of student say ur husband didnt treat u so good. at first all of us don't believe d wor

but after that day if not our own eyes, i wouldn't believe. haha

teacher..

dont sad. whole class will support u d haha..

our class always make u laugh n smile by our jokes right?haha

we got so many jokers in our class...

duno will u miss us after i leave this college..

bcuz u told us that our class is special haha

smile^^

Ah choo ah chooo.......

the 1st morning...

last night, when i find my old CD n listen to d old song...

got a song that caught my attention...

that us '1st morning' by lee hom...

suddenly last year i type d whole lyric in sms n send. haha

last time this song represented my feelings....

one part of the lyrics....

这是爱，给你的爱，没有名字却停不下来。。。

have u listen before? haha

now i highly recomend to u.. XD

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wah go to school, suddenly 精神。。。maybe ... duno haha. or maybe is physics class 1st.

yeah REAL Madrid Won again..

real madrid 7 : 1 sporting Gijbon

haha. Raul , the whites' captain haha. he score 2 goals.. my idol. since form 1

Raul score twice... van der vaart score hat trick...(Hat trick hero).. then robben, higuain ..

Gratz Gratz...

Los moringuez The whites .... goL Gol g0l !!!!!!!!!!!!



the first morning....



Raul respect u. support u. GoL


hat trick hero.. Van der Vaart ^^


Higuain ^^


arjen robben. speedy and skillful XD

死不了

冰天雪地莫把冰水全往头上浇(痛快)
浇息思念最后一处温暖的怀抱
你为了谁宁愿让心变成了孤岛
敞开双手不依不靠从此随风飘
狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭 痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道
喔狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道
离别的酒容易醉男人流血不流泪
干一杯痛痛快快说再会(说再会)
狂风吹大海啸忠心的人死不了
地多大天多高一生只换一声好
痛快哭痛快笑
痛快的痛死不了这一生这一秒
我只要求你知道

任逍遥

让我悲也好让我悔也好
恨苍天你都不明了
让我苦也好让我累也好
随风飘飘天地任逍遥
英雄不怕出身太淡薄
有志气高哪儿天也骄傲
就为一个缘字情难了
一生一世想捕捕不牢
相爱深深天都看不到
恩怨世世代代心头烧
有爱有心不能活到老
叫我怎能忘记你的好
让我天天看到她的笑
让我醉也好让我睡也好
把愁情烦事都忘了
让我对也好让我错也好

周杰伦 JAY

稻香歌词：

词：周杰伦
曲：周杰伦

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Racing Santander 0-2 Real Madrid

Real Madrid locked up their second win of the season with a 0-2 victory over Racing Santander in El Sardinero on Sunday. Goals by De la Red and Van Nistelrooy give the Whites seven on the year heading into a midweek clash in the Bernabéu against Sporting.

Real Madrid landed in Santander with doubts as to who would cover ground along the flanks. The solution was found in three forwards, Higuaín, Raúl, and Van Nistelrooy, and a midfield comprised of Diarra, Guti positioned along the right and De la Red along the left. In attack, Higuaín stuck to his typical right wing and Raúl to the left. The home side was without the services of Munitis, who was injured in training on Saturday.

Few chances on either end
The first half was an all-out struggle between both sides with little quality football to talk about. Real Madrid were unable to find any open lanes to Racing's box, while Colsa fired the first warning shot for the hosts after a Serrano corner kick (4’).

López Muñiz played with ten men behind the ball in solid midfield play by Racing, who prevented Madrid from creating opportunities. Higuaín's cross-shot was easily trapped by Toño (11’) as was De la Red's strike from the top of the box following Guti's free kick (19’).

Casillas hunted down a Racing shot 30 minutes in, then saved a well-struck ball by Pereira (36') and another by Serrano (40’). The only Madridista answer came off the boot of De la Red, but grazed Colsa's head and sailed over crossbar (32’). Moments prior to halftime, Guti abandoned the pitch on a stretcher after suffering a knock to his right calf and was replaced by Van der Vaart.

Door slammed shut in the second
The same 22 men who finished the first half appeared on El Sardinero turf for the opening whistle of the second period. Eight minutes into the half, a broken up play by the Madrid defense resulted in a counter led by Gonzalo Higuaín, who carried the ball to the Racing box and found Rubén De la Red wide open. The Spanish international squeezed the ball between Toño and the left post to give the Whites the lead (53’).

Luccin replaced Lucen in an attempt to add more firepower to Racing's midfield. The hosts managed to reach Casillas' box but were unable to beat the keeper. Valera and Tchité were also called on to find the equaliser, while Madrid slowed the tempo and Schuster subbed Robben in for Raúl (68’).

A minute later, Colsa swung in a cross for Tchité, whose header was unsuccessful in front of goal. The Madrisidistas' response proved much more effective as Van Nistelrooy feinted around César Navas and curled the ball around the defender and between the keeper and the right post to put Madrid up by two (73’).

Racing had two more attempts before the final whistle, the first which Van der Vaart cleared off the line after a powerful Tchité header (77’). The second appeared to be dead on but deflected off Colsa. With the match in the bag, Higuaín sat for Saviola (83’) and Madrid locked up their second victory of the season.

我2008年最遗憾的八件事

第一件事：每有看到西班牙在EURO FINAL 对德国的比赛。。。
第二件事：不小心伤害一个我喜欢的人。
第三件事：在生气的时候，我真的没有好好控制我的情绪，说了不该说的话。
第四件事：没有勇气在对的时间拿出勇气来告诉你我的真心话。
第五件事：在你最脆弱的时候没有向前去关心你，反而只制造更多的问题。
第六件事：我让我弟弟学到我不好的一面。
第七件事：我一直误会你。（对不起）
第八件事：我没有聆听你的心。


我做错的事。。。对不起。

情歌王。

我在red box唱这首歌时。。。。有想起某人，但那时某人在生气。。。

（forever love 王力宏）
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

（两个人的烟火　黎明）
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做

（如果．爱　张学友）
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

（童话　光良）
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里

（很爱很爱你　刘若英）
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

（我愿意　王菲）
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意　为你

（好想好想　古巨基）
好想好想　好想好想
好想好想和你在一起

（明天我要嫁给你了　周华健）
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动

（不得不爱　潘玮柏/弦子）
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

（阴天　莫文蔚）
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面

（飞机场的10:30 陶喆）
baby baby baby baby　o　baby　baby o　baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

（那么爱你为什么　黄品源/莫文蔚）
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么

（你怎么舍得我难过　黄品源）
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过

（爱我别走　张震岳）
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

（让我欢喜让我忧　周华健）
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

（原来你什么都不想要　张惠妹）
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要

（用心良苦　张宇）
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要

（祝福　张学友）
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

（吻别　张学友）
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲

（把悲伤留给自己　陈升）
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走

（征服　那英）
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂

（听海　张惠妹）
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心

（味道　辛晓琪）
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

（我怀念的　孙燕姿）
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

（领悟　辛晓琪）
我多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

（月亮惹的祸　张宇）
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动

（我们的爱 fir）
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖

（你把我灌醉　黄大炜）
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回

（眼泪　范晓萱）
oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪

（情非得已　庾澄庆）
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

（你是如此难以忘记　梁朝伟）
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静

（心太软　任贤齐）
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强

（forever love 王力宏）
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love

i believe...

cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 擁有誰給你的美麗
緊張曾經 就讓我的心安靜與守著妳
cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 總會有發光的原因
and i believe
你值得被珍惜 也值得我放棄

Arvil lavigne- Anthing, but ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

wondering...

sometimes. i envy other ppl of having a smart n clever brain. haha.
just like L n Light..
they both are the students of the year in the same school.
They have perfect score in every subject. haha.

i wonder will it possible that one day i will be just like them? haha

wondering...

yup!!! nothing is impossible. if i work hard.
and prove to everyone who does care about my mind.

speechless to u。happy belated SY。i can

porcupine..

a she-porcupine hate he-porcupine so much...

even porcupine is so angry it doesn't ask the she-porcupine to go die before...

porcupine it has a lot of spikes on it... i wonder how porcupine kiss his wife? will its porcupine (male) will hurt its wife...

but i came out with a conclusion, no hurt no love.. agree?

who didn't hurt in love before? even d porcupine wanna walk closer with porcupine(female), last time it has courage, now after hurting d she-porcupine, do u think it has anymore courage.

the courage of he-porcupine has is to clear the wound on the she-porcupine...

the she-porcupine said he-porcupine is not responsible of the hurt and 'shadow' he gave to her...

if didn;t responsible will he-popcupine try to clean d wound n put d light on porcupine so make no shadow on she-porcupine...

he-porcupine did guess that she-porcupine let him wear green hat because got other ppl are chasing she-porcupine...

he-porcupine told a story to she-porcupine....

when the shine on d earth which got only a seed.. the seed have water and air n sunlight sure it will grow up fast... (general knowledge in science)

as d seed grow into a healthy plant...

d cloud n rain came... they cover up the sun.. now the plant misunderstand the sun turn into the cloud... the cloud is stil there... trust only can let the sun shines again.. but the plant say trust, but sun really can feel that not full trust.

the true identity of sun is still lying in the tome(i think).....deep deep.. and haven't revive yet.
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sy.. sorry i didn't wish u in school leh. haha. bcuz so many ppl around u. haha.

u r d most special fren, *this my friends around me only know* haha.

i stil rmb f4 that time how i met u all in a camp...when i met, the time n place is stil in my mind..

shocked? i can easily rmb wat time n when i met a person b4..

but, not in memorising SEJARAH!!! hate it.

yesterday i go see my report... not so in my expected of my result..

FROM NOW ON, DAWSON LOKE have to fight with the pressure n win it!!! i can i can i can!!!!!!!

i got the power to do everything i want n get it succesfully with my own power!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO GO!!!!

wish me luck XD